In the attack, Arianna's brain didn’t even get the chance to numb itself. She was pulled inside, her mind consumed and screaming in the terror of uncertainty.
His head went down and tasted her lips before she could even see his face. She just saw that he was tall. She felt pain as his big, heavy body pushed against her and pinned her to the back of the door he had shut with a bang behind her.He was a big man, and his fingers grasped at her hair, his teeth nipped at her jaw when his lips slipped from her lips as if he wanted to kiss her whole face, which made her gasp. But he assaulted her mouth again, licked her lips with a careless, wet kiss, and she drowned in the aggressive assault of his lips.Arianna closed her eyes as the smell of alcohol assailed her nostrils. Hands went down and slid between them and cupped her breasts, and she stifled another scream.He squeezed, but not as hard or harsh as she thought he would. As if he was sizing them up, testing their softness. Then he grunted against her face as if he was satisfied, since his lips was kissing her cheek now, as if he was finding trouble locating her lips again. He was quite drunk.Then his hand on her breast slid down and grabbed one of her thighs to lift around his lower torso. Another hand cupped her behind the back of her head and angled her face so that he found her mouth successfully this time, and his offensive kiss caught her gasp at the bulging hardness, as hard as a rock, that pushed at the apex of her thighs.Naked... he... was naked under the material that her hand was grasping now, which was a silk robe. She recoiled in horror as what was about to happen to her truly struck her.My god, my god, don't be like this. Don't. Don't be so scared!But she was more terrified than before. He would take her there against the door, just like that. And who knew what else he planned to do to her tonight, drunk as he was?She couldn’t run. Can’t escape. No one knew where she was now except Madame Venus. Her mother would die in despair if she knew what her only daughter was going through right now, or where her youngest child was.No one was going to save her from this brutal monster.She forced the bitter cry down and pushed the fear to where it couldn't overcome her. She couldn't make any move that showed revulsion. She didn't know much else, but she at least knew this. He might hurt her further… and then complain about her later. Madam Venus could consider the job a fail… and then what?Tommy. He can't stay there. I can't let him suffer for doing something to help our mother! I have to survive this. I have to get out of here in one piece.The man raised his head and barked angrily at her. “Kiss me, damn it! Are you a brick, whore? Kiss me now!”She stared, her mouth gaping. She was grateful she couldn’t see his face in the dark interior of his house. She did not want to see him or recognize him anywhere. Nor did she want him to see her and remember her if they stumbled upon each other outside, in the future. So she looked down.Then she remembered what he ordered her to do, and she winced.Kiss. She didn't know how to kiss. She hadn't even been this close to a man, with his whole body plastered all over her like glue. She hadn't been with any man. How was she to kiss him?She remembered what Madame Venus told her.“Just be beautiful. You show more flesh. Put color on your face. When he sees how beautiful you are, he knows what to do.” That was the sage advice in the hooker’s manual, she hysterically thought.“You don't have to work hard. Just lie there on the bed and bear it and it will be all over before you know it,” the consensus of the other girls.But there wasn't even time for bed. He was trying to do her right there on the door!“Damn it!”She managed not to jump at his bark this time.Kiss him. Right. She raised her face, but he was sighing heavily. He stepped back and swayed a little. As her leg was still around him because he still held her thigh in place, her hips were pulled towards him, and a gap appeared between their upper bodies.And he stopped, then looked down at her quizzically.She could see the outline of a straight nose and the shadow of arched eyebrows. Strong jaws, and—Before she could catch herself for looking, he had encased her in his arms, lifted her to him and carried her further inside. The moonlight penetrated the thin curtains in this part of the living room, and it was a spacious place.With a gigantic couch.He slid her down his hard body, and she cringed as she felt that rigid part of him again. She could now see his intent eyes as he pushed her a little to look down at her clothed body, as if contemplating what to do with it. She shuddered as she watched his hooded eyes. She couldn't help it. There was tension in him that still made her want to run.Then he moved. For a drunk man, he was fast, and she heard the tearing of cloth. She would have screamed again but he'd claimed her lips again, surer in his direction this time, his hands throwing away the remnants of her dress.Then, in the next instant, the cups of her bra were pulled up and over her breasts, its straps entangling in her upper arms so he cursed and tore those, too, with his bare hands. She was lifted off her feet and was unceremoniously dropped on the couch. Her breath whooshed out of her chest.Bra off. Dress off. She was only in her panties as she lay there.She was numb by now. Her hands were fists, crossed over her breasts. Inside her head was a litany of prayers to a god who seemed to have forgotten her, but she stubbornly prayed because there was nothing else to do.When her father died, her grandmother was crying so hard, screaming how god had forsaken them. But even when her Arianna’s heart was also breaking, she felt it wasn't true at all. God wasn't the driver who'd gotten drunk and ran over her father on the freeway. It wasn't