It’s been centuries since I got this dressed up, yet here I am dressing for the same reason I did then.
Today is the autumnal equinox, one of the two times of the year when the sun is exactly above the equator making day and night equal in length. The other time this occurs is called the vernal equinox. To celebrate, supernaturals gather among their kind in hopes of finding their soulmate. However, for thousands of years during the autumnal equinox, the delegation has hosted the Autumnal Ball, allowing supernaturals from all corners of the globe to come together at the Kartheca to try to find their animai among other species. The last time I attended was in the 1500s and that was only for the novelty of it. This time is different.
While everyone will be attending hoping to find their animais, I’ve already found mine; he just doesn’t want anything to do with me. This would have been another year I avoided this event but for some unknown reason, me and my brother were personally requested by the delegation to make an appearance. We’re used to them reaching out regarding eyti matters and we receive the ball invitations every year out of courtesy, but we’ve never had a face-to-face request before. I wanted to say no, but Ayawamat insisted we attend. I don’t know why he’s eager all of a sudden. He thinks being restricted to one soulmate for the rest of your life is cruel and unusual torture. I try not to overanalyse the bizarre inner workings of my brother’s mind; it’ll only give me a headache.
I walk over to the dresser, pick up a pair of gold, hollow, leaf earrings with turquoise and rhinestone tassels, and hook them in my ears as I walk back to the mirror and examine myself. I’ve paired the earrings with a beautiful squash blossom necklace in gold vermeil with turquoise cabochons that meet at a Naja – or inverted moon. It’s an absolutely beautiful piece made by a Navajo artist named Leon F. Kirlie. Seeing as how Jartre created my brother and me in the image of the native people of this land and many of their stories were inspired by us, I feel very connected to the native people in a spiritual way and love to honour them whenever I can.
For tonight’s festivities, I’m wearing a gorgeous turquoise, cream and gold, strapless mermaid dress with a sweetheart neckline featuring an eye-catching tribal pattern on the fabric. The shoes are six-inch turquoise stilettoes with gold pointed tips and a delicate glittering gold metal woven around the leather. I’ve pulled my hair back into a high pony that splits into two braids that hang down over my shoulders. The final piece of the ensemble is my bracelet. I’ve had this bracelet for thousands of years and never take it off. It’s a large teardrop opal encased in silver metalwork that wraps around and up my wrist to resemble a feather. While I’m immune to the eyti, I don’t like to use my abilities on them unless I absolutely have to. This allows me to incapacitate them without killing them, which eases my conscience.
Overall, this is the most effort I have put into my appearance in a long time, but I think I’ve managed to pull it off. No make up though. I’ve personally never enjoyed it. It makes me feel like I’m wearing a mask, and my skin feels as though it’s suffocating.
As I continue to examine myself in the mirror, I hear a light tap at my door.
“Come in,” I call out, grasping the bust of my dress and tugging it up a fraction.
From the mirror I watch Ayawamat enter my room, his eyes widening as he spots me.
“Wow…Orenda…you look stunning,” he breathes out.
I smile at his reflection, “You look quite dashing yourself.”
Ever the standout, my brother is dressed in a matching suit jacket and pants with a green, pink, white and blue gradient over a green turtleneck that perfectly matches his rainbow leather pointed-toe dress shoes. Sometimes I think my brother should have been made into a peacock instead of a raitruum.
“Did you match your attire to your eyes?” I inquire.
“That I did,” he grins, “And I look good, don’t I?”
“Handsome from head to toe,” I admit as I turn to face him, “Are you ready to go?”
“Not just yet, I was hoping you could do my hair.”
I smile softly, “Would be my pleasure.”
I walk over and sit on the edge of the bed, patting the spot in front of me. Ayawamat walks over and happily sits beside me, turning his back to me and handing me his brush.
“How would you like it?”
“I think I’d like two simple braids, nothing as elaborate as what you’ve got going on.”
“Like you could even pull it off,” I scoff as I gently brush through his hair, then begin working on his braids. “Aya?”
“Hmm?”
“Why are you so eager to go to this thing? You’re not hoping to meet your animai are you?” I tease.
“For that, you can wash your mouth out with soap,” he says appalled.
