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2024-10-29 19:42:56Don’t we all hate nightmares? They not only terrify us but also snatch away our zeal to survive. Like everyone, I also hate nightmares.
I am not afraid of ghosts, supernatural beings, etc. What I dreaded the most were my early childhood memories spent in the arms of a man whom I detest to label as my father.
My childhood happy memories were the ones that always get foggy under the layer of trauma this man has given my family.
I guess people don’t lie when they say you remember traumatic memories more vividly than the happy ones.
I haven’t seen this man in fifteen years, nor ever planned to cause this was what I was afraid of, facing him again. Letting him imbalance my family’s equilibrium, I hate those hazel eyes of his. They were remarkably bottomless, filled with infidelity and betrayal.
I hate his genetics for giving me this colour. If I could only change the colour
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