god who'd killed him and left his wife a widow and his children fatherless. It was a man, not god.She closed her eyes and instructed herself that she would not open them again until it was over.And she waited.And waited.Her skin remained exposed to the cold draft of the evening air as she continued to lie there, until she heard the gasp of the man hovering over her.Arianna almost fainted from fear. What had she done wrong now? What had she not done yet?He was waiting for something.She opened her eyes, and the man was just staring down at her. She stared back. It was lighter now in there. She could see his face clearly.A handsome face, one that was very familiar to her that her heart stopped.My god.It was Señorito Enrique!When Arianna accepted the offer to be gifted to a rich man so Tommy would not suffer the consequences of stealing money from Madame Venus, she didn’t know to whom she would be given to that night.All Madame had said was that a wealthy man wanted a young, beautiful woman be gifted to his depressed and heartbroken friend for the night. Noone knew who it would be, not even the other girls. They just knew it would be someone rich, because that kind was the only clientele Madame would accept. But there was no one young enough who could be sent, nor anyone who did not look and act like a sex worker.“You have to help me. These are people I don't want to disappoint. He wanted me to send someone new, someone who'd not worked this job before. Virtually a virgin! He is alright, as far as I know. I will not send you if it's not safe.”Tommy was already picked up by the police and she was told was in prison by then. She could barely think. He had been gone for three days, but their mother only th
Arianna gasped at the coldness of the sheets when he lowered her down the middle of the bed, successfully managing to navigate the stairs without dropping her and finding the bedroom.She closed her eyes.In the room, there was nowhere to hide. A window on another side of the house was open and moonlight bathed that corner where his bed was located. She didn’t want to see everything he would do to her, thinking it would be easier this way. She was even surprised she didn't feel scared anymore.Oh, her heart was still thumping so fast! But the panic was due to not knowing what was going to happen next, or if it would hurt too much—or if she could even survive that big thing he toss around between his thighs like a knife! She realized her fear went away as soon as she recognized him. She didn’t know why she was certain he would not deliberately hurt her. That after it was all done, she would go home with all her pieces intact except for her hymen. The Quirozes were strict but fair. Don
“Oh, Jesus... you feel so good,” she heard his voice, harsh and yet tender, and its vibration reached down to where she could feel him between their bodies. A sound escaped her lips, a sound she hadn't created before in her entire life, because it was an expression of need she had not felt before until this moment. She turned her face and her lips touched his temple. He immediately turned towards her to catch her lips in his. And he could kiss her forever if it was going to be like this kiss. She couldn't even say which of all he was doing pleasured her the most. She couldn't even say that pleasure was the right word. She had no control of her body's responses, and yet she didn't want control. It was shameful, to want to do something this intimate with a virtual stranger.Not a stranger, you know him, protested a voice inside her head.And yet, she was here as a gift. She was paid for. She was here as a whore.Another noise escaped her lips. It was a cry, and he heard it. His head r
It was as if he knew she was watching. She hadn't even realized that she had raised her head from the pillows to watch him more intently, almost curiously.He looked up as his face hovered over her, in that spot where she could feel a gentle throbbing, a result of all that she had experienced under his touch and kisses since she entered the house.Senyorito Enrique smiled at her and didn’t know how to react. The smile was wicked, but she didn't feel scared. She was anticipating something that wasn't at all scary. She just couldn't ask him what—A short scream escaped from her when he buried his head down there. Her head dropped on the soft pillows as she felt the pad of his tongue taste her.Again, she was shocked.Was this something couples actually do in bed? Was this really part of sex? When Madame Venus told her to just lie on the bed and it would be over soon, they said nothing about this!And then she couldn't think anymore.Her hands pulled on the sheets on both sides of her as
Arianna opened her eyes.She didn't know how long she pretended to sleep, but it wasn't that long. She could hear Senyorito Enrique's deep and regular breathing beside her.The blanket was covering them. She remembered he had moved, pull it over them and securing her in his embrace before he went back to sleep. Now, under the covers, one of his arms was wrapped around her and one of his thighs was knotted around her thighs.She wondered how she could get away. She had to extricate herself from him without waking him up.She had to go home. Her mission here was done. It was all over, and as far as she knew, she was able to accomplish what she came here for. Tommy was safe.She slowly lifted his hand to place it beside him. That was easy. After that was his thigh.My goodness, he’s heavy!Again, she felt overwhelmed at the realization of who this man was. He was the most handsome man she knew. He was tall and muscular, and that body… had sex with her tonight and she survived him. Señorit
