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A Touch on my Heart Chapter 36
I am still in love with youI got carried away by his warmth that I did not realize I had fallen asleep. The feeling was unfathomable. I feel like no one could ever lay a finger on us anymore. I feel like there is a strong and great shield built around us that no one could ever break in. My life was at peace already but right now...Jake has told me, through his touch and warmth, the real definition of peace. For a moment, I forgot about Jerkson and the family that we built. For a moment, I forgot about our marriage. For a moment, I wished it was Jake who's my husband and that thought alone...bring happiness at the same time pain on my heart.Si Jerkson ang nasa tabi ko noong mga panahong kailangan ko ng karamay. He helped me to stand up again and he made me believe in love again. Na kahit na nadapa man ako ng ilang beses, may pagkakataon pa rin ako para bumangon ulit at magmahal ulit...kahit hindi kasing lalim ng pagmamahal na naranasan ko sa ibang tao noon.Naalimpungatan ako dahil
Huling Na-update : 2023-07-01A Touch on my Heart Chapter 37
Promise"You're joking," This is his only possible reason on why he said those things to me. He must be just joking around huh? Dahil hindi pwede. I remember the times he had pushed me away from them. I remember the times when he always let me feel unloved and unvalued. I remeber every single hurtful thing and word he had done and said to me.At ngayon...sasabihin niyang mahal niya ako? Na mahal niya pa rin ako? Sino'ng niloloko niya? Walang sino man ang kayang manakit ng taong minamahal nila. Kaya hindi ko maintindihan si Jake kung bakit niya sinasabi ang mga ito ngayon sa akin."I'm telling the truth, Ash--""Y-You hurt me a million times back then," I looked straightly on his eyes. I can see remorse in his eyes but it won't turn back the time. "I-Is that the way you love?""I had to do that to protect you and your family!""No! You had to it for Allison and for yourself!" Pareho kaming hinihingal dahil doon. I took a look at my daughter on the bed and she's still sleeping. Ibinal
Huling Na-update : 2023-07-02A Touch on my Heart Chapter 38
Betrayed"Why don't you stay here for a while?" Jake asked me.Andito kami ngayon sa kitchen habang si Snow ay naghahanda sa taas dahil kailangan na rin naming umalis. Jerkson has messaged and informed me that he'll petch us. Inaasahan ko na rin naman iyon dahil alam ko namang hindi pwedeng dito na kami tumira.I already told Snow about it and she looks happy with it. She said she misses Jerkson so much and she's happy that we'll be together again. Ngayon ko pa lang sinabi kay Jake para na rin makapagpaalam sa kanya nang maayos. "Jake, we have our own house and Jerkson is waiting for us,""I can ensure that Snow's safer here, Ash." Nginitian ko siya. I appreciate his help and effort but we can also ensure Snow's safety more than he could ever give. "She's also safe in Celzuis House--""But she's more safer here, Ash!" Mariin niyang saad. Napakunot ang noo ko nang mapansin ang taranta sa kanyang mga mata. Huminga siya nang malalim at ipinikit ang mga mata, kinakalma ang sarili. "I'm
Huling Na-update : 2023-07-04A Touch on my Heart Chapter 39
Touched my Heart"Where do you wanna go?" Jake asked me.Hindi ko siya sinagot. Hindi na rin naman siya nagtanong pa ulit. Hindi ako makapaniwalang magagawa ni Jerkson iyon sa akin at sa maliit na pamilyang binuo namin. I can't understand why he had to do it when he could easily tell me that he wants out of this loveless marriage already? Why does he have to cheat on me huh? Then...he really chose that girl? Of all the people? Alam niya ang atraso sa akin ni Allison. Alam niya ang lahat ng paghihirap na dinanas ko kaya...bakit sa kanya pa? I am not contemplating that cheating will be fine if he did this with another girl instead of Allison. I juat want to ask why Allison? Because really? It added more pain to the betrayal that he did to us.I wiped the tears on my face when the car stops in front of Jake's house. Batid kong nakatingin siya sa akin dahil ramdam ko ang mabigat niyang titig. Hindi ko alam kung paano ko siya titingnan. He must be very hurt huh? The girl whom he is in lov
