After eating breakfast, Amelia returned to her room and waited for the doctor's visit.
She couldn't even look at Alexander in bed without those messages coming back to her.She felt betrayed by him. He had no right to send someone to investigate her life. Not when she had just saved his.
Alexander moved around the bed, looking for Amelia who was sitting near the window. He smiled at the sight of her, but she didn't reciprocate when she realized he was awake.
"Good morning, Jones. " He spoke and Amelia approached, handing him a glass of water with a straw.It didn't take him long to realize that something was wrong, that she was angry. He could see the look in her eyes, even if her expressions tried to hide it."What's wrong? Why are you like this?" he asked innocently.Amelia turned away and walked over to the table, reaching for Alexander's cell phone and dropping it in his lap."You sent someone to investigate me. " She replied and when he tried to retort, she cut him off. "There's no point in lying, I saw the messages on your cell phone." Did you spy on my cell phone? " He asked, feeling invaded. " No, the messages were popping up on his screen. " Amelia explained. " But don't act like I'm the wrong one here. You had a private detective investigate me! Do you have any idea what this could cause me? She was so furious that Alexander couldn't understand why, his distrust taking shape more and more."Amelia, you showed up at my house out of the blue, you never talk about your life, you always avoid the subject..." he said, trying to justify himself. " He said, trying to justify himself."YOU HAD NO RIGHT TO DO THAT! " She shouted, her hands trembling.Amelia leaned on the armchair, feeling her vision blur."My personal life is my business! I am your nurse, your employee. What happened in my past does not concern you! " She spoke, pointing her finger at him."You've gone too far, Alexander! " Tears started to flow from Amelia's green eyes, it was noticeable that she was terrified."Amelia, what are you hiding? What are you so afraid of?" Alexander asked. He had noticed some time ago that she was hiding something, that maybe there was something in her past in her hometown that Amelia wanted to run away from."I... " Amelia was about to start speaking when she heard the knock on the bedroom door and then the doctor entered.
"Good morning. I have come to discharge the patient. " The doctor spoke, but then realized that he had disturbed something when he noticed that Amelia was crying.
"May I come back?" No, make yourself comfortable. " Amelia said, then went into the bathroom.As soon as she locked the door, Amelia rushed to turn on the sink faucet and then knelt on the toilet, vomiting her breakfast.
She leaned her hand on the wall, taking a deep breath and then flushing. Restless, she felt her stomach extremely upset, believing all that and the mention of her past to be the reason for her nausea.Making her way to the sink, Amelia washed her face and used some mouthwash. When she felt remotely calm, she left the bathroom in time to see the doctor examining Alexander.She couldn't look Alexander in the eye, she was visibly hurt and he knew it, as he tried to meet her gaze all the time.
"Well, Mr. Alderidge, I have recommended a psychiatrist to see you for the next few weeks. His address and phone number are on this prescription. " The doctor informed and before Alex could take it, Amelia stepped forward.
"Thank you, doctor. " She replied, smiling dryly."Well, you're discharged. " The doctor informed, turning to Amelia. " Can you sign here, please? As his guardian.Amelia signed the papers and as soon as the doctor left the room, she went to the wardrobe and took some clothes for the man." Amelia... " He tried to call her." I'll ask a nurse to come and help you with the bath. " She spoke as she cut him off." Amelia, listen to me. " He asked."Nothing you say to me will change what you have done. So please talk to me only what is indispensable. " She informed, a stern expression Alexander had never seen on her before. " I'll have Ron come get us. " She said, leaving the room afterwards.When they left the hospital, Amelia helped Alexander into the back seat of the car, but she didn't stay by his side. She took the back seat next to Ron, who soon realized that something was strange.
In the days that passed, Amelia spoke only the essentials with Alexander. All the stress of him investigating her life had made her stomach sensitive. And everyone in the house noticed it. Especially Alexander.
He tried in many ways to get closer to Amelia, a contact beyond the professional one that she imposed by treating him even with a certain coldness, when she refused to keep him company.The week had passed. Amelia was in her room when Helen told Amelia that Alexander wanted to see her in the office.
