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Don't feel guilty

Author: Author Alice
last update Last Updated: 2023-04-02 19:40:46

DRAKE'S POV

Watching lynn walk out of my office with luis put a heavy feeling in my stomach. I knew she had insecurities about all of this, but I didn't know how else to show her that she was the only woman for me. I may need her best friend to help me through this one too. Thank God for luis.

Speaking of luis, I didn't understand why he didn't just come to me for a job right away. Here I thought I was meeting some guy named Jack who had all this experience in what I was looking for, and lyis walks in. I conducted the interview, but I already knew I was going to hire him.

He might be Lynn's best friend, but he was becoming an important part of my life too. I couldn't wait to start working with the guy and really start seeing the company move forward.

A light knock came from my door before it cracked open and Oliver's face popped in.

"Got a minute, boss?"

I waved for him to come in, but he wasn't alone.

Monique followed him in and I knew immediately where Lynn's little freak out had s
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