"Come on Ari, come on!" I heard Jake's voice faintly, but it felt so far, and then I felt the pressure on my lips as air was pushed into my mouth, my nose pinched closed. The water that expelled from my lungs was salty and fishy, and absolutely awful. When I opened my eyes, there was Jake, his arms covered in blood, and his hair dripping wet. "Oh my god Ari!" He hugged me and I cried out. "I'm so sorry!" He gasped suddenly. When I tried to move I felt tears sting my eyes. "I already called your dad and Mine, yours is on the way, we're taking you to the hospital." He said calmly, he had my bag swung over his bare shoulder and his board was underneath me.
"Where's my board?" I asked with a gasping breath.
"It broke when you hit the rocks." He said apologetically. "I had to put you on mine to get you on shore."
"Does this mean no cliff jumping next week?" I asked with a choked laugh, looking down my body and seeing the blood all over my leg.
"You're crazy." He laughed and looked up just as my dad's cruiser pulled up. I could hear Maddie barking loudly, she knew I was hurt.
Before I knew it my dad was there and helping Jake pick me up. "My god Arabella." He said, grunting as he lifted me and the board with Jake.
"I'm sorry dad," I reached for him and winced. "That wave came out of nowhere, pulled me right under."
"It's okay baby, I know, come on let's get you in the car." The walk up to the car was filled with jostles and Jake nearly dropping me. Once we were there, Jake jumped in, and my dad picked me up and put me in the back, Jake holding my head and looking apologetically at Maddie who whines loudly. "Jacob, call your dad, let him know we will be at the hospital, I'll take you home tonight but your board is still at the beach." Jake nodded and pulled his phone from my bag, pushing mine back into its pocket. Meanwhile I watched my dad push on the radio and start talking. "Charlie, it's Jacks, I got her, call the hospital, let them know I'm on my way in. She's got a cut down her leg and god knows what else."
"Ssshhtt gotcha, hope she's okay. Ppt." Charlie Swan's voice broke over the radio, and my dad flipped on the siren and picked up the speed, parting traffic like Moses and the Red Sea.
•••
Once we got to the hospital we were met by a flurry of nurses accompanied by a blonde and perfect looking doctor. His jacket read " " and instantly I recognized him as Edward's dad. "Hey." I laughed, holding my side as I did. "I met your kids today." I smiled, but it left my face as soon as they moved me, I cried out and squeezed my eyes shut.
Shit shit shit shit I hate everything.
I opened my eyes and went searching the room for a familiar face, I was too scared to deal with this, and my eyes caught a face I didn't expect.
Edward's here? Didn't expect that.
I felt silly, of course I should expect that his dad was here after all. They started to wheel me away and I began to panic, searching for my father, or at least Jake. Hell even Maddie would do, they couldn't have all left me. I couldn't find them in the chaos, and my fear only began to build.
"Don't be scared, your dad's filling out papers and your friend isn't allowed any further." 's voice pushed through my panicked cloud. "We are just going to clean the cut and give you stitches, X-ray your ribs because it looks like you're favoring them, and check for a head injury. Okay?" His voice was calm and steady among the other sounds that were so loud.
"Yeah." I coughed, my mouth still dry from the sea water. "I swallowed some water too." I informed them, and he nodded, informing a nurse to get fluids.
After all the chaos had ended, I laid in a bed with my leg bandaged and my arm hooked up to tubes. My ribs were bruised but not broken, I had a mild concussion, and I needed 37 stitches from my ankle to my knee on my left leg. My dad had to leave and take Maddie home as well as Jake, against his protests to stay. Doctor Cullen walked into the room however and smiled at me. "Tell me, I'm I going to be able to go to school tomorrow?" I smiled back at him, and he just laughed lightly.
"Hopefully, I never want to stand in the way of someone's education." He picked up my chart and looked through it. "You are a little dehydrated, we just got to get a lot of water into you and that should fix it." He smiled and continued to flip through. "I can't help but notice a lot of the family history is missing here... do you know if there are any diseases or disabilities that run in your family? It's important that you know these things."
