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Discovering love
Discovering love
Jon
I'm discharged from hospital.
I put on a shirt and jeans from the night before. Nadia is waiting for me. It's amazing that only the cook is waiting for me. What a fucking life I lead... What's the point of all this money?
" Good afternoon, sir.”
" Good afternoon, Nadia.”
" Are you feeling better?”
" Like crap”
" It'll get better, I'll make you some soup, do you like it?”
" Hmmm, no. " I give my first smile after everything.”
I spoke to the psychiatrist. I'm not crazy, thank goodness. It was just some kind of post-traumatic stress. I drank too much, but I didn't know it would put my life at risk. I just wanted to numb myself. I'd never drunk so much in my life and never because of a woman. I let myself get too involved, I lost my head and my dominant control and I need to get it back. If I'd staye
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