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ALPHA AIRES : my bully loves me love sick
Daisy's POV"Daisy, come and have your breakfast, you're gonna be late for school" I heard my mum call out for the third time but I still didn't budge, I was still lying down on my bed and haven't even had my bath, I just need to be alone, I curled a little tighter into a ball as yesterday's event kept repeating in my head, there's no way I'm going to that school today, I can't stand the pain, his words hurt me more than I can ever explain, and I closed my eyes under the duvet, I was alone wallowing in pain, how can I ever overcome this? Can I ever get over him? I wish I could just vanish from this earth, "Daisy?" I could hear my mum knocking on my door, why can't she just let me be, I just want to be left alone, her knock sounded again and I groaned as I rolled on the bed, I know that she won't stop knocking until I answer or she will simply get the spare key and open the door, I hadn't gone down for dinner yesterday claiming exhaustion, I can't bring myself to tell her that I'm dyin
Last Updated : 2022-08-26ALPHA AIRES : my bully loves me I Love You, Aires
Daisy's POVI was up so early and already prepared for school, my plans to seduce Aires starts today, I stared at my fake breast through the mirror, I had folded my socks into a ball and had out it like a pad on my breast to make it look bigger and fuller, I had tried savaging my ass too but hell, I don't know what to do yet about that, for now, a beautiful face and full breast can do the magic, besides, it's not as if my ass is so damn flat, heck, I have a little meat down there, it's just not as full as Celine's own, well maybe, as a majority of ladies own, also, the braces on my teeth have been removed too, time to grow up and act like a grown up, I smiled at myself, today will be a wonderful day for me, I walked out of my room with a little bounce on my steps, my mum was still busy in the kitchen trying to prepare our breakfast, "can I help you with anything mum" my mum swung around and shouted, "Holy Mary, Daisy, are you sure you're fine?" I frowned at her question, well, I kinda
Last Updated : 2022-09-01ALPHA AIRES : my bully loves me Hated by his father
Author's POVAires steer the food in his plate without actually having a bite, he is seated on the table with his mother and sister, as usual, their dad is not present with them on the dining table, his dad is seldom at home and each time he's at home, he's always cold towards them, he rotate his food on his plate as he wasn't in the mood to have anything because he was upset, he was mad at himself for passing up a good opportunity and chance with Celine, she had told him how she feels about him and instead off telling her he feels the same way, he had slowly withdrew from her, he had seen the hurt look in her eyes but he couldn't bring himself to tell her that he loves her too, so, instead, he had asked for time to think about how he feels and sought himself out, the irony of asking her to give him time to sought out his feelings when she was everything he had ever wanted, she had been his crush as long as he can remember, that's why he does not understand what had stopped him from t
Last Updated : 2022-09-04ALPHA AIRES : my bully loves me The Competition
Daisy's POVIt was a day before the inter-house sport and we were supposed to do the final practice today, students from each team were gathered on the field, and we would compete against each other, although, it was just a friendly competition, everyone was pumped with adrenaline but I was extremely scared and nervous and my nervousness went top notched when I found out that Celine is running the relay for her team, thank goodness I'm the first runner up for my team, while she's running the finishing for her team, that means, although we're all running the relay, I'm not competing directly against her, that calmed my nerves just a little bit.I know she's smart and good at everything she does but it's important that I beat her in this race if I were up against her, for Aires' sake, I would have to, I had watched her interview the other day when she was asked if she has a boyfriend, she had laughed and left a hint that she likes someone and hopefully, he would be her boyfriend in fut
Last Updated : 2022-09-10ALPHA AIRES : my bully loves me Embarrassed Champion
Daisy's POV"I wasn't running" I replied weakly, he grabbed my arm in an almost painful grip, but just as he opened his mouth to say something, his name was announced to come up for the next phase of the competition, "I'm not done with you" he gritted and walked away.I rubbed my arm and shivered a little, not that the weather is cold or something, it's just that his words left me cold, soon the cheers for him and shouts of his name could be heard all over, he has already scored a goal in less than five minutes as he enters the field, I soon forgot about his threat as I watched him, he is an enigma and sometimes, I wondered if he's human at all, which human being can be this talented in everything?"He's cute huh? You must be dying of admiration for him" Celine said softly beside me, I didn't hear her approach me I would have avoided her, "stay away from him" she warned and I frowned, "why? He's not even your boyfriend" I replied, skeptical, I have always known that Celine has a thing
Last Updated : 2022-09-20ALPHA AIRES : my bully loves me Choosing between Daisy and Celine
AIRES' POVCeline rushed towards me, "are you okay?" She asked frantically, Jasmine and mum were also staring at me with a worried look, I nodded at Celine's question, 'I am fine" I replied, standing up, she held my arm to help me up before turning to face Daisy furiously, "you clumsy oof, how dare you take Aires down with you" she fumed, I was angry too but as I turned to also give her a piece of my mind, I saw the blood flowing from her nose and the bruise in her head, I quickly rushed to her, "you're bleeding", Celine stared at me in surprise, "are you kidding me?" She whispered but I paid deaf ears to her, "how can you always be so clumsy? Come with me right now" I gritted, holding her by the arms and leading her to the school clinic.I waited for her until she has been treated by the school nurse, "what were you thinking? How could you be so careless, you are always lost in your imagination" I huffed in frustration when she didn't say anything, I felt pissed with her but at the s
Last Updated : 2022-10-05ALPHA AIRES : my bully loves me Broken from within
AIRES' POV My heart arched painfully as I stared at the broken pieces on the floor, it wasn't just the broken trophy that got to me, it was my father's action, he was staring at me with so much hate and anger in his eyes and I just couldn't hold back anymore, "why do you hate me so much? Ever since I knew you, you have never given me any fatherly love, what did I do to make you despise me so much?" I wrenched out, my heart torn into pieces, "are you questioning me? You wanna show me that you're now a man huh?" He snarled at me but I was beyond caring, I glared right back, "you know what? I am done trying to prove myself to you because no matter what I do, you still won't look my way, you can go to hell for all I care" I yelled at him and his palm connected with my cheek, my head reeled and my hand formed a fist, I held myself in check to keep from punching him, "you think you are tough huh, you think you're now a man and can challenge me" he clenched out as he brought out his whip, "
Last Updated : 2022-10-08ALPHA AIRES : my bully loves me 20
[Author's POV]Daisy sat alone at the school canteen, staring at her untouched lunch, she has not been able to swallow the bitter news that her mother is getting married in a few weeks from now, "dad, where are you?" She whispered, she would not be able to forgive her mother, why was she getting remarried anyways? A finger snapped across her face and she blinked, "earth to girl, why are you looking so lost?" Desiree asked as she sat down with her tray of food in front of her, Daisy sighed, she might as well tell her, she needed someone to tell it out to anyways, "my mum is getting married"Desiree arched a brow, "I see that you are not okay with it""Of cause, not Desiree, she is getting married to a total stranger, I don't even know him""You might get to know him eventually, what if he turns out to be nice""I don't care, what if someday my dad returns""Are you kidding me? Your dad has been gone for ages, let's face it, what if your dad actually got divorced and you were not told o
Last Updated : 2022-11-04
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