Holding to her chest the lapels of the robe, Arianna walked along the side of the road, resolutely ignoring any sound that could scare her.Earlier, she came from the other direction, more scared of what she was going to find when she got there than of anything else that could scare anyone on a deserted, dark road at night. But that's over, it was all over. And she was alright.They could start again.Suddenly, she saw movement ahead of her.Arianna froze, her hair rising in a panic attack. But the squeal she was about to let loose was abruptly caught back when she recognized who was standing in her path.“Tommy?!”“Ate ...?” (older sister)It was really him. Tommy, her brother. “Tommy ...”She walked faster towards him. He looked frozen as he stood there, tall for his age, but he somehow appeared small at that moment, somehow looking like a young kid again than a fourteen-year-old. He was the same little kid she held to her side on the day of their father's funeral, while their mothe
Slowly and with much care, Enrique opened his eyes.He felt strange. It felt like he was seeing the room for the first time.It was his own room, in a house he owned. It shouldn’t feel this strange. He stared at the slowly rotating ceiling fan above him, wondering what was different this morning. Something happened last night. Something beautiful that he couldn't remember.Was it a dream? Dreams always escaped him as soon as he woke up.He was lying naked on his bed. But that wasn't new.He turned and, without thinking, reached for something... someone—an involuntary action remembered by his body before his mind could catch up with him.Then he frowned.Well. No one was there.Of course, there wasn't anyone. His split with Helene was several weeks ago, and he might not have accepted it yet, but he stopped doing that... reaching for her in his bed when he woke up in the morning.He'd stopped looking for her warmth in his bed a long time ago. In fact, he now felt revulsion at the memory
Yes, that was what was different since he woke up.That's what he had been puzzling over and over, that it was driving him crazy. The memory of her body's willing response to his lovemaking was rapidly rousing his body as no one had ever done before, even though he wondered why she had to do what she did.How long had she been selling her body?He realized, as he didn't know the answer to that or why it was even important, that it was driving him crazy thinking that other men had been with her.He'd touched the girl.Not just touched, he'd been taken by her the moment he saw her beautiful face in what light could enter through the glass panes of the windows. That was what got through him, as drunk as he was. And when he got her inside the house, he saw a face with eyes that were about ready to cry, and he instantly changed.His heart melted against his better judgment. Suddenly, he just wanted to comfort her, bring her to his bed instead of just taking her on the couch, where he could
Arianna fought, pushing him back until it was him lying on the bed and she was pulling his socks and pants off him.“There will be no other woman,” he told her urgently as she climbed on top of him breathlessly. His hands cupped her face, his movements sure, his movements silky.“Huh,” she huffed. “That’s what husbands say to their wives on the first night, yet not all of them remained faithful to the end.”He was scowling now. “What’s with you, baby?”“See? I showed a few little teeth and you’re confused about me now?” She rolled her eyes at him.He grinned, and again, she found herself on her back, under him. As they were only on their underwear now, their exposed skin rubbed against each other, and she had more difficulty breathing.And of course, he could see this. His eyes smoldered with heat and his body started to move against hers. Yet, he remained where he was, staring down at her, his eyes remaining worried.“What is it, my love? It’s our first night together as a married cou
The van was ready and people climbed in. The Señor and the Chairman were in front, with the latter driving.There was a separate car for some of the usual men who casually accompanied Eric’s father—her father-in-law now. These were, of course, his bodyguards. Father and son had bodyguards whenever they were outside the hacienda. In the past ten days, she went out with Eric several times to shop or simply dine out on a date. And though there wasn’t an obvious escort, she could spot the very same men with Eric when he had to go to work loitering not too far away from them as they shopped, but surrounding them.Aside from the bodyguards, Eric bought her jewelry, new clothes, and her own laptop and gadgets.It was like the moment she accepted the marriage proposal, although she had imposed conditions, there was no doubt she had become the woman of a Quiroz.A part of her knew that insisting on being her old self would not help her transition into her new role as a Quiroz wife, so she let
The next few days were the most surreal of all the days of Arianna’s life that it even surpassed that night she first went to Eric’s private house in the back of the hacienda.Eric used his influence to get an expedited marriage license for both of them within a week and the wedding itself was performed by a judge in the garden of the house they were staying in the next day.It was private, attended only by their immediate family (minus his mother, of course) and her awe-struck childhood friends driven from the province to witness.There weren’t adults, but she was informed the Señor had the staff in the hacienda invite tenants for a catered celebration of the day in the hacienda’s function hall, unofficially confirming the news about his only son marrying his girlfriend and shutting down any dirty gossip regarding how they met. At most, it was just a malicious charge thrown at her by Eric’s mother, accusing her of seducing her son with her feminine wiles.The fact was, most believed i