"Umm... we actually don't know who my family is." I smiled awkwardly and he just looked at me curiously. "I was left on the police station doorstep, I was like a day old. I can tell you my birthday and the first name my birth mom gave me. Other than that, the Jacks are my family through and through." I shrugged and smoothed the blanket on my lap.
"Oh. I'm so sorry. I had no idea." He put my chart back down and smiled at me.
"I met your kids today- I don't know if I said that or not." I said, scratching my head.
"You did." He laughed and crossed his arms.
"Oh. Well they are all really nice. You've raised a good bunch." My fingers itching to draw anything, anything at all.
"Well thank you, but all that credit has to go to my wife. She's an extraordinary mother." He laughed and looked down as his pager went off. "I have to go, but I'll be back in an hour or so to determine if you can go home, okay?"
"Alright doc." I gave him a thumbs up and began to flip through the tv channels until I landed on a rerun of Supernatural.
Dean is my spirit animal. I want pie now. Damn.
There was a gentle knock on my door, and I looked up to see Edward poking his head through the door. "Hey. I saw you come in."
"Hi." I smiled and shifted slightly, wincing as I did so.
"What happened? You looked pretty banged up."
"Surfing accident believe it or not." I smiled faintly. "It broke my board and nearly broke me. Damn reef." I shook my head, pushing my hair from my eyes.
"That's crazy." He walked forward. "And you're not clumsy. Right? Because this is the second time you've been in the hospital according to what you've told me." He laughed, a smile breaking on his face.
"I'm absolutely sure." I picked at the tape holding the IV in my arm. "It's actually the fifth."
"Five times! Good lord!"
"Yeah, but like, I've only broken my arm once, I broke my leg when I got hit by a car, and there's this time." I shrugged nonchalantly and smiled.
"What about the other two?" He asked curiously, moving to sit on the bed.
"Let's see, anaphylaxis, and I got knocked out and nobody could wake me up." I smiled like it was nothing. "I got stung by a bee and we found out I was allergic real quick, I have an epi-pen now. And then I was knocked out because I was playing with my friend Bella, and I was holding her hand, and she fell off the edge of our treehouse and I went down with her. She wasn't hurt because I was between her and the ground." I laughed, thinking of the clumsy brunette I hadn't heard from in years and accepted I would probably never hear from again, she hadn't come back for the summer since fifth grade. "She's the real clumsy one. Saying she has two left feet is an understatement," I laughed and muted the TV as a series of high pitched screams erupted from the screen.
My god, he's so nice and I'm just so boring and awkward.
"You're not boring." Edward said with a smile.
"Wait what?" I stared at him confused.
I could have sworn I thought that, not said it... maybe I just said it really quite and thought it was in my head?
"You said you were boring..." He spoke quickly, balling his hand in the fabric of the bed.
"Oh..." I bit my lip hard and looked down, embarrassed that the words had been heard.
We had watched television until doctor Cullen came back, I was released but I had to walk with a crutch and I wasn't allowed to wear jeans, only shorts or loose fitting pants. "Got it Doc." I smiled kindly and hobbled my way to the car, my dad looking at me and shaking his head. "What."
"Don't scare me like that." He sighed and put the car in drive. "No more extreme sports for a while? Please?"
"Got it- so Jake and I won't go volcano exploring tomorrow." I smiled and received a loud and hard laugh from my father. They were few and far between since my mother passed, but when I heard them, they were amazing and filled me with such joy. When we were home my black German Shepherd whined as I opened the door. "Immobulus!" I snapped my fingers and Maddie sat down and watched me patiently. It took me months to teach her commands using only Harry Potter charms, and even longer for her to bark at me when I pronounced Leviosa wrong.
"Oh god I raised such a nerd." My dad rolled his eyes behind me and set my bag down on the table. "Go upstairs and get to bed. You do still have to go to school tomorrow, bruised ribs or not."
"That's okay, it'll give me more street cred among my fellow thugs."
"Oh yes, how could I ever forget the street cred. of course." I heard his chuckle as he gave Maddie one of his German commands. Maddie was such an amazing dog, she knew commands in two different words each, mainly because I couldn't say the complicated German commands, and I wasn't allowed to teach her English commands for the sheer fact that we couldn't risk her getting confused in the line of duty.
