LOGINI'm going to be spending time with my boyfriend this weekend, so updates will be like 1 chapter daily until next Monday or Tuesday, depending on your timezone. Have a nice weekend!
Caroline After watching the hockey game, I’m still sitting on the bleachers. Rebel and Alice have left, but I’m waiting for Andrew to come and find me. My heart is pounding in my chest, and as soon as I hear a door open to my left, I realize that it’s now or never. I have to tell Andrew how I fee
Caroline Shame fills me when I look down from my seat in the ice arena. I'm here to watch Andrew's game, but so are Rebel and Alice. They are sitting a few rows below and shooting glances that fill me with guilt. I'm a terrible friend. Rebel had her operation recently. I never went to visit her
Caroline It feels weird sleeping in the same bed as Andrew. After the drama with Jonatan, Andrew refused to go home, and we fell asleep watching a movie. The problem is that I jerked awake again, and now my heart won't stop racing because my ex-boyfriend is cuddling with me. I glance to the side w
Caroline This must be hell. Andrew gave me time to think about us, and I didn't have it in me to turn him down right away. I will turn him down, but I will pretend to think about it to make him happy. In my world, that is giving someone false hope, but Andrew doesn't seem to agree. He is happy I
And what the hell, I didn't know he still liked me?! "Andrew... we were toxic together. All we ever did was fight and have makeup sex. Then we fought again. It was destroying us both. So no, I don't miss us at all." I'm a liar. I miss us, and we both know it. Andrew and I had bad days, but when he
Caroline "Take this pea package and hold it against your eye," I give the package to Andrew. He is sitting on a chair in my kitchen, shirtless because his t-shirt is red from his bleeding nose. Jonatan punched him in the face, which wasn't smart. Out of the two, my hockey friend is the better fig
My hand finds the handle, and I pull it up—only for Andrew to receive a blowjob from a woman in my bed. Actually, she isn't even a random girl. It's the evil best friend of Isabella—Danielle. "Are you for real right now?" I growl. "Fucking in my bed, and with the cleat chaser too? You know she is
Nathan appears shocked. I should still be angry at him, but... His eyes get this gleaming look, and I melt a little. I've never seen anyone look so grateful for a hamburger before. Nathan kind of reminds me of a starved alley dog. One that is more than twice my size and looks like a movie star...
Alice I've had the best week ever! Winnie has quickly become my best friend. We are both studying prelaw, but there is a difference between us: her heart is in it. But I, on the other hand, honestly don't want to become an attorney. I just want to make my parents proud. They would probably be dis
Nathan I'm so fucking stupid! Why did I raise my voice at Alice, and why did I get into the car?! I said she wasn't worth it, but the joke is on me because my heart won't stop aching, and my brain won't shut off! Those images from that dream are hunting me as I drive. I see the other Alice's smi