I chuckle, “Okay, if it’s not that, then what?”
“I’ve been thinking about that battle the other month.”
“Not to be confused with all those other battles,” I tease further.
He throws me a dirty look. I bite my lips together to keep from laughing and let him continue.
“We’ve been alive a very long time and in all that time I’ve never seen supernaturals from all walks of life gather together and fight as one like that. The fact that we were kept out for the worst of it made me feel like we were…being excluded.”
“You wanted to fight?”
“I wanted to feel like we were needed; like it wasn’t just us looking in as always. We’re called on when needed, but even that is rare. So many people still don’t even know we exist,” he says in frustration. "We're older than the Delegation, yet they are respected, and we are myths."
I sigh, understanding how he feels. I can’t count how many times I’ve swooped in to save someone’s life only to hear the deflating words that they have no idea what a raitruum is. Being the only two of our kind has its many downfalls and that is one of them.
“I just thought maybe attending the Autumnal Ball would give us a chance to be seen by the supernatural community.”
“I understand where you’re coming from and am completely behind this. But just for the record, if you had wanted to find your animai, I’d have supported that too,” I say sweetly.
“Never going to happen. Besides, why are you so sure Zarseti would even give me one? You don’t see all her daughters paired up.”
“Because I believe if there was someone for me, there’s someone for you.” I place his braids over his shoulders and line them up on his chest. “All done.”
He gets up and examines my handiwork in the mirror, gracing me with a bright smile, “Perfect as always. Now we can go.” He holds out his hand to help me up which I eagerly take.
As we proceed down the stairs, I notice my brother eyeing my dress.
“What are you looking at?”
“Nothing. Just admiring how stunning the dress is. Where did you get it?”
“Tituba made it for me,” I say proudly.
He blinks in surprise, “You didn’t wish for it, did you?”
“Gods no!” I gasp, “I would never do something so cruel. Just because she has chosen to use her abilities as a visum to help others as penance for her past indiscretions, does not mean I would ever take advantage of her. When I say she made the dress, I mean she made it with her own two hands. She’s quite the designer.”
“How am I only just finding out about this? And how does a visum who lives in the mountains manage to manufacture a gown like that anyway?” he asks suspiciously.
I roll my eyes, “We turn into birds and fly, yet a visum in the mountains sewing dresses is the thing you find impossible to believe.”
“What can I say, I’m a unique character. Now, speaking of flying…”
We exit the house and make our way onto the grass, my heels sinking into the dirt with each step I take. I focus on feeling the power within me take hold, and as a burst of electricity shoots through my body my human form is quickly replaced with my raitruum form along with my brother. I stretch out my thirty-foot-long wings, feeling the breeze between my feathers as I bring myself to my full fifteen-foot height. I feel my power and strength coursing through me like a livewire. In this form, everything is heightened. I hear beyond what I could in human form, smell scents I was completely unaware of and see up to five miles away.I look over at my brother as he flaps his wings, the bright gold of his feathers that fade into electric blue glowing majestically like they were being lit from within. In bird form, we are identical in every way but scent, so only certain beings can tell us apart. But since we tend to handle our duties solo to keep us spread out, that issue doesn’t come up mu
Okay, I’m ready for bed.Besides living with my brother, I’ve been a very solitary being for thousands of years. The most social interactions I experience are when I interact with the Delegation or save someone’s life. Apart from that, I’m happy to do my own thing, so all these back-to-back discussions with so many people wanting to get to know me are a bit overwhelming. The selfies, on the other hand, were going a bit far for some of them, but I suppose they wanted visual proof they met a raitruum.The moment I’m given a chance to breathe, I race over to the buffet, pull up the bust of my dress once again and help myself to some eclairs. I’m just digging into my second when I feel a wave of serenity wash over me as arms wrap around me from behind. I glance down and see gold flecks of glitter buried against ivory skin. I look behind me to see a bright smile and golden eyes twinkling up at me.“Kamelya, you startled me,” I chuckle, putting my éclair down and turning to hug her.“Those
