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Author: Abigail Dee
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I try to erase the traces of Sebastian's lips from my lips, but like a burn on the skin, it is very hard to remove.

I stood under the shower, enjoying the water that splashed my body. There was nothing else I could do to get calm and refresh my mind. Only a shower did that, but unfortunately, it couldn't remove the hot traces of Sebastian's lips on my lips.

That madman is indeed very unpredictable and can always get others into endless confusion. Wasn't Reina called him? aka Reina, his fiancée? So, why did he have to kiss me earlier? What exactly is he trying to do to me? Why is he giving me mixed signals? Is this some kind of game for him?

I rubbed my face roughly. There was no point in thinking about all that. Whatever happened, whatever he's trying to do to me... I can't bring him into my feelings. I don't want to go back to where I was five years ago. I don't want to return to being a stupid woman with stupid expectations. Only Ace is my world and my hope now. Not Sebastian. He's
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