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A Touch of Madness 63
The stinging came along with the flowing blood. I spent some time staring at myself, not knowing what to do. My head was filled with curses for myself. I wondered at myself for having such a bad temper. It often led me to do reckless things.I bit my lip, and let Sebastian pull me onto the couch, I let him pull the shards of glass from my hands and put them in a small bowl, I let him clean the blood from my hands. The alcohol he poured on my wounded skin made me wince. Stinging came, but the pain didn't seem to strike me so deeply. Maybe I had a problem with my mentality because I didn't feel anything at all. A part of me seemed empty, and hollow.He wrapped my hand with a bandage while muttering, "We should go to the doctor." He held the back of my hand gently and carefully. Gazing at me with his gentle worried gaze.I withdrew my hand from his gently. "Can you go back to your home? I want to spend some time alone."Sebastian sighed softly. "I can't leave you like this. Your emotions
A Touch of Madness 64
I restrained myself from exploding once more as I washed my body with cold water. I was actually tired of constantly running in the circles created by Sebastian. It's really draining my strength. But I still couldn't keep him away. Regardless of me hating him, he is Ace's father. Our son. It's inseparable, and I'm sure that Sebastian will always be able to find us.But... but I really need to stay away from him. He's a bad influence for Ace. Ace's whole life will be under his bad control. I don't care what Sebastian says about not hurting Ace, he will still hurt Ace in other ways. I don't want that to happen. My son is everything, he needs to live a safe and peaceful life. Doing the things he loves without being controlled by my grandfather or or his father."Momma?" Ace walked into my dressing room just as I finished putting on the sleepwear that my mom and dad had bought me on the way from their party.I looked at Ace who stood in the doorway smiling broadly. "Are you done?" I asked
A Touch of Madness 65
That morning, the warm spring sunshine enveloped Cambridge, Massachusetts, bringing a refreshing new spirit. I stood in front of our new cafe, looking up at the newly installed sign with a sense of pride and hope. Our cafe's name, 'JOY,' shines in the morning light, welcoming the world with the promise of a memorable experience.Inside, the smell of new wood and drying paint mingled with the fragrance of fresh coffee brewed by Kate."Ace, don't run too fast inside!" I call out Ace, who has been cheerfully running between the still not neatly arranged tables. It's the weekend, and he refuses his father's invitation to play at the zoo. He says he wants to help me. He's so sweet, so Sebastian lets Ace come with me even though he's been playing around and bothering us."I just want to help, Momma!" Ace replied with a big smile, pausing to show me a box of napkins he found in one of the storage boxes.I chuckled. "Well, you can help Jane with the napkins. Make sure they're neatly arranged
A Touch of Madness 66: Circle
"You should have told me before dragging me here." I growled softly at him as our Chinese food arrived.He chuckled softly and shook his head as he arranged the chopsticks, spoon, and fork. "You'll pass out from hunger." He said.I snorted, choosing to take one dimsum and eat it. I was annoyed that he took me to an expensive Chinese restaurant. An exclusive one. And some people were already looking at me like I had two heads around my neck because I emerged from the door still in my previous clothes.I was just wearing a black t-shirt that was already soaked with sweat and green cargo pants that must have been filthy. It was disgusting, and I looked like a gray ladybug who had just entered a fancy restaurant with a prince. It's really uncomfortable for me.But that's because Sebastian just kept quiet, and he agreed when I asked him to have lunch at one of the cheap cafes or cheap eateries. Ultimately, he brought me here, pulling my hand when I refused. But I can't ramble on for too lo
A Touch of Madness 67: Circle II
If Owen was to guess that Sebastian and I would eventually get back together, it wouldn't matter what happened between the two of us. In contrast, Kate gave Sebastian a wary look, like she was afraid that Sebastian would attack me physically. Sebastian just exchanged a few conversations with Owen without paying any attention to Kate, while Kate also looked unconcerned. By the way, this was the first time I saw them face to face after five years.Indeed, from then until now, Kate has never liked Sebastian. It seemed like she could always smell the worst man in the world's radar just through a glance. Even the first thing she said when she saw my engagement party with Sebastian was, "He's going to hurt you. He's not a nice guy." Even though it was the first time she saw Sebastian."For some time, I still haven't changed my mind about your ex-husband." She muttered, her lips twitching in an exasperated motion.I chuckled softly. "You're very consistent in your opinions.""Obviously." Sh
A Touch of Madness 68: I Circle You On a Map
I stared at Sebastian's last message with mixed emotions. The rainstorm was still roaring outside, but somehow, Sebastian's invitation felt like an absurd thing but one I wanted to try.Even though there were so many unfinished business between us, maybe I could ignore that for a moment and rest my mind, letting Sebastian take us, at least to Ace."Dad, Mom," I called out to my parents who were busy with their own activities. "Sebastian wants to take me and Ace out."My mom stopped embroidering and looked at me carefully. "Is that a good idea, Bella?" she asked gently, while my father just nodded slowly."I know it sounds weird, but... it might be a good opportunity for Ace. And maybe for me too, to find out what really happened five years ago," I replied, trying to convince myself more than anyone else.Vito looked at me attentively. "If that's what you want, I won't stand in your way. I'm sure he won't hurt you," he said in a casual tone.I smiled slightly. "Thanks, Vito, but I'll b
A Touch of Madness 69
I lay on the soft bed in this villa for hours. With tears still streaming from my eyes, I gazed out the glass window at the darkness revealing the faint outlines of green trees. It was eerie, almost like a scene from those gore and horror cabin movies. But a different kind of horror gripped me, one more menacing than any cinematic fantasy.The wooden door creaked open behind me, and I turned to see Sebastian entering. His cold, dominant presence immediately filled the narrow space. My breath hitched as he stepped into the moonlight, his harsh, beautiful face coming into view, staring at me with the same darkness he had shown me five years ago.His expression hardened as he towered over me, bending down until his face was level with mine, his blue eyes blazing. I gasped for breath, my chest rising and falling with anxiety and panic."What are you doing?" I asked.Sebastian tilted his head, like a predator observing its prey. He was terrifying. This was his true face, the one behind his
A Touch of Madness 70
I should have turned down Sebastian's offer to spend the weekend with him here. That was such a bad idea. Why was I still so stupid?"Where are you going?" Sebastian's cold voice made my movements freeze for a few seconds."Bathroom." I replied softly, and then I stood up, wearing his oversized t-shirt because he ripped mine off.I walked into the bathroom without looking back at him. The night had fallen so dark, but the rain had stopped, and it was a suitable time to go home. I couldn't help the tightness in my chest, and I couldn't bear to face Sebastian in the next five minutes.The bathroom in this cabin doesn't leave the impression of a simple and clean cabin, but the equipment here is quite luxurious and modern. It included a bathtub, shower, glass cubicle, sink, glass, and closet.Well, of course, this being Sebastian Sanchez, he would never look at simple and cheap equipment. Austerity is an insult to him.I didn't forget to lock the bathroom door before washing my body under
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