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Chapter 18: You really want to know?
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Daisy"People who betray me and go behind my back, who put my family in danger and who think betrayal and theft is acceptable...what happens is, they die."I'm still holding Antonio's gun when he turns to me and gives me that one look. Questioning if I want to ask him anything else or not.I step forward and place my hand on his, edging for him to step back and let me finish what I started. He listens to what I'm saying hopefully getting that I need this but he doesn't go very far. His hands stay gripped on my waist."Was I ever good enough for you?" That is all I ask. He's turning pale. I guess that's what happens when you shoot someone and they lose plenty of blood.I remember Antonio telling me once that it's therapeutic. Listening to the sounds and grunts of something like this happening to someone I didn't believe him. Not because I thought he was lying as such but I genuinely thought that listening to someone's screams of pain was the worst.But he was right.He's always right.
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Antonio "You look good these days," my mom says as she stands beside me at the kitchen counter. Over the last week, I've managed to get Daisy all packed up in her apartment and settled in here. She's been spending a lot of time doing online classes for mental health, learning new things, and exploring different ways to manage her own issues while trying to get a degree for herself."Yeah. I've actually got something to tell you," I explain. My mother and father are going back to Italy this coming weekend. Now that the new year has passed, I need to explain what will be happening in the next couple of months."Go on?""Me and Daisy are getting Married" I explain as I sift through the cupboards to get Clara her snack. It's currently snowing outside and she has been making snow angels and snow princesses as Daisy called it all morning."I'm- well I hate to break it to you honey but- you're already married" she laughs. When we got back here my mother took it upon herself to take Daisy a
A Sinners Gamble Chapter 46: heartfelt
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Antonio With the bath running and Daisy holding herself back, I'm tired of wanting her to see what I see, so I take her hand and pull her further in.The bath isn't big enough for both of us, but I want her to enjoy a soak while I find something to make her so we can watch some TV in bed before I go home and watch over my daughter.Our daughter.Once she's in the bath I take myself out of the bathroom so she doesn't feel nervous about undressing in front of me. Not that she should be nervous. She's still my fucking wife. She's still the most beautiful woman I have ever laid eyes on and she will see that by the end of tonight."You good?" I ask through the door.Her contented sigh and a simple "Yes" is what settles my mind. I know she has problems and I know she's had to face such shit since she left New York the last time but this feels like it can be fixed.Not everything is unfixable and not everything is as easy as tossing money to the situation I know but I want her to feel like
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A Sinners Gamble Chapter 41: Lonely
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