Amelia knocked twice before entering the office. Her dark hair was tied back in a long braid and her gaze was softer than the other times they had spoken.
"Helen said you wanted to talk to me." She spoke, crossing her arms as she stared at him seriously as he sat at the main desk."Here it is." Alexander placed a brown paper folder on the table, it looked sealed." And I'm supposed to know what this is? " Amelia asked in a sour tone."The information about you..." He answered, trying to remain calm and then threw the folder into the burning fireplace. "They are yours alone." Have you read it? " She asked, walking over to the table."No." Alexander spoke and noticed Amelia's shoulders relax. "Whatever you have done, which I hope is nothing criminal.... " It's not. I'm not a criminal. " Amelia replied immediately."Whatever you're hiding, I won't want to know unless you want to tell me." He replied. " He replied.Amelia was silent for a few seconds, watching the paste burn in the fire and everything disappear.
"Thank you. " She replied at last, and smiled.Alexander held her hand and his fingers made a gentle, circular caress there, which Amelia strangely liked. "I'm sorry, Amelia. " He asked, and she could see that there was sincerity in his gaze."You are excused, Mr. Alderidge. " Amelia replied, smiling at him."Call me Alexander, since the idea is for us to be friends. " He asked, and Amelia nodded in agreement."Right, Alexander. " Amelia replied, leaning against the table and then looking at the papers that were there."What is this? " She asked." Therapists that the doctor indicated. But I don't know." He was about to start talking when Amelia took the papers and sat down on the edge of the table. " You've made yourself quite at home, haven't you? " He commented in a tone of irony, but she ignored him."I like this one. I had already researched her work. She treats people with post war trauma. And her office is here in town. " Amelia commented, showing the psychologist's file."And why do you think I need a war veterans' psychologist?" He asked." Because you have a post traumatic disorder and you need help. " Amelia replied. " I will make an appointment for you with her." But I didn't even look at the others properly! " Alex commented a little surprised." And you don't have to. I'm your nurse and I'm recommending her. Doctor's orders. " Amelia said, reaching for the phone on the table and stepping away to make his first appointment." Good morning!!!" Amelia said as soon as she entered Alexander's room that morning, perky and smiling. She was carrying a breakfast tray and didn't wear her usual nursing pajamas, opting instead for brown booties and a floral dress that left a soft cleavage on her small breasts."Why the excitement? " Alexander asked as he stretched, already showered and wearing a sweatshirt." Because we're going for a walk. " She answered, going to his closet. "I don't know about you, but I'm a little tired of these walls. She returned with a button-down shirt and jeans, as well as a pair of white sneakers."Okay, no more sweatshirts." Amelia said, putting the pieces on the bed. " I like these walls. " Alexander replied as he took a sip of coffee." They'll be in the same place when we get back. " She replied, taking the glass of juice from him as she sat down facing him."What are you up to, Jones?" He narrowed his blue eyes in suspicion.'Nothing, Mr. Alderidge. We're just going for a walk and
Amelia arrived at the office five minutes later. He noticed as soon as he entered, Alexander a little tense as he was accompanied by the analyst."So? How did it go?" Amelia asked the analyst, then rested her hand on Alexander's shoulder."It was good for the first day. " Dr. Campbell replied as she smiled."It was interesting. " It was Alexander's turn to speak.Amelia watched the two of them, already imagining that she would not be able to get more out of them than that, not least because it was a secret consultation."Well, Mr. Alderidge, can we schedule the next appointment for next week?" Doctor Campbell asked and Alex agreed with a nod.Amelia and Alexander got into the car and started it. She turned the car radio back on while Alexander watched the path they were following, which was the complete opposite of the house. Suspicious, he noticed Amelia's mischievous little smile as she tapped her fingers on the steering wheel." We're not going home. " he commented."We're not. " A