Huling Na-update : 2023-07-05A Touch on my Heart Chapter 40
Protect"I want a divorce," I said with an intern voice.Ito ang bungad ko kay Jerkson pagkapasok niya sa loob ng aming bahay. Naka-upo ako sa isa mga couch dito sa aming sala habang umiinom ng wine. This is my first time drinking alcohol again after 6 years. Sa loob ng anim na taon na iyon ay ang dami nang nangyari. There were a lot if changes happened in the world and the people around it.Tiningnan ko nang deretso si Jerkson sa kanyang mga mata. Isa na siya sa mga ito. Pansin ko ang pangi-ngitim ng ilalim ng kanyang mga mata. Papikit-pikit ang mga ito, tila sobrang bigat ng kanyang mga talukap. Halata ang puyat, lungkot, at pagsisisi sa kanyang mga mata.Looking at his eyes, in spite of the betrayal he did to me, my heart still hurts for his situation. Nakaawang lamang ang kanyang bibig habang ang kanyang mga mata ay nililibot ang buo kong katawan, tila sinasaulo ang lahat ng sa akin. It seems like he's looking at me through my soul.He gave me a small smile. "Is that what you want
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Fight TogetherIt seemed an endless ride, with our heart beatings fast. I was hugging Snow tightly as Jake drove the car in the fastest way he could. Kanina pa may sumusunod sa amin at may kutob na kaming sila ito. They are after us, especially my child. But no, I won't give them what they want."Mom, a-ano po ba talagang nangyayari!" Snow shouted nervously. We are both crying in the back seat—she's crying because she's scared...and I am crying because I couldn't do anything but hug her. Jake took a glance at us and I saw the worry in his eyes. I looked at the rear view mirror and I saw the two black SUVs running after us. "S-Shhh, andito lang si m-mommy, hmmm?" I said, consoling her.Patuloy lang siya sa pag-iyak at sa bawat paglabas ng kanyang hikbi sa kanyang maliit na labi ay binibiyak ang puso ko. I closed my eyes tightly as I held her in my arms. My phone rang and I saw Jerkson's name on it. Umusbong ang galit sa buong sistema ko nang makita ang pangalan niya roon.How dare hi
Huling Na-update : 2023-07-08A Touch on my Heart Chapter 42
Finished"Every corner is secured, there is no corner where we can choose to go through with. Mukhang pinaghandaan talaga nila 'to nang mabuti." I said on my earpiece.I am here at the Voltzki House, observing everything that's happening in it. I learned that Jake already have no control with Voltzki House after his family died...but I doubt it. By just looking at it, he can't control the Voltzki House because all of the men here are from Allison's family. Loyalty remains huh?Sa una, hindi pumayag si Jake na ako ang pumuntang magmanman dito. But I told him I am skilled at this. For years that I spent at Celzius House as Jerkson's husband, I've learned how to be a skilled person, how to hold a gun and shoot, how to kill using a bow and arrow, and on how to drug all people in just a snap. At first, I thought I won't be able to use these skills but I'm wrong...because here I am, getting a use of these skills.There's a fear that I'm feeling right now. It's my first time using it in a s
Huling Na-update : 2023-07-09A Touch on my Heart Chapter 43
Warmth and TouchNakakulong na sina Allison at ang pamilya nito pati na rin si Jerkson. Jerkson's father was very sorry at me but I told him he's not at fault. Bumagsak ang Mafia Houses nina Jerkson at Allison dahil sa insedenteng iyon. Jake's Mafia House came back stronger and more powerful. It turned out that most of the soldiers, men, and guardians of Voltzki House were impresoned by Allison and Jake doesn't know any of those.Sa loob ng isang buwan, marami na ang nagyari. I finally had the urge to go back here in the Philippines, in spite of my bad memories here. Pero hindi ko rin naman maipagkakaila na mayroon ding mga magagandang alaala akong naiwan dito kasama ang mga dati kong kaklase, Mama Nicole, mga kaibigan ko, at lalo na kasama ang mga magulang ko.I sighed deeply as I gathered all my strengths to finally visit my parents. Dahan-dahan akong naglakad papunta sa puntod nila. Inilibot ko ang paningin ko sa paligid at may nakita akong isang babaeng tila nakita ko na noon pa.
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