HANA
' I found out about your marriage with Cillian. Please call me. Explain what is happening there.'
The message was sent 13 hours ago. And I am still waiting for Violet's reply with a ramen bowl on my bed. I know it is unhealthy. I feel full after completing this bowl. I am eating it anyway. I feel physically full, but mentally, it is not enough. Shalini said that it is not about food but about having an emotional need that food can't fulfil. She read it somewhere it seems.
I always eat more. She always eats less. Lucky her. When I was about to finish the ramen I made, I got a call from an unknown number. I immediately swiped it and kept it at my ear. "Violet," I said with a hope.
"Um..nope." I heard a male voice from the other side.
I instantly knew who it was, and I hated that I was able to recognise his voice. "What do you want?" I snapped at him.
"You." He simply said.
I rolled my eyes at that word. "Stop playing games, Bash. I barely know you."
"We can change that." He said from the other end.
What the hell is this man?
"What do you want from me?" I asked him.
"Your time." He said. "I need you to do a few things for me."
"Like?"
He gave a pause, and I thought the line went dead. "Be a spy." He said slowly.
"Ha ha ha. Bye." I said, and I almost hung up before he said, "Your sister."
"I can take care of my sister, Bash. Look out for your own ass." I said and hung up.
My phone blinked with a popup, and eagerly reached out for it, hoping that it was from Violet. But it is from Bash.
BASH: Just hear me out. It is a good deal.
I tossed the phone away. It was midnight when my phone rang again.
"I am not doing that Bash," I said as soon as I lifted it. But I heard Violet's voice on the other end.
"Which Bash?" She asked me.
I instantly sat up, and whatever sleep I had due to exhaustion faded away in seconds.
"Violet," I shouted. "Why didn't you call me?" I asked her. "It has been three fucking months."
"I know." She sighed. "I am sorry. Father has been so angry, and he started to observe our every move. I don't want to get you caught."
"You should have sent me a message," I tell her.
"I know. I am so sorry. How are you?" She asked me.
"I am fine. Tell me this first. Did father ask you to marry Cillian after I fled?"
She became silent before she answered. "They are still discussing it, Hana. Last week, Cillian's grandmother came home and said that she would like to marry me with Cillian."
"That's it. I am coming. I will not let them touch you. This is all my fault." I rushed to my wardrobe to pack my clothes.
"No, wait." She yelled from the other side. "It wasn't fixed. I already talked with Dad. Also, today, Cillian said he is reconsidering getting married to another Levine. I think it is almost cancelled."
Is that a coincidence or is Bash trying to prove a point?
"I am coming anyway," I said.
"No. Father will kill you the moment he sees you. There is nothing you could do by coming here, Hana. Please stay there. And how did you know about this?" She asked me with a suspicious tone.
"I met Cillian's cousin here. Bash. He told me."
"Bash? The guy we mistook for Cillian at a party five years ago?"
I didn't remember that. But I said yes anyway. I never noticed anything at the parties my parents took me to.
I heard a noise from the other end.
"I will call you again. Bye." She said and hung up before I said wait.
Wait. I want to tell you about so many things. Shalini has been a big help ever since I got here. It gets lonely sometimes. I couldn't sleep. I don't know whom to talk to about it. Call me sometime. Let's talk.
All the unsaid words hang in the air around me. It has always been me when I was a teenager. I never shared my darkest secrets with anyone. And I was fine with it. It is totally different now. I am not enough for myself. It didn't hit me how miserably I wanted to talk to someone about my situation until Violet called me.
I am so sick of this.
My phone rang again. This time I saw the number, and picked it.
"Sorry to disappoint you, sweetheart. It's Bash again." He said.
I remained silent. But he continued.
"How about I cancel your sister's marriage with Cillian, and you do the job for me?" He offered.
'There is nothing you could do by coming here.' Violet's words ran through my head again. What if I can do something from here? What if Bash is not joking? It doesn't hurt to hope.
"I don't know you. You don't know me. Why are you doing this? I don't think you are helping me. And whatever you get out of this is probably less than what I will gain."
"Come and meet me at Dunes tomorrow at 9 AM. I will explain." He ordered.
I didn't like the tone of it. "7. I will be there at 7 PM." I answered and hung up.
