Marina's POV“When are you leaving? I just rejected your proposal.” I clicked my tongue as I eyed him.He seemed rather amused.“Sassy and hard to get, yeah? Fine, I'll leave you alone. You'll come crawling back to me.”“So you're threatening me now?” I raised my brows. This was fun.He said nothing as he rose up. He took one last long stare, raking all over my body as I hoped to not get caught before he tore his eyes away and disappeared.I could breathe again.“That's Varce Bosta, Incase you don't know. He normally doesn't have any interest in brunettes. Turning him down is crazy.” I didn't even realize that the bar girl was listening to our conversation. I found it rude.“If you want him, go have him then.” I said spitefully, afterwards regretting my decision. I wanted to kill him, but I wanted to fuck him too. It was such a tough battle.“Such a bitch, huh.” She glared then ignored me, even when I asked for another shot. Whatever.I stood up to leave and began to make my way throu
Marina's POVI woke up that morning due to a fake fire alarm system alert. We all got out of bed in a rush, thinking that truly, there was a fire, but it was all Varce.We rushed out of the building, only to see him standing there unbothered. When we were all out, the alert stopped. There was no fire. Why did he do that?“I'm the only one allowed to do this, and it will only happen once. It has happened already so that's done. I brought you out here this way because it was the best way to wake you guys up and keep you active. The adrenaline is pumping. Now, we are aware that there will be a party here tonight,”“Yes Captain.”’ We all chorused loudly in response.“Very Good. Sergey, come here.”He called out to me, and it shocked me. Especially after last night. What happened after? It was great to know he got back safely, although I wasn't meant to care. He should've died.in front of everyone, I took timid steps across the field and reached where he stood. He glanced at me for a se
Marina's POVAfter eating breakfast, I had a quick shower and everything for the party was going well. I stood by a corner and brought out my phone to text you know who.“Hey. You there?” I typed nervously, unsure of the outcome.If Varce had to ask me, it meant that he had probably asked everyone else about her whereabouts, and he also wasn't actually keeping tabs on her. Well that's great because if he was, he would've definitely caught me since she drove straight here from the club.My phone pinged almost immediately. At least she was online. She was unusually quiet. The Selena I know would've been blowing up my phone, talking about how excited she was about the party. Her brother must've really scared her and now that he's desperately looking for her, I hated to do this.“Why? Wanna hand me over to my brother?”I swallowed. Such a smart girl. Or maybe she was used to it.“He did ask me to lure you out. He's seriously looking for you. Are you hiding?”“I hope he's not bothering yo
Marina’s POVIt's my party alright, so whether I liked the smoke or not, I had to bear the whole thing. I couldn't hide away and Varce was having a great time watching me from across the hall, knowing fully well I couldn't stand the drugs. Such an asshole.The girls were all over the men, dancing like desperate whores. Well, some of the men were kind of hot, so I didn't blame them.Varce started to get irritable, he was even ignoring redheads and It was clear that he was bothered and restless. He didn't want to be here. After a while he approached me and asked me if I had gotten a hold of his sister.He obviously had no plans to yell at her and even if it did, it was secondary to his main plan. He was looking for me. “Any news about what I asked?” There was no smile on his face. At that point I knew I couldn't play around or make jokes.“No, I couldn't reach her. My message didn't even deliver. I tried calling too, but it didn't go through.” I lied through my teeth, hoping he wouldn'
Marina's POVI woke up with a splitting headache. I didn't even drink that much. All the guys got up and we were served hangover soup for breakfast. Now, it was time to clean up the mess we all created last night.The general large hall was a mess, littered with shattered glasses, used weapons, bottles, papers with hard drug remnants. Even the smell was terrible. All our guests left earlier in the morning and although we were all tired, we needed to clear up because it's part of what makes us men. As I worked, I didn't even notice Selena rushing at me until she bumped into me. I was speechless as she dragged me out excitedly. Her hair was up in a bun and she wore a green denim dress with white leather wedge heels.She looked ridiculous, but amazing.She took me to a corner, giggling like some huge secret was at the tip of her lips and she couldn't wait to spill it.“What?” I asked, removing my arm from her grip. She was bubbling with unfathomable energy, it was crazy. Does she ever
Marina's POVVarce had to go on a business trip, so he was going to be away for a week. It's been two days since he left alone, and Boris was in charge.Now that Varce was away, it felt like I could finally think. All I could breathe for the past one month was him and now, I knew I had to start looking for clues.Why did he kill my mom? If it wasn't him directly, why did he orchestrate or join in? How could he?I somehow crept into his office, an office I had only been into a couple of times before. Boris actually asked me to get him something earlier. I don't know if it's just me, but he has been acting really strange towards me, especially since Varce left. I noticed he didn't really approve of me after that day he confronted Varce but now, it was a bit obvious.He treated me differently, manifesting in the way he yelled at me and glared at me almost every time, like he didn't want me here and didn't hesitate to show it. I would've asked Oliver, but maybe he'll tell me I was just o
