Chapter ninety One

HELENA'S POV

We go back into the house. I couldn't stop smiling as Alex and I laced our hands tight and walked back into the sitting room

My body ached but I had to manage for the sake of the baby.

This was new to me and to think that I didn't enjoy the area of being a mother myself I was caught between the blank of balancing trying to sort out myself and two little humans who depended solely on me to survive. I twisted my shoulders and let out soft painful grunts.

"Are you okay?"

"Ya". I lied and yawned. God knows I wasn't okay. I wasn't fine, I wasn't alright, I wasn't myself. Sweet Jesus.

I've had little or no time to sleep in the last four weeks. I just couldn't imagine going through this stress for another year. I slouched on the couch holding my head in my hand.

Then I decided to finally go into the kitchen to get water. I brought out a glass from the glassware and turned some water into the glass. I gulped it down my throat and turned in another. The feeling was too refres