What am I even getting myself into?
*
"Do you like raisins? How do you feel about a date?" I heard Mateo say from behind me as I walked toward my desk.
I still have no idea why he struggles to collect a pick-up line every day. I once caught a website with 100 Best Pickup Lines For Flirting on his monitor. He was googling it so that he could use it on me. I know I am too good for this guy in every term but beauty.
I am certainly not a pretty girl, not even close to my sister, Violet. I will either scowl or I will roll my eyes. The world is like that. That's not my fault. I don't have an hourglass body shape or am curvy like the women in my circle. I am lean, and whenever I eat a lot, which I always do, my stomach bloats. That's exactly something a woman should control, says my mom.
The only thing I love about myself is my long hair which reaches my waist, and my bow-shaped lips. Most importantly, my hidden dimple which only comes out when my lips spread widely. That means I have to laugh like that. But Misha says I laugh like a donkey, so people wouldn't want to see that.
"You have already used that line." I reminded him.
"Shit." He cursed to himself. "I will come up with a good one."
He was rushing to his desk, the next second. I shook my head in disbelief.
"Hi yaar." Shalini greeted me with a cheerful smile. She is wearing a mustard button-up sheath dress, and damn, the lady killed it. "What happened yesterday?" She asked me.
"First of all, I absolutely adore your dress," I tell her.
She smiled at me. "Now tell me what happened yesterday." She said, drawing her chair towards my desk.
I am ashamed to say that I have been terminated, and I have a one-month notice period. Also, I can't hide it from her forever.
"I think I will quit," I told her.
"What? She immediately got up from her seat, her eyes widened in shock.
I put my finger on my mouth. "Shh. Sit." I tell her.
All she did was hold her hips with her hands. "Why are they making you quit?" She demanded an answer.
"Sit down, please." I tried to calm her.
She threw her thumb above her shoulder. "Let's get out for a second, shall we?" She said, and I obeyed.
After ten minutes of explanation, she is still furious, and I am panting with all the talk.
"I told you many times. The only reason I am working in this project is because you are there. I am not staying in this project if you are not staying." She told me firmly.
"It will be fine," I assured her. "I think I am going to get another."
"What about me?" She pouted. "I will go back to India."
It took me another half an hour to make her stop from strangling our manager.
*
I wore a simple A-line maxi dress and a white shrug for my appointment with Bash. He will step out of the car with a tuxedo on for all I care. But I settled for whatever I was comfortable with. It is just a cafe, perhaps the most aesthetic and expensive cafe where you get the most expensive coffee in the city.
I was when I sat in the cafe. I feel like I am making decisions too fast. But Violet's life is on line like my life was once. I can't delay it. Then again, I knew nothing about Bash.
I counted ten numbers like my therapist once assisted. Then I started what I usually do. I observed my surroundings. The cafe is cute. The walls are painted in pastel green. There is a book shelf in one corner. My fingers ached to reach to them. But I controlled myself.
I sat near a glass window that was looking over the city. Just like I expected, Bash stepped out in a black suit as if he came for a meeting with some CEO. He caught everyone's attention when he walked. I will agree that he is hot. But I am not sweating.
"Hello." He said once he got settled in.
"Hi," I said.
"Did you order anything? What do you want, chocolate ice cream or pastry......"
"Cold coffee," I told him, crossing my hands across my chest.
Now that we were sitting close to him for almost ten minutes, I observed how truly beautiful his eyes were, sea green eyes- like they had in the lenses, with a dark ring around the iris to give beauty and depth. They reminded me of the deep ocean and infinite space. It is really hard to believe that they are real.
He removed his suit. He has broad shoulders, a narrow waist and long legs. I am sure he is chiselled with a clean, hard shape as though he was carved out of a stone. I wonder if Cillian looks like him in close.
"Had a good time checking me out?" He has asked me, snapping me out of my thoughts.
I rolled my eyes. "No one in their right mind checks you out, Bash," I tell him.
He looked over my shoulder and smirked. I followed his gaze to find a girl practically drooling at him. When I looked back at him, he was raising his eyebrow with the same smirk plastered on his face.
"I ...um...I am just thinking...." I tried to explain.
"You are thinking?" He asked.
"How good you look if..."
"If?" He asked me, his eyes brightened with anticipation.
