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The dance of seven veils Part 1 Hazel Dinner with them wasn't so bad. Lolla and I hardly spoke at all, I avoided looking at her too much. Jonathan comments on the two days he'll be at home, without much enthusiasm. There's no way to rest peacefully in the situation he's in. He doesn't seem very eager to eat, but at least he's set aside the glass of whisky. This time, upon finishing, I ask for leave, but not permission. Just out of politeness. Even though I've been lying down for quite some time, I can't sleep. I feel worried after seeing him drink. Before lying down, I had gone to the kitchen to get a glass of water and saw him alone in the living room again with a glass in his hand. Did he go to bed? I get up and look around the house. I hear some movement in the living room, and decide to see what is happening. I imagine that Jonathan is still drinking. Maybe his problems at work are worse than I thought. I walk barefoot, without making a sound, and stop at the end of the corrido
Last Updated : 2023-10-03A contract in Dubai The dance of seven veils Part 2
The dance of seven veils Part 2HazelAll the news are awesome. It is an incredible feeling to wake up this happy. It made my day. I'm so happy that I jump out of bed. I have to control myself not to jump around the house hugging everyone. Nadia sees me enter the kitchen and laughs at my excitement. I tell her what' has happened. She asks if the treatment is really good.“Every patient who received this treatment was cured.”"That’s good. I'm really happy for you and your family.""Thank you, Nadia."I inevitably give her a hug. I know she gets shy, but I can't help it, I'm so happy. I sigh and remember Jonathan and last night. I ask Nadia if he's up yet."No, ma'am."I see the empty wine bottle on the sink."I believe he may have overdone it with the drinks, didn't he, Nadia? Let's let him rest. Anyway, he is not going to work today."I don't see Lolla, nor do I ask for her.Excited as I am, I take advantage of this energy and go out onto the deck alone, rehearsing a few steps and fi
Last Updated : 2023-10-03A contract in Dubai Love, sublime love
Love, sublime loveJonI get a call from Hamza Saad. I look at the display and his name is already making me more nauseous than the drinks I mixed the night before. Lolla is at my feet, with a cat tail plug and ears scratching my legs. I don't really like pet play, but she seems to love it. It doesn't cause any problems as long as I need to get to work."How are you, Hamza?”" You tell me, Turner, installing cameras on site!”He looks altered, that's not good."It's for the safety of the workers.”"And we don't decide everything together? Is this a construction cooperative or a solo project?”"My friend, I didn't think of that, let's take the opportunity to arrange a meeting about it, Burj Khalifa, 8am tomorrow.”" The raw materials arrive at the port tomorrow, I don't know how that happened, those engineers are incompetent!”Engineers, I know... He w
Last Updated : 2023-10-04A contract in Dubai And Finally; Love Part 1
And Finally; Love Part 1HazelFrom inside the dressing room, I see a small improvised stage, the party also has a good DJ and good lighting. They certainly didn't spare any expense for the production of this event. I see Carmen leave the stage with her dance partners, they do a beautiful choreography, and I am ready to go.Entering the stage again is a unique emotion. It's a delightful mix of happiness and anxiety that gives me butterflies in the stomach. Even after doing it for years, this sensation doesn't fade. The music, the lights, the anticipation of the audience—everything makes my body vibrate. It's almost the same feeling I had when I kissed Jonathan—something that slips beyond my control. I close my eyes before starting to dance, and the image that comes to mind isn't the choreography I'm about to perform, but the kiss I shared with Jonathan on the street when he held me tightly by the arms. The dance and the so
Last Updated : 2023-10-05A contract in Dubai And Finally; love Part 2
And Finally; love Part 2HazelJonathan tears up the contract in front of me! It’s over! No more lies, no more pretending! He doesn't kick me out. He doesn't say anything, he just keeps looking at me. In silence. I can feel a mixture of tension and anger, and see the frustration in his eyes. I know he wants me, but doesn't know what to do with me. And I can no longer hide this feeling anymore, nor can I wait any longer to have him with me. It's my time to act. My time to make amends for my wrong decisions of always running away. This fear is also over! I won't run away anymore. I go towards him as quickly as I ran off the stage when I saw him at the party, and I cling onto him in a kiss that I was eagerly awaiting. He was not expecting this, I know, but he returns the kiss with ardor. He also wanted it as much as me! Overcome with a deep desire, I throw Jonathan onto the bed and sit on his body to kiss him more. Jonathan grabs my hair tightly, holding me to him and deepening our kis
Last Updated : 2023-10-06A contract in Dubai A promising night
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Last Updated : 2023-10-07A contract in Dubai A proposing night Part 2
A proposing night Part 2JonI take her arm and don't intend to mention that I've cut up one of Hazel's dance outfits. I don't want to prolong this subject and these situations. I just want to have dinner with my girlfriend in peace.It's an hour before a flight that stops over in London. I'll wait with her. Because I need to see that she has boarded. After those clothes, I expect everything from an angry, rejected woman. Even though she confessed and asked for forgiveness before I knew it. She doesn't seem like a bad person after all, she was just angry. The worst thoughts must have gone through her head, that I would leave her in Dubai on the street with no money, that I wouldn't help her get back, that I wouldn't have the means to get her job back... I've heard terrible stories about submissive women who have been through the devil's bread thirty times. But that's the story: you have to know the person you're going to submit to well,
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A hot dessert Part 1HazelMy cell phone is full of messages from Carmen. Of course she is worried about me! I need to answer her, but there is another one from my sister, telling me that mom will be hospitalized for two days to observe possible side effects, and that so far, everything is going well, and that her appetite is improving. What a happy day! I lie on my bed feeling indescribably happy.I call Carmen and tell her what's happened. She vibrates on the other end of the line. It's interesting how someone I have known for such a short time has turned out to be such a good friend. Someone who's rooting for me! While I waited for him, I went to choose a dress suitable for dinner. At this moment, I discovered that one of my most beautiful and expensive belly dancer dresses is completely destroyed, cut into strips by a pair of scissors, undoubtedly in the hands of an insane person, thirsting for revenge!It doesn't take long for me to receive a call from Jonathan, explaining the s
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