“What happened this morning here between you and… oh god, I just realized… my son’s ex and my ex—”There was a short burst of a snort from Tommy before he clamped a hand to his mouth and ducked his head towards his mother’s nearest arm, and Yna hid a smile. Or tried to.Eric rolled his eyes and shook his head. “Dad, you’re traumatizing the kid.”There was a bigger snort from her brother that had him totally smacking his whole face on their mother’s back. “Hija, what I was saying,” the Señor, trying to get back on track as he tried not to grin at Tommy’s machinations, given his topic was supposedly serious, “was that what happened this morning was deplorable, and I swear that it will never happen again as long as you’re here with us in the hacienda. The same goes for your family, as they will become my family, too. But when you marry Eric, you are going to be living with him wherever he is. When it comes to your security, you have to compromise with him until, at least, you are more us
They all sat to eat then, with the Señor leading the prayer.And she was surprised when Eric and his father opened a conversation when they started eating, with the son giving sarcastic observations about something in hacienda transactions, or the father telling random memories about his son’s childhood that had them all laughing.If she or anyone else was worried that it was going to be an awkward dinner, they were very much mistaken.On the other hand, she had noticed a long time ago that father and son treated each other casually, but backed each other up quietly.She had caught Eric watching his father with respect and a bit of adoration a few times, which he would instantly hide into a sardonic countenance or an expression of serious consideration when he noticed being watched. As if anything softer would make him less grown-up.And observing and knowing them better now than before, she realized it was something Tommy used to do when he was little, doggedly following after their f
Yna started to feel excited about making love with him the moment he slipped inside the room, but she didn’t know how wet she was until he buried himself inside her, to the hilt… smooth and quick. He followed this with a self-satisfied, awed groan.“I miss that feeling so much,” she told him in an awed whisper. Then she closed her eyes and moaned when he pulled himself out to push back in again. Incredible sensations assailed her, stirring embers that heated her whole body and made her nerves pop.“Baby… you always feel like I’m sinking into heaven… so tight and hot that you make me crazy. This is going to be… my quickest…”She nodded over and over, whimpering at the next full thrusts until he was kissing her again to hold any noise they make inside their mouths. He was pacing himself now, moving his hips in such a way that she felt the most pleasure from his thrusts, and it wasn’t very long before she felt the force gathering.And before she knew it, the ball of hot pleasure imploded
Arianna was staring sightlessly at the wall after she entered her room, and she was aware when Tommy tried to open the door but their mother pulled him back, and there they argued in whispers outside, in the corridor.When Eric’s voice got mixed with their voices, she took a deep breath and turned her head to look accusingly and tiredly at the closed door. Did they have to do all that right behind it, where she would strain to hear what they were saying?Didn’t she say she wanted to be alone?Yet, Yna found herself standing up from the edge of her bed’s cushion to quietly tiptoe to the door to try and hear them more clearly.And she heard everything since then.Her eyes even shed a few tears, even though those were words she had heard before and knew already.Those three loved her to death, she knew all that. She also knew they would not so easily let her be.Especially Eric, who owned the hardest skull of all.Her mother and Tommy went down the stairs and left Eric there, and she coul
“Honestly, I can understand if the poor child panics at this point,” Papa said after how quiet the kitchen had become after Arianna rushed out then her mother and Tommy left to follow her. “Your mother can fucking overwhelm anyone, and she’s just a girl.”Eric was on his feet and he would have run after her, too, if he didn’t remember the panic in her eyes, the fear and confusion marring her whole face, and the pain that was in her voice when she begged to be alone. So he wasn’t sure if he should follow her.Instead, he closed his eyes and lowered his head.“Am I doing the right thing?” he asked the two men quietly. “Or am I pushing her too much? Rushing her relentlessly?”“There is no such thing as rushing to a man when he wants a woman,” his father replied. And Eric turned to him, thinking he was still making light of the mood, but he was seriously looking up at him from where he sat across the table from him. “Ask Castro here. It’s good to see that his own rush twenty-five years ago
As if by design, Señor Sylver—Papa Sylver—and Chairman Castro arrived then to check on her with a nurse from the hacienda center who lived here.Miranda was the daughter of one of the older farmers and a senior to her and her friends by seven years.She checked her carefully for further injuries, concern in her eyes apparent. After making sure her cuts and scratches were laden with antibacterial cream and she had taken in the right medicine for her body pains, she tapped her on her shoulder and smiled down at her.“You’ll be okay. The Señor and Señorito are both your allies, as well as so many other people here, Arianna. Don’t let this derail you, kid, okay?”She felt more confused after the nurse had left because, in the kitchen where the elders had retired for coffee and further apologies and discussions, she felt like she wasn’t gaining control of her own life.This feeling started quite a while now. There was so much in the future she wasn’t sure about, nor did she feel secure, sud