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2021-11-24 11:17:00Chapter 12
"Come on, hurry, get the epinephrine!"
They injected the epinephrine into Tanashiri's body to make sure his heart is still beating.
But it is a matter of life and death for Tanashiri. Anytime, his body will tolerate all the medicines that the medical staff will pump inside his body, and eventually, it won't have any effect on him.
Nurses, nursing attendants, and doctors are running to and fro in the emergency room, carrying an array of medical supplies.
A rocky road of bliss and destruction, for Tanashiri's body.
Bliss-if he gives up on living and dies in this very moment, he won't feel any pain anymore; the pain of living with the person he hates the most. He truly despises his father for being an abusive one.
He also hates himself for being enough of an asshole. He does not want to continue living as he cannot help himself being a spoiled man and an asshole as he is.
"The epinephrine is not enou
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