In the attack, Arianna's brain didn’t even get the chance to numb itself. She was pulled inside, her mind consumed and screaming in the terror of uncertainty.
His head went down and tasted her lips before she could even see his face. She just saw that he was tall. She felt pain as his big, heavy body pushed against her and pinned her to the back of the door he had shut with a bang behind her.He was a big man, and his fingers grasped at her hair, his teeth nipped at her jaw when his lips slipped from her lips as if he wanted to kiss her whole face, which made her gasp. But he assaulted her mouth again, licked her lips with a careless, wet kiss, and she drowned in the aggressive assault of his lips.Arianna closed her eyes as the smell of alcohol assailed her nostrils. Hands went down and slid between them and cupped her breasts, and she stifled another scream.He squeezed, but not as hard or harsh as she thought he would. As if he was sizing them up, testing their softness. Then he grunted against her face as if he was satisfied, since his lips was kissing her cheek now, as if he was finding trouble locating her lips again. He was quite drunk.Then his hand on her breast slid down and grabbed one of her thighs to lift around his lower torso. Another hand cupped her behind the back of her head and angled her face so that he found her mouth successfully this time, and his offensive kiss caught her gasp at the bulging hardness, as hard as a rock, that pushed at the apex of her thighs.Naked... he... was naked under the material that her hand was grasping now, which was a silk robe. She recoiled in horror as what was about to happen to her truly struck her.My god, my god, don't be like this. Don't. Don't be so scared!But she was more terrified than before. He would take her there against the door, just like that. And who knew what else he planned to do to her tonight, drunk as he was?She couldn’t run. Can’t escape. No one knew where she was now except Madame Venus. Her mother would die in despair if she knew what her only daughter was going through right now, or where her youngest child was.No one was going to save her from this brutal monster.She forced the bitter cry down and pushed the fear to where it couldn't overcome her. She couldn't make any move that showed revulsion. She didn't know much else, but she at least knew this. He might hurt her further… and then complain about her later. Madam Venus could consider the job a fail… and then what?Tommy. He can't stay there. I can't let him suffer for doing something to help our mother! I have to survive this. I have to get out of here in one piece.The man raised his head and barked angrily at her. “Kiss me, damn it! Are you a brick, whore? Kiss me now!”She stared, her mouth gaping. She was grateful she couldn’t see his face in the dark interior of his house. She did not want to see him or recognize him anywhere. Nor did she want him to see her and remember her if they stumbled upon each other outside, in the future. So she looked down.Then she remembered what he ordered her to do, and she winced.Kiss. She didn't know how to kiss. She hadn't even been this close to a man, with his whole body plastered all over her like glue. She hadn't been with any man. How was she to kiss him?She remembered what Madame Venus told her.“Just be beautiful. You show more flesh. Put color on your face. When he sees how beautiful you are, he knows what to do.” That was the sage advice in the hooker’s manual, she hysterically thought.“You don't have to work hard. Just lie there on the bed and bear it and it will be all over before you know it,” the consensus of the other girls.But there wasn't even time for bed. He was trying to do her right there on the door!“Damn it!”She managed not to jump at his bark this time.Kiss him. Right. She raised her face, but he was sighing heavily. He stepped back and swayed a little. As her leg was still around him because he still held her thigh in place, her hips were pulled towards him, and a gap appeared between their upper bodies.And he stopped, then looked down at her quizzically.She could see the outline of a straight nose and the shadow of arched eyebrows. Strong jaws, and—Before she could catch herself for looking, he had encased her in his arms, lifted her to him and carried her further inside. The moonlight penetrated the thin curtains in this part of the living room, and it was a spacious place.With a gigantic couch.He slid her down his hard body, and she cringed as she felt that rigid part of him again. She could now see his intent eyes as he pushed her a little to look down at her clothed body, as if contemplating what to do with it. She shuddered as she watched his hooded eyes. She couldn't help it. There was tension in him that still made her want to run.Then he moved. For a drunk man, he was