I hobbled up the stairs, my phone temporarily sticking out of my bra strap as I pushed against the crutch praying it wouldn't decide it wanted to quit its job and become an acrobat that performs only for tumbles.
Once I was up the stairs I sighed and felt my phone vibe accompanied by a hard PING of an incoming message. U good? Txt me l8tr -Jake I smiled softly and put my phone back as I went down the narrow hall, into my bedroom, latching the door and going across to the bathroom. When I caught my reflection in the mirror I almost screamed. How had anyone allowed me to look like an actual piece of waterlogged trash for so long? I brushed my hair angrily, and stared at the bruises that spread across my face, arms, and down into my shirt. When I lifted my shirt, the purple tone of the bruises was just appearing. "Fuck me." I grumbled, brushing my teeth and pulling my hair into a loose scrunchy bun. I made the agonizing walk over to my bed it was a four poster princess bed with scarves, tool, and sheer sheets and clothes draped in a haphazard gather of clothes and color. I crashed into the bed and rolled myself in the marble print comforter and curled my arms around the golden pillow. "Uhhhhgggg my lights not off and my phones unplugged." I slapped my hand over my face and began rolling over, already feeling the drowsy fingers of sleep pulling my eyes shut. I was out before I could even grab my charger, let alone plug it in, turn off my light, or get under my covers.
I walked through the woods, something beside me glittered like diamonds, but every time I turned to look I could not. That was when I realized I was being carried, and I couldn't turn to look because my head was being held still. Something was stopping me, and pain began to radiate through my body.
"Don't worry Arabella. We're almost there." A woman's voice whispered, a flutter of red hair and a sudden turn made me toss sideways.
Suddenly I was awake, and not just awake, but staring at a pair of brown eyes. "Hello?" I whispered, and with a slow blink the eyes were gone, perhaps it was a remnant of my dream, but what I knew I wasn't dreaming was that my phone was plugged in and laying on my end table, my light was off, and I was under my comforter. It was midnight. I knew my father hadn't done this, he would be halfway through his second beer bottle, holding Maddie and crying as he looked at a picture of my mother.
"Wot in ternation." I mumbled, grabbing my phone, wincing as I moved my tired body, and glancing at my notifications. Nothing too major, just another message from Jake, and a couple from Gaia. I let my phone clatter back onto the table and cried out as a shooting pain shot up my leg.
No no no no no no no no. No thank you. Nope. Nope train to nopeville. Honey bunches of nope.
Tears sprung to my eyes and I clutched my blanket angrily. I had pulled on my stitches while I was reaching, I moved my leg so it would not even have the chance to pull, bunching my blanket up in front of my face I began to drift off again, the faint sound of someone moving in my room keeping me slightly stirred, but not long enough before I entered a dream state again, and fell asleep.
I woke the next morning in a daze, my alarm blaring. Brum brum brum brum. Maddie scratched at my door anxiously, aggravated I had latched it completely the night before. I sat up slowly, groaning with pain, and reached over, slamming my hand swift and sure down on the top of the annoying technology. "Die foul beast." The events of the previous night are all but a memory, aside from the pain that radiates through my body. I started upwards to the blue and black tye dye tapestry that hung, pulled between each of the posts, fairy lights zigzagging across the tapestry looking like constellations overhead. With a sigh I pushed myself from the bed, moving aside the Rose printed scarf that hung down from around the bar connecting the four posts.The sun twinkled in softly through my bay window, casting a rainbow of light off my metallic pillows that sat atop the black window seat. Beneath it books jammed in left and right, and a blanket that laid half on the floor. I limped my way across to
Laying in my hospital bed late at night with the drone of machines all around me was going to drive me insane. My eyes were closed but my mind was racing, I couldn't fall asleep. I heard the steady roll of a janitor's cart go by, a muffled cough in the next room, and a couple of nurses having a hushed conversation at the station just twenty feet from my door.Why couldn't I have a book with me? A book and a soft book light. Anything. Please lawd anything.I sighed and opened my eyes, a figure stood in my room, and I nearly jumped out of my skin. I gasped so hard the pain in my ribs almost knocked the air from my lungs. "You scared me." I laughed softly, assuming the figure to be a nurse who probably noticed my inability to rest. When they didn't respond a fear grew in my heart.Who the hell is this?"Please get out of my room." I mumbled, my hand reaching for the call button slowly, praying they would not see. "Please." My finger found the square button but before I could press it a f