"Have you known each other long enough?" Amelia asked as she walked Alex through the park. She was still carrying the stuffed penguin in her arms." Yes, he was Megan's friend. " Alex replied without much prompting. She realized that his expression was closed and irritated." Ah... " she let slip. " And you don't like each other very much it seems.... " Amelia commented, slowly investigating." Shall we change the subject? I'm hungry and would love a sausage with plenty of mustard. " He said, heading over to the sausage stand.Amelia agreed, but was not convinced and would get into that later. She followed Alexander and reached into her purse for her wallet afterwards."Two sausages and two soft drinks. " She asked the attendant, smiling at her." Aren't you going to let me pay? " Alex asked, crossing his arms." In theory, you're paying. I'm using your money. " Amelia commented as she winked at him." So if I'm paying, I want a beer. " He replied, looking at the attendant."You can'
"To what do I owe the pleasure of your early visit, Henry?" Amelia heard Alexander's voice as she stopped at the top of the stairs.Henry was standing in the doorway with a package in his hands while Alexander stared at him with his arms crossed."It's none of your business, Alderidge. I want to give it to Amelia. " Henry replied, Amelia could notice his look of disdain as he looked at Alex."Amelia is in no mood to receive your visit. " Alex replied, his tone of voice laced with anger."That is for her to say. " Henry retorted.Amelia hid between a pillar to listen to the two of them clash."What do you want? Tell her the truth. " Alex demanded. "To get close to Amelia to do the same thing you did to Megan? Forget it. You're not going to hurt Amelia the way you did Megan!Henry just smiled, stepping closer."The man who killed Megan and my son spoke. " Henry replied, all a grudge present in his voice." The baby wasn't yours. You fucking sadist!" Alex snarled. "You ran away at the fi
"Amelia?" The knocks on the door and Alexander's voice awakened Amelia from the instant of nausea as she lay in bed." It's open. " She informed him, not wanting to get up and continuing to lie upside down on the bed. She noticed the movement of the wheelchair as Alex opened the door and entered the room. The motor turned on making a soft noise as the wheels were dragged over to her. She smiled weakly, her green eyes locked onto his blue ones that looked down at her."You look kind of green..." Alex said, smiling at her."I feel green. " She replied, making no effort to get up and remain there."Are you still feeling nauseous?" He asked worriedly as he brought his hand to Amelia's pale face, stroking it gently." Yes, I think it's the tiredness. " she commented. "Looking after you is exhausting sometimes. " She replied as she picked on him." You should make an appointment. " He suggested." I will, at some point. " Amelia replied.She noticed him watching her room intently. Alex nev
Amelia forgot absolutely everything around her as she kissed Alexander. His tongue sought hers full of desire and eagerness. It happened slow and deep, between soft muffled moans as their tongues intertwined urgent and hot, as it should be.She had kissed other men before, but none of them had kissed her the way he had. With that feeling of belonging, the same feeling that Amelia wanted with all her might to deny and run away from. " Is everything alright?" Alexander's hoarse whisper sounded and Amelia opened her eyes.She met his blue gaze, feeling his fingers caress her cheek."Why do you ask?" she questioned."You're shaking, Amy. " He pondered and only at that moment did she realize it was true, she was trembling in his lap.She stared at him, sealing their lips once more. "It's okay, I swear. " She replied, brushing the tip of her nose against his. "I just didn't mean to, you know?" Intended what?" Alex asked, curious." To like you. " Amy confessed.Alexander couldn't hide hi
Amelia looked at her own vomit in the toilet, feeling even more nauseous. That week had been hellish, nothing would sit right in her stomach. And for a change, her period was late.All the emotions of the last few days were violently messing with her hormones. " Amelia, is everything all right? May I come in? " Mrs. Smith asked as she entered the room.Amelia came out of the bathroom, she was visibly nauseated."For God's sake, Amelia! You look pale! " Helena spoke as she supported her while Amelia walked to the bed. "I'm going to make an appointment with my doctor right now for you. " Helena said, reaching into her pocket for her cell phone and calling the doctor's office.Amelia watched from afar as Helena went to the window and spoke to the doctor's secretary on the phone.A few minutes later, Helena hung up and turned to her on the bed."Okay, they managed to fit you in this afternoon. Go and rest assured that I'll take care of Mr. Alderidge. " Helena reassured her, smiling at A