Varce’s POVTurns out, a change of scenery was all I needed. At the same time, this trip fell right into my lap.I'm the leader of all the gangs. I am famous, rich and hot. The only dent to me would be the fact that I lost part of my memories but still, how dare that woman run from me?She would come back. She would, when she sees what she has lost.For now, I'm receiving orders from higher ups. Mostly we hire bodyguards and stand guard for people in power. There was an event about a woman that apparently I had contacted before I lost my memories, even though now, I barely remember her.We met again and it was like I was seeing her for the first time, but the things she told me I said were quite similar to things I would definitely say.Yelena Romana. Quite elderly but drop dead gorgeous. I'm sure she was so beautiful when she was younger although that beauty barely diminished. She is a humanitarian and she held lots of charity events, based on what I know so far. She ran a chain of b
Marina's POVWhen I heard that Varce got shot the first thing that came to mind was how I should go and stay by his side until he recovered, but then I slapped myself hard across the face, shaking the thought away.He's a shitty boss that had something to do with my mom's death, of course I should wish him dead. Why didn't I want him dead? Because of a tiny stupid crush that won't go away?I'm crazy. Besides, he had Selena to take care of him.He was rushed to a hospital in the city but when he finally woke up, he immediately asked for his personal doctor and to be transferred to the main hospital down here. We haven't seen him yet, but I was dying to.I just wanted to see this face, to at least be sure he was okay. Selena didn't seem the least bothered. Actually, she has been coming here everyday since her brother left. I even caught her trying to talk to Oliver once but he was actively ignoring her. I dragged her away from there because it was now embarrassing. She's fucking pretty
Varce’s POVI've been toyed with. I guess, along the line, I forgot myself. I forgot who the hell I was. I had to show them that I was done playing games. After almost choking that crazy woman, Katerina to death, especially after she thought she could keep playing with me, she told me that one of my men paid her to do everything, but it would be breaking her code of conduct to reveal who it was.Based on what I knew, nobody really knew about our relationship, except Oliver and he wouldn't dare, even though I've been the worst boss.I guess that's why I decided to find solace in my girlfriend, so I made her follow me home, just for a little break, especially after all the blood shed I caused, just because I needed to remind others that I'm a very dangerous man. It would be fine if Marina didn't know that, so I had no reason to tell her, but I tell her everything else because she's so interested in everything I have to say.Something bizarre has also been happening. I've been getting
Marina's POVAfter crying for what felt like hours together, we began to reflect on everything that has led up to this point.“Why did you run away?” I asked, genuinely interested in the answer.She sighed and stared into nothingness for a while, that I even thought that she didn't hear me initially. Just before I would ask her again, she began to speak. She sounded like she was blinded by love, like she's had a taste of it and had no plans to ever leave that feeling.“Love. Love is such a beautiful thing, and it's a strong word. It makes you forget who you are sometimes, but maybe it's okay.”Yup, she is deep down.“Love made you run away? Where did you even meet someone like that, and are you two married?”It almost sounded crazy in my ears but deep down, I had a feeling that I understood her.She nodded her head as a response to my question before she began to explain how everything happened.“Yes, four years ago, we got married. A church, just the two of us, secretive. No one appr
Marina's POVVarce didn't tell me about the party he was hosting in the clan. All he did was keep me in his room, fuck me and bring food to me. At this point it was clear that he was fucking me and that he was gay. At least everyone managed to mind their business, which was great. The only rumors Oliver would bring to me from time to time was that Varce was actually bisexual and he was always hanging out with a woman called Rina. We laughed over it and it was great, Selena came to visit often too. The only issue was that I didn't deserve any of it. I deserve nothing good.I came out to attend the party with them for the first time in a while, and the party was messier than all the other parties. Varce had to be present so he apologized to me and told me to stay put until the party was over.He was killing me with love and sex. At some point, I actually wanted us to get married. It was insane. I nodded my head and he slipped into the crowd.All the gangs were present so I knew Malcol