I leaned toward him, and he did the same.
"If you played a Jesus Christ role." I continued. "You would be perfect."
He didn't expect this. His smirk vanished, and it was my turn to smirk.
"I was giving you a compliment," I told him.
"I would rather be the villain." He said.
I narrowed my eyebrows at his words.
He sinks more into his seat. "Come on. Girls love villains."
I nod my head. "Lucky for me. I prefer heroes."
Why the hell am I talking to him about the useless stuff? I don't know.
"I was talking about girls who look like girls."
I crossed my hands across my chest. "Are we done? Can I go?" I asked him.
I raised his hands. "Just curious. One question before we start our negotiation."
"I didn't even accept your offer yet." I reminded him.
"You will." He said with so much confidence. "Now back to the question," He leaned toward the table, his hands folded on it, "What if you fall in love with a Villain? What would you do?"
"I will never fall in love," I stressed on the word love, and he gave a cut nod.
He unbuttoned the top button of his shirt and cleared his throat before he started. "Nimbus National Bank. They are our clients."
I was stunned at that statement. When did the company I work for become his company? When I received a termination letter, I thought he pulled some strings since he is influential. I thought he was some client to our company. But I never imagined he would be a part of the company that pays me. I shook my head.
"Wait. How is Trigo Technologies related to you or any of your family?"
"We bought it." He said, "Very recently."
He laughed at my plight. "Didn't check the news, did we? It actually belonged to a friend of Cillian. He was supposed to be here. But what to do? His bride ran away. He got a lot of shit to deal with."
"You sure love him so much," I commented.
"Anyway back to the topic, the Bank has observed several thefts and credit card frauds recently. He gave a file to me and studied all the reports mentioned."
"It is an ATO, account takeover. They got access to so many customer's account details." I said after seeing the report.
He nodded his head, agreeing with me. "When we first received the report, we investigated all the bank employees. Everything is fine there. Someone from inside Trigo is selling the customers' credentials. We have a tight security. We don't allow phones, pen- drives or anything that may be used for data sharing. Thorough checking was done when you entered and exited. Still, the fraud is happening. Transactions are done without the customer's acknowledgement. We received several concerns like that. The CEO of the bank wants an immediate solution."
"How is that even possible? We won't have access to CVV or OTPs."
"For a cybercriminal, what we had is enough. Someone is helping the fraudsters to steal the credentials."
"With the security we have, it is highly impossible," I stated.
"But it is happening. You specialised in fraud analytics. I want you to join that project. The project manager is hiring new people. Shifting from one project to another is quite natural here. So no one will doubt you."
I shook my head. "You could hire people better than me. You don't have to go to the lengths where you threaten my job and my sister's life just so you could find out the fraud happening in one of the projects taken over by one of your companies. I don't trust you. There is something else."
"There is nothing, Hana. I chose you because I can trust you."
"I left your cousin at the altar." I reminded him.
"That's exactly why I trust you. You don't do things for money."
"Trust me. I need money."
"I know," he said coolly. "I will give a seventy-five per cent raise." He offered. And I knew right then that he was up to something.
"I hardly have two years of experience in fraud analytics." I tried to make him understand.
There is more I gain and less he receives. Why is he offering me a such good deal? Why didn't he tell Cillian about me?
