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2021-01-20 11:37:18Nicole had just finished breakfast when Marie came running in. She hooked her by the arm and led her outside. She had just gotten back two days ago and her friend never left her side. Marie looked around and finally sat them down and pulled a letter from her pocket. She handed it to Nicole and Nicole began to shake.
"Marie?"
"I wrote to him and I am having his letters sent to me so I can give them to you. You can do the same."
"Why? You know what he did."
"And also know how you've been since he left and your father kicked him out."
"Marie...I"
"Just read it."
She took it out and began to cry. She hugged Marie and walked upstairs. She hurt so much just hearing from him and even though he apologized she couldn't get over it. How could she? She pulled out a piece of paper and wrote back and she hoped she would understand just how much it hurts and she thought this was the best way.
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