“I’m so sorry to interrupt, but you’re Orenda, aren’t you?” asks the blonde woman, her turquoise eyes shining with hope.“That would be me, I’m sorry, do we know each other?” I ask curiously, trying to place her face.She’s toned and beautiful in a one-sleeved, glittering, turquoise gown with a sweetheart neckline and a slit up to her hip with a bustle of turquoise silk flowing from her hip accentuating her curves. The shoes make quite the statement being eight-inch holographic platforms with diamond straps and a diamond starflower as the buckle. She looks like royalty but based on the familiar energy, I’m going to guess an Alpha, which makes the handsome gentleman with his arm around her, her Luna. His jet black hair is tied back in a half-up pony and is in a matching three-piece turquoise suit with a white button-down and white tie, with turquoise suede loafers with gold tipped toes.I’ve never had the privilege of meeting a male Luna before. I’ve met a few female Alphas in my time,
Not a moment later, I feel my entire body become rigid. An intense, overwhelming wave of energy comes over me almost knocking me off my feet, and it takes all of me to remain standing. I can feel it approaching like a cold, dense fog skimming across the water and cloaking the land with a cloud of unease. I’d know that feeling anywhere. A feeling I should loathe and shiver at, but I don’t. It makes my body feel alive and my essram rejoice in ways I can’t begin to explain. It feels like a black hole sucking me into its depths, and never have I wanted something so much in my whole life. As disturbing as that thought should be, it brings me nothing but comfort.I look to the end of the ballroom, my heart skipping several beats as that energy intensifies. A moment later, the grand double doors are pushed open, and stepping over the threshold without a single care is none other than Azadou himself.The God of Malice.The Demon God.My animai.His bright purple eyes glance around the room wit
With a deep and unyielding sense of solicitude coursing through me, I race over to the mirror, tearing the vestiges of human modesty from my torso and stare at my reflection in the mirror. My brows furrow, the complete maelstrom of my thoughts clear on my face as with a faltering hand I touch my chest – searching – but there’s nothing.How did she do it?Outside of the Gods, no being has ever willingly touched me. No being ever dared. Is she that vacuous or just ruled by a sense of self-abandonment, lacking in any notions of self-preservation? More importantly…nothing came of her touch. She showed no fear or hesitation as she placed her hand upon my chest. I saw no hatred or disgust in those prism eyes. She looked upon me, pleading, beseeching; her voice soft, confident and firm, yet the very sound of it seemed to cast a spell of calmness upon my being.For the first time since I was torn into this world, I felt frozen. I watched and waited for the malice to take her over…but it never
Ever since the Autumnal Ball I find myself flying on frequent patrols just to distract myself from reliving the events of that evening over and over again in my mind. I feel like I’m experiencing Groundhog Day. I wake up and set off on patrol only to come home and find my mind plagued by the memory of what it felt like to be in the presence of my animai. To be close enough to touch him and yet still unable to feel that touch. To experience the penetrating stare of his piercing, purple eyes and breathe in his intoxicating scent only for him to just disappear from my life without a word once again. He has neither rejected me nor left me with any inkling that I will ever see him again. This is my hell. Condemned there by my own soulmate.Ayawamat does his best to lift my spirits, but what can he do? How do you mend a broken heart that was broken by being denied true love? Even to me, it sounds unhinged. Every day I try over and over to call upon Merlos for answers, yet day after day she
“You really are a magnificent sight to behold,” suddenly announces a somewhat familiar and enchanting voice. The coldness around me lifts, replaced by warmth as I turn my head, locking on a set of bright silver eyes smiling up at me as long strands of dark, forest green hair swirl around her radiant face in the breeze.I channel the electricity through my body as I transform back into my human form and face the Goddess before me, bowing my head with respect.“Goddess of Light,” I greet her honourably.“Nope, still not used to that one. Man, does that sound weird,” she chuckles. “Please call me Gabriella,” she says warmly.“I’m Orenda…but I’m pretty sure you already knew that,” I respond with a playful smile, reaching out and shaking her hand, my body immediately feeling light and airy from the contact.“Due to all the craziness we haven’t had a chance to get to know each other, or for me to tell you just how in awe I am of you and your brother,” she says reverently.I can’t help but b
