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Fight your battle

Author: Risky rits
last update Last Updated: 2023-08-24 22:33:52

"Scarlett's point of view,"

Suicide time Flashback***

My breathing is becoming increasingly difficult because I am drowning. I have no choice except to end my life.

For me, existence here is pointless; I see no reason to continue.

After all, for whom will I live? Since he took my kids away, we're already divorced, and my mother has passed away. I don't know why I should keep living.

I have a tremendously hard time breathing in the ocean. My body is submerged very deeply in the water. It's a good thing I can't swim because if I could, I would try to keep my body from sinking by swimming.

Well, it's easy to choose suicide, but the struggle with suicide is difficult. My throat is closing up, and my lungs require air, yet I don't want to live. However, this agony is not worse than the misery he gave me.

My brain has gradually shut down, and I am currently in a deep sleep. Now, I can't recall anything. I can only see darkness in front of my eyes. Samuel's face was the last thing I saw
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