ROMANAt 33 I have achieved things that many people have died trying, I have control of the most prestigious multi-million dollar company in Seattle and in the countries where I have branches, I made my name when nobody believed in me, just as I made sure to eradicate the names of the people who stood in my way.Like my own father.He always told me that I would never be good enough, showed me this with his contempt as I grew up, so I decided to put self-pity aside and take a new approach, he watched me get the best awards in school projects, get the best grades in college, and little by little, saw me being much better than him at running the company, because I had one thing he didn't possess.The feeling of revenge, which made me want to climb up and outdo myself every second, in life I showed him that I could be better than him at everything, so when I turned 26 I managed to take 45% of the company's shares, which gave the old man a nice heart attack.But he wouldn't let it go chea
MARIANELLAThe next morning I am definitely detuned, my body is aching in a strangely familiar and satisfying way, my muscles are jelly-like as I slowly open my eyes and recognize Roman's room.It is then that I feel a weight around my belly, his arm is around me as he sleeps heavily on his stomach, I dare not move a muscle and risk waking him, he definitely looks tired after his performance yesterday.Dios mio and what a performance...He put me in positions that I thought were humanly impossible to do, when he said he wouldn't rush me, he meant every word, he took his sweet time in each of the positions and I just kept falling into his embrace, I was in his hands the way he promised.I think after that night I'm ruined for anyone else, no way back, there's no way anyone can get over the touch was imprinted on my body, it's even to blame for the burning in my ass.Carefully I pull his arm away from me and get out of bed, grab my purse and run to the bathroom to take care of my hygien
MARIANELLAThe night when we arrived at the club, my neurons were already fried, my mind had become hell again, and the moment I was supposed to relax only served to bring more paranoia into my head.Ever since I stepped in here, I've been on the run from Roman, he's in the vip area with Chris and Vance, and I made the excuse that I was going to meet Winter just to get away for a while.Speaking of Winter, her chin is on the floor until now, ever since I told her that I am engaged to a millionaire, she has not handled this fact very well, I don't blame her, I have not handled many things very well either, in fact I am handling everything very badly.I order two shots of tequila, I am sitting at the counter, with the two of them surrounding me, even with my back turned I feel Roman's gaze burning into my body, which makes the words choke in my mouth, my head is spinning a little, because of the first drinks I had when I arrived, I raise the shot of tequila to my eye level as if it were
MARIANELLAOne minute I was on his lap recovering from an orgasm and the next minute he had me on my feet and was dragging me down the stairs, crossing the club at a speed that I was having trouble keeping up with because of my heels.“ Roman wait," I shouted over the music, "we have to tell Esmeralda and Christopher that we are leaving?”“ That is if they are still here, which I highly doubt, they looked about to slit each other's throats or fuck in front of us, I'm not sure which would happen first “ he lunges back at me.He has a point, but still keeps moving impatiently, I cling to his side and try to keep up with his pace, he is much bigger than I am, so he can cross the corridor more easily and get to a place far away from the bar, but which is the opposite way to the exit we entered through, I don't understand what he is trying to do.Right next to the corridor there is a passage that is almost invisible, I think it is an emergency exit in it, but a security guard the size of a
MARIANELLA2 months laterThings were going well, too well to be true.My studio is at the end of its renovation, there was a lot to do, and since the day I signed the contract and took the keys, Roman pushed me in the direction of an architect, the same one who took care of the renovation of his apartment, and soon after that he dismissed me from the company, this last part was not so easy to accept.In a way I miss working there, I spent a lot of time there, but the truth is that I really miss seeing him every day, being there for him.To say that our relationship has evolved a lot is an understatement, I am practically living in his penthouse, we spend all the time when he is not at the company together, so I refused to think that this was an arrangement yet, at some point it became something more for both of us.He has taken care of everything for me, it is even annoying the way he sticks his snobbish nose into my needs and makes them his own, even if that need is a pot of ice cre
MARIANELLAA week later, I was a heap, literally running out of time, dividing myself between organizing the opening of the atelier and having enough dress models to do so, Winter has been working hard with me, but today in particular I have noticed something in her that is not just tiredness.There is definitely something wrong, she is very scattered and constantly grumbling in the corners when she sticks her finger on a pin, which she doesn't normally do, she is as careful about this as I am.Even more so, in fact.I am positioning the last pins with the lace through the dresses, when I am interrupted by my vibrating tablet, I groan when I see my mother's name on the screen, that's all I needed.I ask Winter if it's okay to answer it in front of her, she just confirms with her head and goes back to concentrating on her dress, I turn the table around and slide my finger over the screen to answer it.“ Hola cariño “ mamá greets with a joy that I am unable to reciprocate.“ Hola mamá “
MARIANELLAI wake up with the feeling that something is still very wrong, a silly and meaningless feeling, but powerful enough to make me roll from side to side in bed without any desire to get up.Today is a day off, we had finished everything for the opening, so we could have the luxury of a day on his penthouse, I asked Roman to spend the day here with Winter and his son Cole, he didn't mind one bit, if anything he encouraged me to use the space the way I wanted to since he was packed with appointments.I still miss being a part of it, being the person he relies on for everything, I know Milles has done a great job from what Roman tells me, but until a while ago this was the only life I knew, I am happy with my new phase, but I can't help but miss how things were before.Everything has changed so drastically fast, I still feel scared about it, I can hardly believe it, I am in a relationship, or at least it feels like one, and about to open my own business, what are the chances of t
MARIANELLAMy life plays like a movie in my head right now, I have no idea why, but it must have something to do with the way I am shaking when I pick up the cell phone, and slide my finger to answer the call.My mother's voice is a thin cry, I can feel it as if she is beside me, my heart is crushing in my chest, I am very afraid of what she is going to say now, I don't know if I can take it.“ Mamá, what happened? “ I swallow as I ask, I do so with much hesitation.“ Your papa cariño “ she cries strangled and I fall to my knees on the floor with it “ He suffered a heart attack this morning, he is in the hospital, he gave a terrifying scream while I was in the kitchen, I am so scared baby”.I cry, unable to pay attention to the phone, I grab the towel and cry out everything I've been holding on to all these days, the world has become cloudy around me, a dark gray that envelops me like a fog of chaos.I don't know what happened to my cell phone but it has slipped out of my hands, my vi