Without warning, Azadou takes a menacing step towards me, forcing me to back up in retreat but he doesn’t stop. He keeps pressing forward, forcing me to step back until my back hits the edge of the banister, making me wince in pain.“How the fuck did you get in here?” he snarls.I gulp. Again, not from fear. No. I gulp from what the sound of his voice does to me! That deep, base tone of his voice has replayed itself over and over in my mind since the first time I heard it, but my memories haven’t done it justice. It sounds so much better in person.“I was sent here,” I answer him, taking in a deep breath and basking in his scent as my mouth begins to salivate. He smells like the remnants of ash left as a fire burns down. There’s a coldness to that scent and yet it smells calming and alluring, like it’s where I’m meant to be.“Why?” he presses coldly, refusing to allow me the peace of my thoughts or this moment of closeness with him.“Because I want to know what you did to the eyti,” I
Walking up the stairs to my bedroom I still can’t wipe the smile off my face. It wasn’t until tonight that I realised that most – if not all – of my friendships are based around duty and necessity. Spending time with Invidia I see what a real friendship should be like; fun, relaxing and somewhere to turn when you’re at your lowest. Having a few drinks and dancing the night away was exactly what I needed to distract myself from everything going on in my life.As I reach the top of the stairs I freeze in place, the mild spinning of my inebriated mind suddenly being hit with clarity as I feel a blanket of coldness covering the third floor. My eyes focus on my closed bedroom door as I try to envision what – or more accurately who – I will find on the other side. For a second, I consider turning around and trying to sneak out of the house, but I quickly dismiss the cowardly thought. Between the two of us, that’s his style, not mine.I take a deep breath, steel myself, and walk towards my d
I immediately begin choking on my drink and have to put it down to catch my breath. I stare wide-eyed, the implication of her words leaving a nasty taste in my mouth. She patiently waits, her dark eyes watching me with innocent curiosity. I swear that expression teamed with her question reminds me so much of Ayawamat. That’s the kind of thing he would say and look just as innocent while saying it.“We are by no means brother and sister,” I correct, coughing to clear the rasp in my voice. “Yes, Jartre made us both, but not in the same way. I mean, he’s a God and I’m not. Jartre used his ability that allows him to tear through the fabric of the universe to tear away his own malice, but it was so powerful and ultimately still a fundamental part of his being, so it ended up manifesting in the form of Azadou,” I explain.“Right… Okay, so then, wouldn’t that kind of make Azadou his twin? If he’s like the evil version of your dad, doesn’t that make him like your uncle?” she continues looking
Stepping into Superno, I try to peer around the people in the crowd packed together like sardines. Eventually, I manage to spot distinctive, wavy white hair as a strobe light bounces off it. Feeling excited, I make my way over to the booth to find Invidia happily sipping on a fruity-looking cocktail. As soon as she spots me she lets out an excited shriek, hurrying to finish the sip of her drink while simultaneously placing her cocktail on the table.“You made it!” she cheers, leaping from her seat and rushing over to pull me into a hug that I eagerly return.“Of course, I did!” I giggle.The two of us are bouncing with excitement, squeezing each other tight as we sway from side to side like two twenty-something-year-old best friends who haven’t seen each other in two days but it feels like years. I’ve never had this before, this kind of friendship. Someone who just wants to spend time with me because they enjoy my company and are so genuinely thrilled to see me. It’s infectious and I
I watch, stunned by my actions – though doing my best to hide it – as Azadou casually turns his head to glance at his back. He glances up at me, his face expressionless and my own emotions becoming so amplified I can’t even get a lock on what he’s feeling right now.“That tickled,” he deadpans.Have you ever seen that moment in an anime where a character just turns red and keels over? That’s what my brain is doing at this very moment.It tickled. It fucking tickled. Of course, it did! He’s a God. I may harness the same power as Jartre, but when it comes to conjuring lightning, my bolts only contain a fraction of the power the Gods hold.Azadou turns his head away for a moment and then proceeds to sit down on the sofa, resting his elbows on his knees.“I discovered the anomaly the night I woke you up,” he states with a suggestive glint in his eyes.I feel my cheeks begin to flush at the memory, but I refuse to get distracted.“You mean the surges?” I press.“They’re not coming from eyt
