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.HANA I don't remember how I reached my house and how I cleaned everything. I took my phone to find twelve missed calls from Bash. I longed about how things could have been if I hadn't met Leo this morning and if Bash hadn't worn his asshole personality this evening. But why did he ask me if I knew he was there in the cottage that not? It's midnight, and my tears have dried, my eyes burned, and my head starts hurting. The depression part is over. Now, I am pissed at everyone and everything. I wished for a miracle so that I could sleep like I did yesterday. I heard a knock, and I sighed. I knew it was him without even looking. I must be insane. Instead of opening the door, I called him through the mobile. He picked after the first ring. "Go away, I don't wanna see your face." "I have a pry bar." He warned and hung up. The audacity he has. How is it possible for a person to get angry when the mistake is on his side? I stomped to the door and opened it just to find him le
HANA Bash had a haircut. He used to have straight shoulder-cut hair. Now, it was cut short around the back and sides, blending into the top length. He is wearing a tux over a white shirt. I opened the door and rushed back into my bedroom to fetch my wallet. He stayed in my doorway, resting his shoulder on the door, crossing his foot and shoving his hands in his pocket. Now I understood the look Shalini talked about. 'He looked at you the way every other girl out there wants to be looked.' He didn't say anything. He simply stared at me in awe. "Stop," He said when I got closer to him. "Just stand there." I uncomfortably stood there on my heels while he continued his stare with a smile of appreciation. He took a step forward, he pointed to the door, "Up from there, you look hot. But from here," He ruffled my front bangs like I was a kid. I jerked my head, fuming at him, "You look cute." He has to buckle his knees to reach my height, "How do yo
BASH "Bash, stop." Hana tried to smack my hand away, burying her head in the hole of my neck. "One more," I breathed, rubbing her clit with my thumb. She held my hand, trying to pull it away, "Enough," She panted. As if I would listen. "Hush, Bee." But I forgot that my Bee bites. She took my chin between her teeth because it was the only skin on my face she had access to. I slid my finger inside her hot wet pussy, and my dick instantly twitched at the mere thought of feeling inside her. She arced back with another gasp. I started to like every fucking sound that came out of her mouth. She clutched onto my tux tightly. I could see the white of her knuckles and this will be forever etched into my memory. I pulled my finger out and slid back in while rubbing her clit with my thumb. She pulled her head back from my neck with a determination in her eyes. "You are not gonna leave me now, are you?" I smiled and kissed her lips softly before takin
HANAI stood at Bash's front door , gazing at the two men in confusion. Ahmet was carrying a bag while Bash was carrying my heels. But why is he carrying my heels? I hastened towards him to retrieve my heels. Instead of simply handing them over, he placed his hand on my bare back and ushered me inside.Upon entering his bedroom, he promptly fetched a towel to dry me off. My vision was enveloped in white as he covered my head, attending to my wet hair."You could use a towel too," I murmured. "I'll shower. How about you?I shook my head. He took out one of his white t- shirts and handed me to change. He went to the bath leaving me alone with my thoughts. He was hard earlier. He gave me two blissful orgasam. I wanted to return the favour. I thought I was ready. Maybe I was ready until I met Leo yesterday. I slept with boys before. I had evolved from wincing to a man's touch to willingly going into his arms. Everything changed because of the wedding that never took place. I don't wanna b
HANA Ever since the surgery, I was so scared about sex. I lost the confidence I built for days, and one night is all it took for Bash to prove that it's no big deal. To bleed again for the first time felt nothing. In fact, I was left thinking about the other things; every kiss, every touch, every breath and every lingering gaze. Here I am, lying on Bash's bed, staring at his watch, sitting quietly on the bedside table and smiling to myself. My body is still sore but my heart feels good. Our clothes from last night are discarded everywhere on the floor. I picked out the shirt I wore for a brief moment last night before he removed it from me. I haven't worn any of my boyfriend's shirts before especially after sex. It feels too intimate, and I was always used to feel disconnected from them. But today, I didn't hesitate to pick Bash's shirt. Because I am a fool. He was gentle, and that's all it took for me to fall for him. I got down expecting Bash, cooking breakfast in
BASH "Teach me sign language," She asked me. "Thank you so much, Bash, for accepting me as your student." She said before I spoke anything and started to jump like a kid on my bed while I walked into my closet to pick a suit to wear, and she followed me. "I always want to learn a new language and talk seriously in public while they look at us as if we are some special agents." I chuckled, listening to her fantasies. "Why would they think that we are some special agents when we talk in a foreign language?" I asked her. "Because that's how we should talk as if we or on a special mission." She beamed, her cheeks raised into a dimpled smile. I couldn't help but touch her dimple with my lips before they disappeared. She hasn't been accustomed to these random kisses yet. Whenever I kissed her when she was least expecting, she paused her work and stared at me for a second. Her cheeks flushed, and she continued her work again just like how she is doing now, starin
HANA It's funny how I trusted him so blindly that I walked into this room with him without having second thoughts. We are falling onto the bed, his body over me and my hands flying to tuck him close. I moaned as my back hit the soft mattress. I was trying to feel his skin wherever possible while his hands slid over my thighs, making them wrap around his waist and he pulled closer just so I could feel his hardness right against my core. Bash sink in further into me, grinding against my pussy. We are just a few fabrics away. I moaned into his mouth. This has become my new favourite now. I love his weight on me. I love his body against mine. I was so sure we were going to have sex, and surprisingly, I was ready for it because I had been feeling empty ever since I stepped out of Bash's car. and I hadn't realised that until I was under him now. Bash pulled back, his eyes intently searching mine. I couldn't read his mind but one thing I know is that he is angry and he is als
A FEW YEARS AGO I recoiled with a shudder when I heard a thud, Leo fell onto the floor. My father stepped further and slapped him hard while my mom tried to pull him back. "What the fuck did you do? How do I clean this mess?" He turned towards my mom, "How are we gonna clean this mess? We are in an important phase of our life. We are having the fucking Khatuns for dinner. They are expecting our whole family. What are we supposed to do with Hana?" My mother tried her best to calm him down. "It's okay. We can make an excuse for her." "Let's take her to a doctor." My aunt suggested. My mom glared at her, making her shrink back into the chair she sat in. "Going to the hospital is risky. We cannot get this news out, do you all understand?" My father warned the three people in the room. "My son is in medical school. He will know something." I heard my aunt say. "Do not involve Micheal in this." Leo barked at her. "Shut the fuck