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Chapter 71: I'm Not Your Luna pt 1 - Amelia
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2022-05-07 00:00:57
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“WHAT THE HELL HAVE YOU DONE?! GO BACK! GO BACK AND FIX IT!” Ace screams as he claws away furiously in my mind. He wants to shift and go and comfort Amelia and Zara and it’s taking everything I have to keep him contained. I make my way out to the back of the packhouse and slump down on a nearby bench with my head in my hands. The tears break past the waterline, and I don’t bother to hold them back. Sobs wrack my body as my heart feels like someone just punched their fist directly through it and are pumping it with lupine. I knew that conversation would go about as well as trying to ice skate uphill, but it ended up being so much worse. “Because of you! I told you repeatedly I am fine with being a Luna, I want to be a Luna. I want to join this pack, I want to be with Zara and Amelia, but you’re too busy thinking like a neanderthal. Amelia is right, your mother’s stupid points of view are in your head and you’re holding onto them like the universe will crumble if you let them go. You’d
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I don’t know how long I sat on the floor of the conference room wallowing in self-pity and heartache. The concept of time no longer mattered to me. I wanted to stay there and cry until it felt like I’d cried my soul out of my body, but a nagging voice in the back of my mind reminded me that I have a duty to my pack. My pack needs me, they need me to be strong. I can’t afford to crumble now, not after we’ve just suffered a loss. My pack needs to see me being strong, not because emotions are a weakness but because they are all scared and sad and they need to find strength somewhere and that person is me. I have to be their pillar, if I fall apart they will too, and I can’t have that. I can cry when I’m alone in my room, but that’s for night-time, right now it’s time to be the fucking Alpha I am, even if I have to do it without Marcus. Just thinking that causes pain to lance through me, but I swallow it down like the bitter pill it is. I pick myself up off the floor – as I have so many
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It’s been five days since Kylie’s death, which means it’s been five days of vigorous training with the pack. No one is holding back. Everyone is excelling with target practice and learning to use guns. We’ve always had access to a large selection of weapons, including guns, but never have we felt a need to master them as we are now. It’s mostly reserved for pack members who wish to be a warrior but are unable to shift. We train them in weapons to give them something to compensate for a lack of wolf. Our weapons are all modified, and custom made to fight various supernatural enemies. In this case, we have to be cautious because the weapons we use on our enemy are lethal to us as well, so we can’t just go into this arrogantly. Marcus is still back at this pack handling whatever he needs to handle, but we are in communication, even if that communication feels awkward at the best of times. He insisted I take down my barrier and I reluctantly did so. I know that sounds selfish because wi
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Being without Amelia before we marked was the shittiest period of my life but being marked to her and being away from her takes the fucking cake. What made it even more unbearable was she’d put up a barrier so I couldn’t link her or feel anything she felt. At first, I accepted it but then it was starting to piss me off. So I texted her and kindly asked her to take it down, which she did. I both regret and don’t regret making her do it. On one hand, I’m relieved to feel our connection, but on the other hand, I can feel her sadness, her grief, her loneliness and her anxiety and it’s eating away at me. I should be with her, but I know part of her problems are caused by me. Breaking the news to my parents that not only was I marked and mated but I was leaving the pack and joining another pack as a Luna, received mixed reviews. Dad was over the fucking moon. I mean, he was radiating joy and pride. He respects hierarchy, respects our Goddess and hearing his son just ranked up and will be r