BASH Just one and a half kilometres. If I make it to one and a half kilometres or at least one kilometre, I can get help. The pain is excruciating. I was shot just above the chest. He missed it, and he is coming for me. I couldn't run more. I couldn't fight him. I could see the lights of the resort I visited this morning. So close yet so far. I dragged myself to the cottage I spotted twenty steps away. There is no one here except for the wooden logs. I can't use my right hand as the bullet pierced on the right side. I can't fight a murderer who intends to kill me at any cost with my left hand. But I waited for him to enter so that I could knock him down with the log. I heard the creaking sound of the door. But it wasn't the killer in the red mask who walked in but a teenage girl. I don't know why she entered an abandoned cottage in the middle of woods in a baby pink pyjamas. She did. She wasn't shocked when he looked at me. She looked as though she was contemplating
HANA "Are you a parking ticket? Because you’ve got FINE written all over you." When I turned to him, Matteo made a Korean heart gesture by crossing his thumb and index finger. His hair covered his entire forehead, and his glass skin always amazed me when I looked at him. How come he is so cute and annoying at the same time? "Matteo?" I called his name slowly. "Did I already use that?" He asked me with a serious tone. "I don't know. But get the hell away from my desk. I have an important activity to complete by EOD." "Okay." He said and disappeared. Shalini is smiling without looking at me. "Stop smiling," I told her, gently patting her shoulder with mine. "He is trying hard. You should give him a chance." I was dumbfounded at her suggestion. "He is younger than me." "Just two years." She shrugged as if it was not a big deal. "Physically, yes. Mentally, he is five years younger than my age and I am ten years
HANA "There are three months to the wedding. I need to talk to you about something very important. Your father has already taken the decision." Whenever my mom added the line about my father taking the decision, I knew that there was something I didn't like coming my way. But I should not protest because my father, Benjamin Levine has already taken the decision. "What is it?" I asked her, combing my hair. For the first time, she took the comb from my hand, and she started to do it. I hate that very act. She wanted something from me, and she was putting on an act so that I would agree. But the most pathetic thing is my heart felt warm with that simple gesture. I've been so desperate to have a connection with someone in my life that as soon as my mother held the comb, I couldn't care about the wedding they were forcing on me. I would do it if she was like this to me every day. She gently removed a few strands from my face. "You know tha
BASH My secretary stared at me as if she was seeing a ghost. "What?" I questioned her. "It is a simple question." "Sorry. Can you repeat it?" She asked me again. Impatience started to make its way inside me. Why no one in the world don't understand that I don't have enough time? I repeated my question to her. "On a scale of one to ten, how likely is a twenty-three-year-old woman like a nineteen-year-old boy who is shorter than her?" This time, I told her slowly so that she would not ask me to repeat it. "How does the boy look?" She asked me. I thought of Matteo. He looked like a kid to me. But his skin is flawless. "He has a glass skin," I tell her. She nodded her head, writing in her notepad. She writes everything in her notepad. "Is he muscular?" She asked. "He is thin." "What about the hair?" "Golden," I tell her, already getting annoyed by her questions. "Does he have ba
HANA “Eco Central Mall,” Mateo shouted, jumping like a kid. Shalini gave me her best puppy eyes which never worked on me before and never will. She added her pout to that. “Okay,” I agreed. “I will go.” They both hugged me at the same time. It’s Sunday evening for goddamn sake. Why would anyone want to go to a crowded place? Everyone does that for some unknown reason. Shalini and Mateo are so familiar with the Mall that they know every inch of it. I am sure I will get lost here even if I come here ten times. I observed all the people, some of them were enjoying their weekends or some were really shopping, and some were probably wasting money, I do not know. People in malls make me feel insecure. I started looking at my clothes and shoes. If I had been with my parents, I would not have worried about that. Now that I am barely saving any money, I spend less on my clothes. I never want to mingle in them anyway. I always avoided these thing
Bash I thought, knowing about the girl you like through her own words is decency and intimate. I had to change it now. I will have to hire a detective. Hana is far more complex than I imagined. I think she is still figuring out what she is. But her need to regard every man who showed a little kindness to be bad is beyond me. The world is black and white for her and I highly believe there is no white. She will not accept me if I say I'm simply helping her. She will not trust if a passenger is only trying to get her attention without posing any harm to her. She thinks like how I used to think before. If a person is good, then they are not really good. They have other intentions. "We should get drunk." Mateo who just found us in the middle of a street, suggested. "I really need a drink." Shalini agreed. But Hana shook her head. "I am not drinking. I have to go home." "I will drive you, home." I offered. Actually, I declared. "And why would