fast, and she heard the tearing of cloth. She would have screamed again but he'd claimed her lips again, surer in his direction this time, his hands throwing away the remnants of her dress.Then, in the next instant, the cups of her bra were pulled up and over her breasts, its straps entangling in her upper arms so he cursed and tore those, too, with his bare hands. She was lifted off her feet and was unceremoniously dropped on the couch. Her breath whooshed out of her chest.Bra off. Dress off. She was only in her panties as she lay there.She was numb by now. Her hands were fists, crossed over her breasts. Inside her head was a litany of prayers to a god who seemed to have forgotten her, but she stubbornly prayed because there was nothing else to do.When her father died, her grandmother was crying so hard, screaming how god had forsaken them. But even when her Arianna’s heart was also breaking, she felt it wasn't true at all. God wasn't the driver who'd gotten drunk and ran over her father on the freeway. It wasn't god who'd killed him and left his wife a widow and his children fatherless. It was a man, not god.She closed her eyes and instructed herself that she would not open them again until it was over.And she waited.And waited.Her skin remained exposed to the cold draft of the evening air as she continued to lie there, until she heard the gasp of the man hovering over her.Arianna almost fainted from fear. What had she done wrong now? What had she not done yet?He was waiting for something.She opened her eyes, and the man was just staring down at her. She stared back. It was lighter now in there. She could see his face clearly.A handsome face, one that was very familiar to her that her heart stopped.My god.It was Señorito Enrique!When Arianna accepted the offer to be gifted to a rich man so Tommy would not suffer the consequences of stealing money from Madame Venus, she didn’t know to whom she would be given to that night.All Madame had said was that a wealthy man wanted a young, beautiful woman be gifted to his depressed and heartbroken friend for the night. Noone knew who it would be, not even the other girls. They just knew it would be someone rich, because that kind was the only clientele Madame would accept. But there was no one young enough who could be sent, nor anyone who did not look and act like a sex worker.“You have to help me. These are people I don't want to disappoint. He wanted me to send someone new, someone who'd not worked this job before. Virtually a virgin! He is alright, as far as I know. I will not send you if it's not safe.”Tommy was already picked up by the police and she was told was in prison by then. She could barely think. He had been gone for three days, but their mother only th
Arianna gasped at the coldness of the sheets when he lowered her down the middle of the bed, successfully managing to navigate the stairs without dropping her and finding the bedroom.She closed her eyes.In the room, there was nowhere to hide. A window on another side of the house was open and moonlight bathed that corner where his bed was located. She didn’t want to see everything he would do to her, thinking it would be easier this way. She was even surprised she didn't feel scared anymore.Oh, her heart was still thumping so fast! But the panic was due to not knowing what was going to happen next, or if it would hurt too much—or if she could even survive that big thing he toss around between his thighs like a knife! She realized her fear went away as soon as she recognized him. She didn’t know why she was certain he would not deliberately hurt her. That after it was all done, she would go home with all her pieces intact except for her hymen. The Quirozes were strict but fair. Don
“Oh, Jesus... you feel so good,” she heard his voice, harsh and yet tender, and its vibration reached down to where she could feel him between their bodies. A sound escaped her lips, a sound she hadn't created before in her entire life, because it was an expression of need she had not felt before until this moment. She turned her face and her lips touched his temple. He immediately turned towards her to catch her lips in his. And he could kiss her forever if it was going to be like this kiss. She couldn't even say which of all he was doing pleasured her the most. She couldn't even say that pleasure was the right word. She had no control of her body's responses, and yet she didn't want control. It was shameful, to want to do something this intimate with a virtual stranger.Not a stranger, you know him, protested a voice inside her head.And yet, she was here as a gift. She was paid for. She was here as a whore.Another noise escaped her lips. It was a cry, and he heard it. His head r
