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Felicia was quiet and contemplative on the way home. It was very late, and perhaps it was strain and exhaustion, but I doubted it. The revelation about her past was enough to make anyone pause and reflect upon things. I could have pummeled Clayton within an inch of his life for being so blunt with his memories. I helped her down the mountain. She held tightly to my arm, and I knew it wasn’t just for balance.
“Are you alright?” I finally ventured softly.
“Yes.” Her response was nearly inaudible.
“I’m sorry about Clayton.” My disapproval was evident in the growl I could hardly suppress. <
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