Marina's POVMalcolm is sly and evil. He has the power to break us off but instead got me wrapped around his finger to do his bidding, while still delaying the inevitable. He wants to suck me dry, waiting for the perfect time to strike.I'm the biggest fool I know. Days ago, Varce asked me to come clean, but I couldn't do it. If I did, I would've accepted every punishment, and then Malcolm wouldn't have made everything so complicated.I tried to stop crying all the way home. Malcolm touched me, kissed my throat and graped me. I hated it so much I begged him to stop, and he did, saying he had all the time in the world. So for how long was he planning to drag this on for?Now I have two boyfriends and I have to spy on one for the other, great.He at least gave me back my clothes and let me go back to being Sergey, then he let me go.I could barely walk, my footsteps unsteady but I finally arrived at the clan. Varce wasn't around, apparently he has some issues in town so he went to deal
Marina's POVI woke up in an unfamiliar room. It wasn't so creepy, but it was unfamiliar alright? I was perfectly tucked on a bed and immediately I woke up, I got out of bed, shocked and trying to get my stressed brain to pick up traces of what happened.Right. I was with Karen, then…Oh shit! I got sedated?Something in the drink, I took major sips.I looked around the room and there was no one in sight, so I hastily headed for the door but when I opened it, I suddenly got pushed so hard I fell into the room again, hard and it hurt.When I raised my head in shock, Malcolm had entered the room and he was smiling maniacally at me. I crawled away from him as he kept stalking closer. I was breathing hard for no reason. Why the hell did he do this to me? His sister wasn't even in sight.“This pretty, gorgeous woman. You know I suspected the first time I met you. And now, it's true. Just take a look at your pretty face behind that dumb male makeup that's not fooling anyone, your gorgeous
Marina's POVIt's been a week. Things have been great, people have been growing either suspicious or jealous. Some believe that Varce is gay and we've been fucking in his room, based on the rumors. While I cared about the rumors, Varce couldn't give a fuck.As for Katerina Ivok, we've settled. She's crazy, but right from the start she meant well, although she had no idea what she was a part of initially.She's still so creepy, and is still giving Varce a hard time in telling him who shot him. Sometimes it's hard to believe she's actually on our side, considering the fact that she told me to my face that she's dying to eat my pussy and I should let her. She's insane. Apparently she's been interested in fucking me for the longest time now, and that explained the way she's been staring at me. Too bad I'm no lesbian so that would never happen. Hell, Varce won't even allow it. She visits once in a while then after, goes to kill. I'm scared to ask her if she has a hand in my mom's death t
Marina's POVFinally we got to the venue even though it was in no way close to the clan.It was a silly event but still, dignitaries were in attendance. I wasn't really used to these things since I was always hiding and my sister used to do all the work but now, I guess I had to face this one for Varce because I'm such a stupid girl in love.People were greeting him and I found out he was even more important than I thought, and that clan was just a tip of the iceberg. I felt his importance that day.They were all delighted to see me but for some reason, he didn't really introduce me to them fully. He just told them my name was Rina, so I went with it. He also told all that was willing to listen that I was his to have, and we were dating. I blushed until my face turned blood red. It was incredible how invested I also was into the relationship when I was supposed to be plotting ways to kill him.One guy approached us, eyeing my fit, staring right at my breasts. When Varce noticed, he i
Marina's POVVarce is such a sweetheart sometimes or when I'm horny. We entered the car swiftly but he still treated me with care. Soon we were on our way.This man had mints and sweets, even chocolate in his car, and it was totally unlike him. “Selena's handwork?” I asked and his lips lifted.“She's initiating me in the worst way as you can see. I got them for you. We'll be driving around very often and I want you to be as comfortable as you need to be.”“I can kiss you right now.” I said moaning in sheer delight, even though I didn't think it through.“Who says you can't? I don't mind.” He literally tapped his laps, telling me to climb on top to kiss him. That's dangerous and reckless!“You're driving. When we get back. No sex, I'm exhausted and I need to rest.”“Fine, but you'll suck my dick, and I'll eat your sore pussy. Such a great snack.”“Varce!”“I bet you're leaking and all wet for me right now. No need to pretend.”He was right. My panties were slowly getting soaked. Yes,
Marina's POVI had a taste of it, and began to want more. Varce really expected me to run away from him, instead of asking for more?It's been four days and I'm incredibly sore beyond measure. I can't do shit myself and for the first time, I didn't care what anyone was thinking. I just wanted to be taken care of by this man, and he passed the vibe check. I was practically living in his room, fucking him day and night. It was primal, ravenous, hot and dangerous but we didn't stop. We only stopped when I passed out or was about to drop dead.I've become such a sex addict and no, I'm not complaining at all. I loved every second of it, his face when he came, the sweat, the way he fucked me like he hated me. Gosh. You've got no idea.Two days later, he shocked me and did something weird. He came in with a sparkling beady blood red dress. It had thin sleeves that could snap at such a tiny pull. He also came in with a new gorgeous black suit.I was lying down with just his shorts on. I didn