HANA I spent three years in a boarding school until I was sixteen. I used to look at my phone waiting for a call from my phone. Whenever I got a call, it was to inform me about an important event I needed to attend or it was to mention the name of the guard who was going to pick me up. I have two options. One is to become lonely and a depressed girl or to give zero fucks. My teenage was like that. Everything is at its extremes. But it's hard no matter how much I tried. My nightmares scared my roommates. Officially, I was the girl who was possessed. I was sixteen when my mom finally decided that I should go back to Seattle. I never liked my school. I was alone there, fighting my demons. That was the period when I hated every person in the world. I felt like the world owed me an apology for causing me this much pain when in reality it was the man who touched me and my parents who failed to trust me and take action. I didn't know at that time you were the only person who was there
HANA Shalini was staring at her phone for an hour now. Sometimes, she was angry, sometimes she was sad, and sometimes, she looked frustrated. "You alright?" I asked her, turning my chair towards her. She shook her head. "I texted him yesterday night. He hasn't replied yet." "Your boyfriend?" She nods her head. "He might be busy," I told her. I am not good at these things. I didn't have much experience when it came to relationships. I dated one guy in college, and it lasted for two months until he decided that I was not good for him. So the least I could do was listen to her. "It takes one minute to text, Hana. He is always on his phone. We don't even have much time difference. It's not even midnight in India. I don't know where it went wrong. Do you think it is because of the long distance?" She asked me. "Honestly, I can't say anything about that," I tell her. "It's not the first time he did it, Hana. Even when we were in India, his replies always came late. He is not cheatin
BASH Hana is busy, scowling at Sandro and smiling at everything Matias has to say. Vin is something that I have to pay much attention to but can't because my mind is filled with what Luna has said, precisely signed to Hana. Did she know about Cillian? Did she refer to my father or me? Why did she have to sign it when no one was watching her? What's her plan? Can I share this information with Sandro? Fuck it. I am gonna talk to her. Once I dropped Hana off at home, I went to Sandro's house again to chat with his hostage. "You are back in what?" Sandro held his hand up to check his watch, "one hour? Miss me?" "I need to talk with her." Whether I imagined it or if it really happened, his jaw ticked. Is he angry because I want to speak with her? "In private," I added. "I don't trust you." "I am not the one who kidnapped her. You did." "You might be scheming something since she is your family now." "SHE
HANA Bash has been grumpy all day because I've decided to meet Luna. As expected, he doesn't trust her. I am not sure if I trust her either. But I want to meet her at least once. He took me to Alessandro's house because that's where they are keeping her. Bash assured me that Luna is safe and Sandro and Vincenzo are not the kind of people to force themselves on a girl, they are still criminals. We all are. The blood is on my hand too. "Why did Alessandro agree to keep her in his house?" I asked Bash. Marco followed us quietly as we headed into an enormous living room. Bash rubbed the back of his head, "Beats me. He is being himself." "Hana," Mateo squealed, dashing towards us and before Bash could stop him, I took him in a bear hug. "How is my favourite boy?" I asked him. "Busy. School sucks. Do you wanna see my room?" "Nope, buddy. Not happening. I assure you that she is not falling for that." "Bash," I chided, elbowing him. "Ne
BASH There's going to be a war and that's not the end of it. I am sure whatever breathtakingly stupid reason compelled Alessandro to kidnap Colton's daughter is going to cost all of us. When I looked at the girl who was hardly nineteen or twenty years old, sitting quietly in the corner of the room, feigning courage, all I could think was how familiar her eyes were, just like my bee's. "Why the hell did you bring her here?" I questioned Sandro. "We caught Romero. Her father tried to kidnap Mateo and failed miserably. It's a tit for tat." "Colton failed because I was there. I don't think it's a good time to play tit for tat." The girl in the corner sniffled, catching our attention. I walked to her slowly so that I wouldn't startle her. She shifted where she sat. "What's your name?" I asked her gently. "Luna." "Hana and Luna. Sisters indeed." Vincenzo commented for the first time. That's when the girl named Luna who was Hana's half sister