I stare up at the dark and decrepit-looking mansion nestled among the trees of Hoia-Baciu Forest. It’s four-story’s high, and aside from the numerous windows, the structure almost looks like it was carved from a giant rock. It’s built – or likely conjured – from stones of charcoal grey, with spires lining the edges of the roof as if screaming to the world not to touch or come near it. I’ve never looked at a home’s exterior and thought it resembled a living person, but everything about the home Azadou built for himself screams him: dark, scary, isolated and threatening all who come near.I make my way up the winding stone steps, my heart lodging itself in my throat as I approach the front door. As I raise my fist to knock, I sense that addictive cold presence that stops my breath short as the door swings open, revealing Azadou in all his glory.“Which God dropped you at my door this time?” he accuses.“None. I flew here myself,” I correct him.His perfect black brow arches as his pierc
“Since we don’t want to add to any tension or frankly endure the smell any longer, perhaps we can address the reason we called you here and then we can all go on our way?” I suggest.Isolde nods, “Of course, I apologise for us getting off track,” Isolde says contritely. “Though I’m not sure why I would be needed regarding eyti matters,” she adds with confusion.“Over the past few weeks, my brother and I have encountered rare eyti surges; the kind that would only occur if they were gathering in great numbers,” I begin.“Like when they were converging on Invictus,” Fatma surmises. I nod in agreement.“The strange part is that when either of us have followed the source of the surge there were never any eyti to be seen. It was just like they evaporated out of thin air,” Aya continues.“But the eyti can’t just vanish,” Ecrin argues in confusion, “They may be shadows, but they leave a scent behind just the same as everything else.”“So you can understand why we have both been concerned and
As Ayawamat and I approach the front doors of the Kartheca side by side, we are greeted by the familiar and welcoming faces of Ecrin and Fatma.“Impeccable timing as always,” Ecrin praises.As they step outside into the mid-day sun the traces of gold in their skin begin to sparkle and twinkle making them appear as two wingless ethereal fairies, their natural calming energy covering us in a blanket of peaceful serenity. Ecrin stands at 5’9”, her body the definition of an hourglass, her thick, voluminous ebony hair hanging straight as a pin to her waist. Past the glitters of gold, her skin is a rich, warm, syrup-brown making the gold of her eyes give off an amber tone until the sunlight hits them revealing their natural intense gold. Her nose is pinched, and her top lip is a bit fuller than her bottom lip making her devoid of a cupid’s bow.On the other hand, Fatma is 6’2” with a slender frame so thin her collarbones have full definition. Her hair is a fraction darker than Ecrin’s and d
I laugh so hard I choke on my drink, forcing me to place it down as I catch my breath and smile at Invidia sitting beside me.“Why did you blow a hole in the Great Wall of China?” I laugh in bewilderment.Invidia laughs, swallowing the sip of her drink. “It was an accident, and I was like sixteen. There was some creepy bug crawling on me, and I went to flick it off and then the next thing I know there’s a huge-ass hole in one of the most historical landmarks in the world.”“And no one noticed?” I ask dubiously.“Oh, lots of people noticed, but my mother just erased their memories and repaired the wall like it never happened,” she shrugs.“Smart thinking on your mother’s part,” I praise, sipping my drink.“Smartest woman I know,” she says with a thoughtful smile.“I hope you don’t mind me asking, but what were you doing in the middle of nowhere in Madagascar of all places?” I ask curiously.“Hunting, I guess you could say,” she answers reticently.“Hunting what?” I quiz, my brows knitt
Sitting around letting my mind race was not getting me anywhere and I was not up for a chat with my brother. He’s either likely to make more jokes or say something that is going to earn him a bolt of lightning to his ass – though knowing him, he might enjoy that. So, after putting on a load of washing I decide to go on patrol.Flying above the clouds is where I feel the most peace. There is nothing more magical than being in the sky and experiencing a terminator with your very own eyes, or even better, flying right through it. No, I don’t mean the AI robots from the future, I mean the moving line where the planet is divided into day and night. Chasing it is one of my and Aya’s favourite pastimes. In the sky, there is no drama, pain or strife. Just vast space as far as the eye can see and boundless serenity. Down on land, however, is another story.While flying over Madagascar my feathers prickle as I detect the presence of eyti somewhere down below. I dive down closer to the Earth and