Today is my birthday and seems to be a normal day. Usually, I and my father make a male plan only together and go to basketball matches or kitesurf matches. We have fun all the day and at the end, he still has to give me a gift just as if the wonderful moments spent with him wasn't enough.
He miss me so much and I wish he could be here once more. Am in front of my glass getting ready to go and see Eddy at his home when my phone rings.
" Allo!"I answered
" Allo Zack and happy birthday to you!" My Godfather said.
I smile and thank him.
" I know you would like your father to be here today but if I could, I would have programmed all the day for us." He said.
" No worry Hilton am alright, am not more a child I can celebrate alone."
" Alright...and how is your mother? Is she well preparing for her wedding?" He asked.
" Um, yes I guess. I don't reall
It's already 6 pm and am in Zack's car riding to go to the cherry beach. I'm glad the destination has changed cause I could not imagine myself in a night club again. I went this afternoon to the mall with rose and bought a gift for zack. Hope he will love it even though is not as expensive as what he used to put on him. Madam Torneur gave me some money for the extra time I have done yesterday while preparing the concert. It was a chance for me cause I didn't have enough money." We are going to the cherry beach, it is the best spot for kit boarding and night parties. You will love the place!" He said.I smile at him and arrange my large-cap on my head with my two little long wick curls in front of my face.We arrive at the beach and Zack invites me to come down. I get down from the car and close the door behind me." Remove your shoes and let's go!" Zack's said.I agree and remove my sho
Tiara finally accepts to go with me and we wear our shoes and enter the car. I ride on to the famous place. I organized a surprise for her cause even though it's my birthday today I will be happy if she could have some fun here. Don't know why am I caring about her like that, but I feel like it is my duty or something like that.
Someone is knocking at the door, so hard that I growl. I can't sleep anymore because of all this noise. Who is that early in the morning? I push the cover of my bed from me and get to the door and open it with the saddest expression seeing it is Eddy at my door.
The day was so long! I thought it lasted for a century. I passed all my time helping Ivy with her wedding and composing songs to send to Ariana. Am exhausted right now!
I open my eyes slowly, turn my face to the roof of my room, and yawn before stretching my hand all around the bed. I remember bit by bit what happened yesterday with Zack, and do not feel him in my bed. I start panicking, telling myself he must be down in the kitchen with Ivy and Jackson, surely waiting for me to quarrel. OMG! Not that.I stand and see a piece of paper on my bed with something written on it."
We drive up to Chinatown as Zack said, besides the Kensington district. It's really interesting how the town looks like a small Chinese city in Toronto. They are mostly Asiatics and Chinese, other ones are mostly tourists. Zack parks his car somewhere and before we get down, he turns and looks at me.
Tiara seems so happy after seeing her brother. She can't stop admiring everywhere while smiling, I think she love Chinatown and I have the right to make her visit the place and the only way is to make her eat some specialty, the best I like here the noodles!
Monday passed brightly and we were all busy for today, cause yes finally my Philippine princess is getting married. Everyone is excited in particular my two friends Jackson and Ivy. I don't know what it is to get married or to love or even to have a true family, but it must be beautiful to feel like that, especially when I see Ivy on her way to succeed in having a family. Already having a kid in her womb and a future husband. She will finally have what she
"What?" I ask" Am talking about the envelope you have in your hand."" Ermm… Eddy borrowed me some money and now he was just giving it back."" ...okay!" She said taking my hand in hers. " I don't know why but I feel like you are a bit tense with Eddy!"" Why are you saying that?"" Just like this!"" Eddy has changed, I thought we were friends...but I went
With a smile hanging on my lips, I enter my home while whistling and playing with my car's keys. I get to the parlor and see my mother reading a book on her habitual chair. She is stubborn, how many times will I tell her not to wait for me again so late in the night. Anywhere, I get closer to her, bend and kiss her jaw while smiling at her after." This smile means you aren't angry, I am still up at this time waiting for you!" She said." And should I be? I know how stubborn you can be, you are just like Tiara!" I said still not wanting my smile to get down from my lips." Ummm. Where you with her all day?" My mom asks. It is with great pleasure that I respond to her with a big "yes"." I now understand while you can't stop smiling. I love seeing you like th
I have something special to show her, even though she can't stop asking questions. It will be our first time dating and I want us to go to a beautiful place...in fact! A memorable and symbolic place for us. I loved going there with my cousins, cause it relaxed us!" Are we already near?" Tiara asked me for the thousandth time.I don't answer cause if I do, she will continue asking questions again and again."Hey!" She insists.I don't still answer and whistle while driving, pretending am not occupied by her noise.
Morning, morning, morning! What a bright morning today. Am so happy everything is clear in my head between I and Zack. Now, what I want is to be who I am, who I always needed to be. I want him to be proud of me whenever we are together, let him be proud to present me to everyone he wants. <<Natural is your surname>> he one day told me natural is my surname and I don't know if he was just flirting but I felt it good in my ears and once more I needed to trust him. That's why I am trying to change some little things about myself.Am on my room chair, already dressed in a dungaree denim skirt. Ivy once offered me this dress, but I never mind wearing it because I didn't like this type of dress. After all, it exposes my legs. I have to change, am a girl and not a boy and I have to show it. Am not up large to dress lik
On our way home, no one talks. I simply look through the window to outer my mind and stop thinking a lot but I feel his stares each time. What does he want me to do? He first wants me, then because I am a virgin he leaves me and now he...cares about me! I don't know what he really wants and I don't think he too knows.He stops the car in front of the house. I didn't realize we already entered the district. I came early in the morning to put my things before going to work, I believe Ivy is still at home. What will I tell her? The truth!I turn and look at Zack and he stares at me too." I will help you take your things behind!" He propose
I get into the label music, greet some people on my way and get to the recording room to see Willy, if and only if he is already there. I arrive and do not knock at the door, and see willy kissing his girlfriend Ariana seated on his lap." Oh, sorry guys!" I excuse myself from interrupting.Ariana gets down from Willy's laps while blushing" Is okay dude!" Willy said." Am stepping out for a while," Ariana said.She gets out and pats my arm with a
<< I can't sleep! I turn round on my bed, from right to left but nothing, I can't simply sleep! All I have in my head is Tiara, Tiara, Tiara, and only her. I growl and sighs heavily, what did that girl do to me?I turn again on my bed and see my phone on my bedside, I just need to hear her voice, I mean know how she is. I take my phone on the bedside and compose Tiara's number, but after reflection, I don't need to call her, I have to be patient. I growl again and throw my phone behind me but heard my phone crack on the floor. I turn instinctively and see it broken on the floor, fuck! .Someone knocks at the door!" Who's there?" I a
Is so good to take a shower after a long day like this. Am drying my hair with a small tower dressed with only a jogging trouser and my chest naked. I haven't seen Tiara all day, I wanted to call her but she was surely busy today. I sigh realizing I can't stop thinking about her every time. I continue drying myself when I see invitation cards on my bedside, I straight myself in front and take them...who placed them here? I know they are the invitations I a
I get into my room, still thinking about his face, about his words. This boy really haunts me. I arrange one or two dresses in my bag with all my working material to stay in Rose house for tonight and tomorrow, leaving a little bit of privacy to my lovebirds.