After the break in, my father insisted on not letting me stay home by myself. But seeing as he couldn't stay with me I got to ask Gaia to skip school a couple days, but she couldn't do it every day seeing as she was in the school, still fixing a few pages of layout that wouldn't match up, so Jake stayed with me on a few days. But today was a particularly sunny day, and I had nobody to sit inside with me and hate the sun. So instead I was forced to lay in my bed and think about all my life decisions that led me to staring at the sun that glittered and sparked and broke into a million pieces as it weaved through so glittery tulle in the upper left hand corner of my bedpost. The light sparkling got so much more intense I thought my irises had shattered and I was getting some form of double vision, but when I looked up I just saw Edward standing there in the light that beamed through, Maddie gave a small growl. "Immobulus," I commanded to Maddie, getting a strange look from Edward. "She's
Once we had reached the school the adrenaline faded and the anxiety set in, my heart felt like it was beating out of my chest, my throat started closing, and sweat began working it's way down the center of my spine. The dread that comes with a school day seems to be never ending, and though one day I may look back and miss it all, right now I just wanted to run into the woods- well hobble walk my way into the woods- and hide out for the next seven shitty hours. My thoughts must have been screaming out because I felt a soft touch of a cold hand on my shoulder, and when I turned to look Edward was smiling at me. "Hey. It's okay." He explained with a furrow of his brow. "I'll let you in on a secret. After everyone found out about why Louise Johnson tripped and fell on you, the entire school has been against Jessica. Say she won't even make the final cut for homecoming court." I'm not sure why that made me happy, but it did."Thanks. I needed that. Even if it wasn't true." I gripped the d
The school day dragged on sluggishly, the torturous amount of linoleum and fluorescent lighting killing my eyes and will to exist in anything other than an astral plane. Lunch was the only period that went pleasantly okay. Mike was fawning over Jessica as usual. Angela was snapping pictures enthusiastically for the yearbook, as well as getting some for the next issue of the school paper. Gi was running in and out of the cafeteria every ten minutes with different flyers for different clubs and activities, putting them up through the school. The Halloween bash was coming up, then the rest of the year would fly by so fast it would make you question if Halloween had already happened. While we all sat at the lunch table Rosalie didn't seem too happy that I had learned their secret, no matter how it happened she seemed worried about something. "Are you guys going to the Halloween bash?" I asked Edward when I couldn't take the stony silence from Rose and Emmett's side of the table much longe
Halfway back to my place I got a message from Gaia saying she wouldn't be able to make it to study for the history test because of an emergency on the home front. With a few words of reassurance I shot a text back over to her and shut my phone down. "Do you want to study with me?" Edward asked, casting his gaze over to me. "I am an expert on all things history.""Listen here primary source." I paused to hold back a laugh. "I would like someone to study with because I cannot study to save my life." With a cheeky smile I passed my gaze back out the window as the green ocean of trees zipped past."Well in that case," Edward countered, "do you want me to stop so you can get some study snacks?""No I should be fine my dad is bringing burgers and shakes from Donnie's tonight to celebrate being back at school." I realized I still had his jacket on at this point, and also that it smelled of honeysuckle, trees, and musk. I played with the edge of the gray tweed jacket as we slowed to a stop in
"Just hold on Arabella. Just hold on! We're almost there!" The voice called to me as I watched the woods zip by, the color of red hair fluttering over my eyes, it wasn't my own, this red was deeper and more golden where mine was copper and brass. The sun sparked off whoever was carrying me and I felt their grip tighten. "Don't give up sweet girl please!" I tried to roll my head over to look whoever was carrying me in the eye but just as I began to turn my gaze the world began to fall away and I was falling through the blackness grasping out trying to catch anything to slow my fall. A scream tried to rip from my lungs but something grabbed my throat and cut it off, stopping my breathing all together.My eyes shot open and I sat up in my bed and met a pair of eyes staring directly back at me. They were red eyes just like in the hospital, but this wasn't a man standing before me, this was a woman who looked like she was forged in fire and brimstone. Her eyes cut through the dark and stra