It was as if he knew she was watching. She hadn't even realized that she had raised her head from the pillows to watch him more intently, almost curiously.He looked up as his face hovered over her, in that spot where she could feel a gentle throbbing, a result of all that she had experienced under his touch and kisses since she entered the house.Senyorito Enrique smiled at her and didn’t know how to react. The smile was wicked, but she didn't feel scared. She was anticipating something that wasn't at all scary. She just couldn't ask him what—A short scream escaped from her when he buried his head down there. Her head dropped on the soft pillows as she felt the pad of his tongue taste her.Again, she was shocked.Was this something couples actually do in bed? Was this really part of sex? When Madame Venus told her to just lie on the bed and it would be over soon, they said nothing about this!And then she couldn't think anymore.Her hands pulled on the sheets on both sides of her as
Arianna opened her eyes.She didn't know how long she pretended to sleep, but it wasn't that long. She could hear Senyorito Enrique's deep and regular breathing beside her.The blanket was covering them. She remembered he had moved, pull it over them and securing her in his embrace before he went back to sleep. Now, under the covers, one of his arms was wrapped around her and one of his thighs was knotted around her thighs.She wondered how she could get away. She had to extricate herself from him without waking him up.She had to go home. Her mission here was done. It was all over, and as far as she knew, she was able to accomplish what she came here for. Tommy was safe.She slowly lifted his hand to place it beside him. That was easy. After that was his thigh.My goodness, he’s heavy!Again, she felt overwhelmed at the realization of who this man was. He was the most handsome man she knew. He was tall and muscular, and that body… had sex with her tonight and she survived him. Señorit
Holding to her chest the lapels of the robe, Arianna walked along the side of the road, resolutely ignoring any sound that could scare her.Earlier, she came from the other direction, more scared of what she was going to find when she got there than of anything else that could scare anyone on a deserted, dark road at night. But that's over, it was all over. And she was alright.They could start again.Suddenly, she saw movement ahead of her.Arianna froze, her hair rising in a panic attack. But the squeal she was about to let loose was abruptly caught back when she recognized who was standing in her path.“Tommy?!”“Ate ...?” (older sister)It was really him. Tommy, her brother. “Tommy ...”She walked faster towards him. He looked frozen as he stood there, tall for his age, but he somehow appeared small at that moment, somehow looking like a young kid again than a fourteen-year-old. He was the same little kid she held to her side on the day of their father's funeral, while their mothe
Slowly and with much care, Enrique opened his eyes.He felt strange. It felt like he was seeing the room for the first time.It was his own room, in a house he owned. It shouldn’t feel this strange. He stared at the slowly rotating ceiling fan above him, wondering what was different this morning. Something happened last night. Something beautiful that he couldn't remember.Was it a dream? Dreams always escaped him as soon as he woke up.He was lying naked on his bed. But that wasn't new.He turned and, without thinking, reached for something... someone—an involuntary action remembered by his body before his mind could catch up with him.Then he frowned.Well. No one was there.Of course, there wasn't anyone. His split with Helene was several weeks ago, and he might not have accepted it yet, but he stopped doing that... reaching for her in his bed when he woke up in the morning.He'd stopped looking for her warmth in his bed a long time ago. In fact, he now felt revulsion at the memory
Yes, that was what was different since he woke up.That's what he had been puzzling over and over, that it was driving him crazy. The memory of her body's willing response to his lovemaking was rapidly rousing his body as no one had ever done before, even though he wondered why she had to do what she did.How long had she been selling her body?He realized, as he didn't know the answer to that or why it was even important, that it was driving him crazy thinking that other men had been with her.He'd touched the girl.Not just touched, he'd been taken by her the moment he saw her beautiful face in what light could enter through the glass panes of the windows. That was what got through him, as drunk as he was. And when he got her inside the house, he saw a face with eyes that were about ready to cry, and he instantly changed.His heart melted against his better judgment. Suddenly, he just wanted to comfort her, bring her to his bed instead of just taking her on the couch, where he could