Amelia is startled by the knock on the car window, realizing it was Benjamin. He opens the car door and helps her out. As soon as he holds her hand, Amelia loses the strength of her legs and he supports her, holding her on his lap and putting her back on a bench in front of the beach. He hugs her and Amelia cries. She cries as she could not all those years. She cries as she remembers everything, all the times Barth hit her, broke her. How much he broke her soul and she was still trying to put all the pieces back together.Only now she was pregnant with his child. Pregnant with that monster's child.Some time passed before she stopped crying. Benjamin continued to hug her protectively."Amy, tell me everything. " He asked patiently, but she could see the hatred in his blue eyes.Amelia pondered for a few minutes before finally speaking. She was afraid of what Benjamin might do, and worse, what her family would do if they knew everything."You know the whole story. " She replied embarr
hey crossed the Plaza's great hall as everyone stared at them. Amelia felt her cheeks flush immediately and held Alexander's arm tightly. "Amelia, you're digging your nails in.... " he muttered in a pained tone.She loosened her grip, turning her eyes to Alex."Sorry. Everyone's watching. " she commented, feeling his hand rest on her back, just above her hip."It's all right. Don't worry. " He replied, kissing her hair."I'm sorry. I was supposed to be calming you down, not the other way around. " She said, then met Alex's gaze with sympathy."Don't worry," he whispered in her ear. "They're watching because I'm walking next to the most beautiful woman in this room.Amelia smiled, shaking her head negatively.She walked beside him, terribly annoyed by the people staring at them. She wished she could tell them to look somewhere else.In the distance, Ethan and Benjamin walked towards them, the former visibly shocked and moved as he hugged his older brother."Alex, for God's sake. " he
Amelia still couldn't believe that Alex was actually walking. Inside the car, she caught herself looking at him a few times. She trailed her fingers up his thigh until she reached his hand and held it, entwining her fingers in his lovingly."Is everything all right?" Alex asked, feeling a certain pressure from her grip on his fingers."Yeah, I just... I can't believe you're walking, Alex. " she replied, her green eyes fixed on his blue ones.Amelia brought her free hand to the man's cheek, caressing it."And I can't believe you've kept it from me for so long either. " she complained, looking at him slightly hurt."We all have secrets, don't we?" Alex replied, feeling Amelia loosen her grip on his fingers and then release his hand."Yes, we do. " She replied, turning her attention to the car window, watching the city lights.When the car pulled up in front of the Plaza, where the ball was to be held, Amelia felt particularly insecure at the sight of all those photographers at the gate,
Sabine left Amelia at the triplex, leaving Alexander's card on a table in the entrance hall. She then said goodbye and left the place.Amélia walked through the apartment, going to the mirror near the stairs that led to the second floor. The dress she was wearing was a very light shade of pink, all silk with a structured bodice and a subtle V-neckline, which gave volume to her small breasts. It followed a structure down to her waist and the skirt was completely loose, with a long slit. Her hair was shorter, just above her shoulders, as she had always wanted and Barth had always forbidden. Her make-up highlighted her big green eyes and her pink lips took on a soft red hue.She looked as stunning as she had ever looked.Distracted, Amelia rested her hand on her stomach, stroking it gently."Amelia? Oh my God! "Helena's voice snapped her out of her brief trance as she entered the room. "You look spectacular!Amelia smiled, walking elegantly in a pair of heeled sandals while showing off
As soon as dawn broke, Amelia got ready and went downstairs to the first floor. She took advantage of the cool morning to go to Central Park. It was the first time she had been to the park since moving to New York and then to the Hamptons. After stopping at a coffee shop and buying a chocolate Frappuccino, she went to the lawn and sat down, enjoying the sunny morning.Amelia took the opportunity to read a little, but was soon distracted when her attention was stolen by a mother and her baby. A beautiful little boy with blond hair and rosy cheeks was running awkwardly with his chubby legs across the lawn. He laughed as he ran towards his mother, being hugged as she kissed his cheeks.Without realizing it, Amelia rested her hand on her own belly as she touched it. She could feel it getting a little bigger, wondering if in a while it would be her there, playing with her baby. Amelia felt more and more certain about her pregnancy. But she didn't know if she could go on lying to Alexande
