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Dying In Silence

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Chapter Eighteen

Dying In Silence

Sebastian

I took a seat on the stretching long chairs at the beachside. I wanted to get a private place, but they were filled up. I sat down, lying on my back with my eyes staring into the sky, my mind wandering through different thoughts.

Have I done the wrong thing? Have I betrayed her like she said? Am I a bad person? I was confused and felt unusually guilty about my actions. I had never felt this way before; I always felt like whatever I did was right. But it was different this time.

I never wanted something like this to happen, which is why I made it clear to her why I got married to her. I explained that I only married her for my family's sake. They forced me into the marriage to provide an heir and to give my kids a mother's love and a mother figure in their lives, even though I was sure they would never accept her as their mother.

I sat there, folding my hands across my chest, and closed my eyes. I really wanted to be free from the marriage, b
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