HANA "I couldn't walk," I complained, sprawling across the bed. "You don't have to." Bash placed a chaste kiss on my cheeks before buttoning his shirt. After I asked him to marry me last night, Bash brought me straight home. We couldn't even make it past the front door before he was inside me, his thrusts urgent and intense. He took me on every flat surface. It felt like a sex marathon. I didn't know when I passed out after coming multiple times. When I opened my eyes again, he was inside me, his hands caressing my head. I was so satiated but when he looked at me with those intense green eyes, I begged him to take me again, my pussy hot and throbbing just for him, for my man, for my Bash. As a result, I can't even pee because my pussy feels like it's burning. Oh, God. It will hurt like a bitch for the next two days. But last night was incredible. That's all that matters. Watching him roll his sleeves, revealing the veins on his muscular hand made me hot and bo
HANA For Bash, to talk like an adults with me is him being inside me. I joke about it all the time, and I even got annoyed when he did that when we were discussing the most important decisions in our lives. But now, I missed that feeling of being filled up and conversing. I should have cherished them when they last. I shouldn't have avoided them before. Now the fear of losing that kind of bond gripped me. Now, he is sitting on the edge of the bed, his back to me when he asked me what happened in my old apartment. Now we are discussing like real adults when my body and heart craved what he attuned them to. I told him everything Jonathan disclosed to me. With every truth, his back stiffened and I fought the urge to reach out to him. A long whelming silence followed after I completed speaking. After what felt like an eternity, he got up and paced back and forth in the room. "So, Colton is your fucking biological father? He raped my mother, Hana. He abused her and drove her t
HANA I used to think that this life could not break me more than it already has. I am wrong. I always am. It can become worse and worse. I didn’t expect my dad, I mean Jonathan to show up at my old apartment. When I looked at him, I didn’t see him. I saw that hand raise to slap, I heard the yelling, I saw the shards of glass on the floor, and I heard the fights between my parents. That’s all he has ever been to me, a trauma. “You are making a mistake, Hana.” That’s the first thing he said to me. It’s either I am a mistake or I am making a mistake, never a how are you? I can’t blame him though. He lost the investment because I ran away from the marriage. I sucked in a breath, carefully taking a step back. “What are you doing here? How did you get in?” An ugly smirk spread over his lips. “Your boyfriend isn’t that powerful, Hana. He cannot stop me. He cannot stop Colton.” My father is many things, but he never ever trembled before someone. He has too much pride to admit that
BASH I had a text message from her an hour ago saying she was going to her apartment to pick up some things. I called her immediately. She picked after the third ring. “Bash, can I call you again? I am in the middle of something?” She immediately said, her voice was breathy. “Where are you? Are you alone?” She paused and lied, “Yes. I came to pick up some things. I will call you later.” Then she hung up on me, making me ball my fists. SHE LIED TO ME. My chest rose and fell in erratic bursts, each breath heavier than the last at what I’ve learned till now. My fists clenched and unclenched at my sides. I look at David for one last time before stomping out. “Nice,” Sandro commented from behind. “If there’s anyone who can do that she is the one.” With a sudden, fierce motion, I grabbed his collar, yanking him off balance and slamming him hard against the brick wall. “What the hell are you implying?” Sandro’s lips pulled into a twisted smile. “I wonder what makes you lose
BASH “What do we have here?” I asked Sandro who was clearly amused with me for god knows what. “You do realise that this isn’t a corporate meeting, momma boy?” Marco commented with a smug face. They are all wearing black as if it’s s uniform. But they gave me the vibe of goons in movies who nods their head to whatever a stupid villain says. I’ve just arrived from a meeting with Mr. Sato whom these idiots couldn’t know. It’s a waste of time to explain anyway. “You do realise that I can buy your men with this suit right?” I commented back. Marco sneered. “You can’t buy anything with money.” “Says the guy who failed to protect a kid and who kills for the very same money.” Honestly, everything these guys do is to gain some extra money in illegitimate ways. Although that could be wrong for men like Elio, Sandro and Vincenzo. It’s not just money they want. They thrive on bloodshed, power and control which are useless without money in my opinion. Marco raised his voice
HANA Calling him clingy is an understatement. He wouldn’t let me out of our bed for a second. All the food was served in my room. It’s been 24 hours since I had gone downstairs. 24 hours of blissful sex, food, chatter, laughter, and sleep. For a second, I wished the time to stop here at this second. I hop out of the bed, stretching my hands. I didn’t notice where he came from. In one swift motion, he tossed me on the bed, with him above me. “You are not going anywhere.” He says, grinding his hardness against my pussy. Less than thirty minutes ago, he was inside me, chasing his orgasm. But my need for him started to grow with every passing second. Wetness pooled between my legs. I don’t have the panties on. My shirt rode up when he tossed me on the bed, leaving me exposed for his sweet torture. “I am sore...Oh my gosh...” I didn’t get to complete the sentence before before he slide inside me. My eyes rolled back, my lips parted with the fullness. “You