When I finally woke that next morning I only had half an hour to get ready, but Edward was still there. He looked at me with great curiosity on his face as I pulled back to take in the scene. "What?" I laughed lightly and rubbed the sleep from my eyes."Your dreams, do you have that one frequently?" He sat up and stared at me as I pulled myself from my bed and attempted to stretch my leg that was nearly healed. "It's so vivid but it was almost like I couldn't see all of it.""Yeah... I've had it a couple times, it's not always exactly the same but the concept of it usually is." I shrugged my shoulders and made my way over to my dresser, pulling out a black strappy tank top, a pair of ripped jeans, and a gray plaid button up. "Now turn around, I don't care if you have been alive 100 years and seen a million titties, mine will not join the list today." He looked at me with amusement, and I waved him to turn around. Slowly he plopped his face into my pillow where he laughed with his arms
School started back up and I was less than enthusiastic as Edward dragged me out of my bed in the morning, unfortunately he was not an alarm I could throw against the wall to let me sleep longer. He had my clothes in his hands, apparently Alice had told him where to find all my clothes, and he stood with an expectant look in his eyes. "I don't wanna." I grumbled as I grabbed my clothes from his hands and began to change, I cared so little at this point that he had barely had enough time to turn around himself."You made me promise I wouldn't let you skip school today." He reminded me."Yeah yeah," I pulled my clothes on and shoved my shoes onto my feet. My stomach threw a large and deep gurgle."Hungry?" Edward asked as he turned around."Opposite!" I yelled as I ran toward the bathroom, feeling the burn in my throat as my stomach betrayed me. He was there, holding my hair back, we had a system down, I'm sure he already had a glass of water in his hand to let me rinse my mouth afterwa
"Nothing to concern yourself with." Edward said with a smile and turned up the TV where George Bailey was busy flirting with a girl over a candy counter. How I hadn't realized we made it that far into the movie already I didn't know."No Edward, don't lie to me." I sat up, placing the bowl of popcorn that was in my lap on the coffee table in front of me."Alice's visions are never the only path we can go on, this was just a variant it's fine." He said dismissively, turning the television up another few notches, only because he knew the louder it was the less I could focus. I could tell he was lying to me, I wasn't sure how I could tell, but I could tell."Edward." I said his voice with such intensity it shocked even me. I was gripping his arm now, my eyes deadest and my brow furrowed. He turned his gaze to me, shocked, and I looked him dead in the eye as I set my jaw. "Tell me. What. Is going. On." I spoke each word with conviction, I was tired of secrets and not knowing the whole tru
November had swept in with a series of flurries, but all the snow melted just slightly before the next snowfall happened. I had had a series of awkward conversations with my father about boys, and about Edward specifically. He insisted on meeting Edward, and of course Edward was all for it. "What am I even supposed to call you." I asked Edward with a panicked gaze. We were sitting on the sofa at his house, Les Mis was playing in the background and it was early, Fontaine hadn't even sold her hair yet."Well what do you want to call me?" He looked down curiously, I was nestled into his chest comfortably, cocooned in a blanket because the whole freezing to death thing was a mood killer.I played with the edge of my sweatshirt sleeve as I thought about it. I wasn't really sure what I wanted to call him, the age gap between us was a tad concerning, even if we just went off the age he stopped at he still had two years on me, and I had only recently turned 15. As far as the school was concer
I woke up the next morning to the smell of biscuits and gravy, and the sound of Bon Jovi drifting up the stairs. Not only was my dad home, he was in a good mood. He had come late the previous night, I was already in bed, and I heard him open my door to check I was there before shutting it and ushering Maddie into his room. I rolled myself out of bed and threw a cardigan that I had kicked under my bed the night before over my shoulders, as the chill of November had already gripped us early this Halloween morning. After finally shoving my slippers onto my feet I wandered my way downstairs. My father stood whisking the milk gravy and singing 'It's My Life' in a hushed tone. When he finally finished the song I erupted into a ton of cheers and clapping. "Encore!" Dad spun around, successfully flinging gravy across the kitchen off the whisk."Hey squirt didn't realize you were up!" The next song began to play from the bluetooth speaker, and he reached over to pause it before returning to th