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It’s hard to fight when you’re worried about the person you love who – for Goddess knows what reason – has shifted into their human form to fight and is trading blows with some naked fucktard. Turns out I am not mentally equipped to handle that. She’s healing faster than I expected but she’s still pretty banged up so this is an uneven fight in so many ways. The fucker clearly hung back waiting for his army of wolves to wear her down so he can swoop in and take an easy win. What a weak fucking prick. Too scared to take her on a full strength so he waits till she’s vulnerable. Even then she’s terrific. She’s effortlessly dodging his attacks, but she’s not making any of her own, which I don’t get. “She’s stalling. She’s waiting for Zara to regain her energy,” Ace informs me. “Huh? How do you know that? Wait, that’s a thing?” I ask confused. “Zara and I have a very healthy relationship thank you very much. Zara and Amelia work as a team, everything they do is like a dance they’ve rehea
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We enter the main space, but he doesn’t stop, he pulls me straight into the bedroom and I can hear his heart beating faster. “Marcus, I– ” My words are silenced as he presses me against the door, devouring my lips and sucking the air right out of my lungs. My body’s reaction to him is automatic; instinctive. I fist the lapels of his jacket and pull him against me, needing to feel his body crush mine. Our lips are moving at a speed that screams hunger. “Hearing you stand up for me like that was one of the sexiest things I’ve ever fucking heard,” he growls seductively as he trails hot kisses down my neck as his hands explore my body. “I couldn’t stand her talking about you… like that,” I breathe out trying to remember how to speak as his kisses send tingles of pleasure right to my core. “Fuck, I love you,” he says as his mouth latches onto my mark and his hands knead my breasts through my corset. A cry of pleasure leaves me as his tongue lavishes my mark and wetness pools between my
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He did it. He really did it. I’m so elated that tears keep stinging my eyes, but I don’t care if people see me cry. Growing up I always figured I’d run this pack alone. That anyone the Goddess sent me wouldn’t want to be with an Alpha and certainly wouldn’t want to be a Luna. I tried to mentally prepare for it until the day Marcus blew into my life like a tornado. We have had highs and lows and through them, I still never thought we would be here. Marcus is now a member of this pack and its rightful Luna. I know he will care for everyone around him and fight to protect them; it’s who he is. I know that any fight or battle I face, he’ll be right there beside me and vice versa. We are one now in all the ways that matter. We’ve gone around chatting with pack members as he properly introduces himself to those he hasn’t met yet and receives welcomes and congratulations from everyone. My family and friends are so happy for him and for us and seeing them support Marcus, means the world to
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Inhale. Exhale. Repeat. If I just keep doing that I should be fine. Is this how women feel before their Luna ceremonies? How do they not puke? I have been in fights, I’ve fought battles, I’ve fought for my life, but this is the first time I’ve felt petrified. Becoming the leader of a pack isn’t scary, I’ve been left in charge of Aurum Obscuro plenty of times when Jasper had to travel for business, but this is different. I don’t regret my decision; I will be the Luna of the Invictus Pack, I’m not backing out, but I can’t stop wondering what people will think of me. I’m about to be the first fucking male Luna. News will spread faster than an STD at a frat house. Will it lead to more attacks? What if I blow up at Amelia again because of all this? “For Goddess sake, stop spiralling, you’re making me dizzy,” says Ace. “Sorry, I’m just nervous,” I mumble. “Really? I thought you were writing poetry,” he says rolling his eyes. “A little support wouldn’t kill you every now and then.” “
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I kick the door shut behind me, throwing us both onto the bed, her body trapped underneath me. I trace her Alpha’s Mark on her heaving chest with my tongue to the sound of breathy moans as she bucks her hips against me, her needy pussy seeking what it knows can bring it unmatched pleasure. I press into her, grinding my hard bulge against her pussy covered by her soaking panties. “Is this what you want?” I ask as I slide my hand into her dress massaging her breast while gliding my tongue up her neck. “No,” she breathes, and before I know it she’s flipped us so she’s on top. Fucking hell, this is a nice view. “This is what I want,” she says, her eyes and voice full of lust. “Show me,” I tell her as I glide my hands up her inner thighs. She quickly pulls off her dressing tossing it away, my eyes getting hypnotized by the way her tits bounce from the action. She guides my hands to her panties, her eyes on me with so much dominance… you’d think I’d feel weird about it, but it’s fucking t