Ethan fetched a champagne from the cellar so they could toast, calling Mr. and Mrs. Smith to toast with them. Lunch was ordered from the nearby Plaza Hotel restaurant and everyone gathered in the living room. Mrs. Smith returned from the kitchen with the glasses and distributed them among everyone present while Ethan began serving them. When it was Amelia's turn to be served, she didn't even have time to answer when Helena, Alexander and Benjamin spoke in unison a no, leaving not only Amelia startled but also Mr. Smith."I don't drink, Mr. Alderidge. " She replied completely ungraciously, not understanding why Alexander had said no as well."You are officially my sister-in-law, so call me Ethan. " He said as he smiled, turning his attention back to Helena. "Lena, can you get some juice for Amelia to toast with us?" he said.Helena smiled, reaching for Amelia's glass and heading into the kitchen. Mrs. Smith returned a few minutes later with a glass filled with orange juice. They to
Amelia gazed at the decor of the entrance hall in delight. It was all white walls with wooden furniture. A central staircase led to the upper floors and the windows went from floor to ceiling, showing the entire Central Park. Amelia walked around the place completely amazed. It was the most beautiful house she had ever entered."What do you think?" Alexander asked, noticing his wife's sparkling eyes."It's wonderful, Alex. " She replied, walking over to him." Come, I want to show you another place. " He spoke, guiding the wheelchair down the first corridor and stopping in front of a mahogany double door. " Open it. " he asked.Amelia stared at him uncomprehendingly, but obeyed.Opening the door, Amelia's jaw dropped at the sight of the residence's library.With shelves and shelves of books that were lost, as well as a fireplace and comfortable armchairs with a view of Central Park. She entered in wonder, like a child in a toy store. "What do you think?" he asked, crossing his arms
Alexander was in his room when Amelia returned from "lunch" with her older brother. He had spent much of the afternoon thinking about all the information Helena had given him. How could someone as young as her go through so much terror over the years? More than ever, he wanted to protect her from the world. And more than ever, he loved her. She was an exceptional woman, so full of courage despite everything, and she still carried that burden. The baby of the man she hated. But if Amelia was willing to raise and love that child, he would do the same. He would protect not only her, but also their future child."May I come in? " Amelia asked as she knocked on the door, bringing Alex out of his thoughts."Yes, Amy. Come in. " He replied, turning his attention back to the door.He looked at Amelia, trying to notice some sign of her pregnancy, but to no avail. However, he couldn't deny that Amelia was looking brighter, prettier. More than usual."How was lunch?" he asked, resigning himse
Alexander looked at Helena completely in shock, feeling his face immediately heat up with frustration and fury."No... It's not possible. " He said as a thousand things went through his mind."She tricked me! She lied to me!" He shouted furiously, picking up the glass that was on the countertop and throwing it at the wall.Helena shielded herself in fear of him." Alexander!!! " She warned him, she never called him by his name." Helena, she got close to me, she made me fall in love with her to deceive me!!! " He shouted. " He shouted. " Just like Megan tried!" You are being unfair! " She retorted. " Amelia is not like Megan, she never was. " She claimed. " Amelia didn't know she was pregnant, for God's sake!" How can you say that? We know nothing about her! About her life, she always hid it!" He shouted completely upset."Because she had her reasons! You have no idea what this girl went through to get to this house, and I will not allow you to jump to conclusions. " She said, raisi
As the weeks went by, Amelia was assisted more by Helena, who helped her with everything possible during the pregnancy, but still kept it a secret from Alexander. Alexander, for his part, was getting more and more involved with the company's work that was coming in little by little. It was a long process that his therapist had proposed, but it was remarkable how he was gradually regaining part of his life.When he wasn't in the office working and Amelia was keeping him company, he was with Adam behind closed doors and always left dripping with sweat, but apparently satisfied.Amelia's belly was beginning to show the first signs. She was tall and thin, it wouldn't be hard to tell soon that she was pregnant and that worried him a lot.Soon she would no longer be able to hide her pregnancy from Alexander and she needed to prepare for the day when she would tell him everything. That morning, Amelia went to the office where Alex was already working. Unlike her nursing pajamas, this time