I was taken on a grand tour, and given a little Cullen family history, before sitting at a table with Edward, Esme, and Carlisle. "So what brought you to Forks specifically?" I asked hesitantly as I ate the amazing stir fry that Esme and Carlisle had whipped up."Other than the weather?" Carlisle said he seemed genuinely relaxed as he lounged back in the dining chair with his arm slung around Esme's shoulders. "It's home." He said it so simply, as if it were the easiest decision he had made."But, you've called many places home?""Yes, but something about forks has always pulled us back." His words were so sure, if I had an unlimited amount of years to live I would probably be that sure too. A chill ran up my spine, I wasn't built for that many years, I was barely built for the 15 I had endured. I didn't hate the Cullen's for what they were, but it was definitely something that wasn't meant for me, what was meant for me I still had yet to discover, but vampirism was off the table by m
Nearly a week had passed. Finally, I was given the okay to ditch my crutch, and Edward and I's relationship, or whatever you wanted to call it, sat oddly in the "watch movies and talk all night and maybe kiss stage." Rose had grown wary of me, and Emmet seemed apologetic enough while still standing by her side. Alice seemed electric with the idea, and Jasper seemed as if he was just happy to see us happy. Carlisle was approving, or so I had been informed, and as told by Edward, Esme whole heartedly approved. Today was the day I was supposed to meet Esme, and was going to see Edward's home for the first time. I was so incredibly nervous that I couldn't stop fidgeting and fixing the hem of my skirt in the mirror. It was the first time I had really gotten to look at my leg in the mirror from this angle in a month, it was striped with nearly faded pink scars that would probably fade to the slightly raised white. Personally I think it made me look like a badass, but Edward seemed saddened
When I finally woke that next morning I only had half an hour to get ready, but Edward was still there. He looked at me with great curiosity on his face as I pulled back to take in the scene. "What?" I laughed lightly and rubbed the sleep from my eyes."Your dreams, do you have that one frequently?" He sat up and stared at me as I pulled myself from my bed and attempted to stretch my leg that was nearly healed. "It's so vivid but it was almost like I couldn't see all of it.""Yeah... I've had it a couple times, it's not always exactly the same but the concept of it usually is." I shrugged my shoulders and made my way over to my dresser, pulling out a black strappy tank top, a pair of ripped jeans, and a gray plaid button up. "Now turn around, I don't care if you have been alive 100 years and seen a million titties, mine will not join the list today." He looked at me with amusement, and I waved him to turn around. Slowly he plopped his face into my pillow where he laughed with his arms
"Just hold on Arabella. Just hold on! We're almost there!" The voice called to me as I watched the woods zip by, the color of red hair fluttering over my eyes, it wasn't my own, this red was deeper and more golden where mine was copper and brass. The sun sparked off whoever was carrying me and I felt their grip tighten. "Don't give up sweet girl please!" I tried to roll my head over to look whoever was carrying me in the eye but just as I began to turn my gaze the world began to fall away and I was falling through the blackness grasping out trying to catch anything to slow my fall. A scream tried to rip from my lungs but something grabbed my throat and cut it off, stopping my breathing all together.My eyes shot open and I sat up in my bed and met a pair of eyes staring directly back at me. They were red eyes just like in the hospital, but this wasn't a man standing before me, this was a woman who looked like she was forged in fire and brimstone. Her eyes cut through the dark and stra
Halfway back to my place I got a message from Gaia saying she wouldn't be able to make it to study for the history test because of an emergency on the home front. With a few words of reassurance I shot a text back over to her and shut my phone down. "Do you want to study with me?" Edward asked, casting his gaze over to me. "I am an expert on all things history.""Listen here primary source." I paused to hold back a laugh. "I would like someone to study with because I cannot study to save my life." With a cheeky smile I passed my gaze back out the window as the green ocean of trees zipped past."Well in that case," Edward countered, "do you want me to stop so you can get some study snacks?""No I should be fine my dad is bringing burgers and shakes from Donnie's tonight to celebrate being back at school." I realized I still had his jacket on at this point, and also that it smelled of honeysuckle, trees, and musk. I played with the edge of the gray tweed jacket as we slowed to a stop in