Mileena POV: A week went by. I still could not believe what I had to learn from the doctor. My father claim another she-wolf while still mated to my mother. My father has done a lot of things, but this is the worst that he could have ever done. I’m ashamed to call him my father. He has hurt us far too much. As of this point, he is no longer my father; I consider them dead to me. Since that day, my mother had become depressed and weak that she stay in bed all day. I never thought to see the day that my mother would become broken. She has given up on life; I know her wolf is also in pain. I heard that losing your mate takes a toll on you physically, mentally, and emotionally. Cordell and I try everything to get my mother out of her depression, but nothing would work. Even Beta Winston will come by sometimes to see if could he cheer her up, but still no use. Sometimes at night, I will cry because of the hurt that my mother is going through. And I could do nothing to help her, so I
Mileena POV: I woke up the next day with a good feeling, I was thinking about what happened last night. I could get my mother to come out of her shell, I was glad to see that she was coming around. When I got dressed, I went into the kitchen and begin preparing breakfast I cooked eggs, bacon, and biscuits. After I finished cooking, I took out three plates. I place them on the table, place the food on there, after placing the last biscuit on the plate Cordell appears in the kitchen.“Good morning, Beautiful”“Good morning Cordell,” I respond with a smile on my face.“ I see you are having a good day”“Of course Cordell, I’m happy that my mother is getting better. I know she not fully recover but I know in due time she will get there I can feel it.”“Don’t worry she will Mileena, your mother is a strong woman. Between you and me when I first met her, I was scare I really thought that she was going to kill me” Cordell said with a chuckle. I chuckle too, knew it was true, my moth
Sapphire POV: I woke up feeling relief, I could finally smile for a change, it was a week since my mate had claimed someone else. The pain hurt so bad that all I could do was pass out, when I finally woke up, I could feel empty. Not only that Rochelle placed a block up I still could hear her whimper from the hurt. “I could that son of a bitch do this to us?” I ask myself. When he didn't come with us, it hurt me and Mileena. For months I held on to our bond hoping that one day Jedidiah would come to his senses and would track us down and would want to be with us, his family. Now I realize I was holding on to a pipe dream. Jedidiah had betrayed me and became heartless. He never cares if I live or die from his actions, I never thought my life would end up this way. Me becoming mate less, I grieve over a week now, and its time to let go of my past. I got out of bed, the first thing I noticed was a breakfast tray, that was on my dresser. I was happy, from the fated scent it wa
Cordell POV: Today is the funeral, seeing Mileena I can tell that she is in pain. I’m also in pain, Mileena seeing her mother die before her eyes is enough to make anyone go insane. Sapphire was a beautiful woman inside and out; I knew she care for Mileena. She was the only parent that Mileena has. Ever since that day Mileena has shut down, she never leaves her room, she stays in bed all day. It hurts me to see my mate in pain, I don’t know what to do to make her feel better. I’m at a loss for words, there were times I had to stay with Mileena because I fear the worst. My worst fear is that she made take her own life, sometimes she wakes up in the middle of the night screaming out for her mother. I have to hold her through the night so she can feel safe. Doing all of that I had to take time off from my duties to be with Mileena full time. I become drain from that I have bags under my eyes from the lack of sleep. Sometimes Alpha Tinsley and Beta Winston would come and visi
Mileena POV: The day I lost my mother, my entire world shut down. I became depressed to where I’m on the barge of losing my will to live. My mother meant everything to me. I don’t care about anything anymore; this world has been cruelled to me since birth. My old pack betrayed me, my father betrayed me, my mother was the only person there protecting me. I’m supposed to be this miracle, a blessing they said. I’m nothing but just a white Lycan. I have no powers and cannot bring people back to life. what good am I in this fuck up world? I question the moon goddess in my head repeatedly, why did you have to take my mother from me? I needed her. She was the only person who I had, I know that Cordell has been by my side, but I want to be with my mother in the afterlife. Each day I live I get more depressed that I want to end my life faster, sometimes Alpha Tinsley, and Winston come to visit me letting me know they and the entire pack are for me. I never react to what they say, all
Beta Winston POV: As I stood there and watched Sapphire take her last breath, I felt my world was being turned upside down. My heart begins to break into pieces that I wanted to release my anger. I looked over to Mileena and I could see the pain in her eyes this is the saddest day for all of us. Now only we lost our best warrior we lost a friend, I had to get away because I could see is red. My wolf Major wants to take control, so I let him. I shifted into my brown wolf, and we took off deep into the forest. I ran for so long that I lost time. I realized it was dark and my legs were given out by the river. I lay there looking up at the moon, I picture Sapphire staring down at us. Major and I whimper together because we have the lost the woman that we have felt in love with. I was waiting for the right time to tell her, but every time I wanted to tell her something always came up. When I finally got enough to tell her how I feel about her. It was the day her mate claimed someon
Unknown POV: It finally happened, after waiting so many years the moon goddess finally sent her gift to earth. From what I heard that gift was a White Lycan, something that had never heard of. This is the first time in history that a white Lycan was created, not only that the Lycan is a girl I know that it will become powerful. I will need to get that Lycan into my possession. If I can get my hands on that girl, I would be able to mark her then I will control her by becoming a powerful wolf in the world and I will extend my army. There was a knock on the door that snapped me out of my thoughts as I sat up from my chair. “Come in” I said, immediately my office door opens in came in one of my men Ira. “What is it?” I ask. “Boss, I came here to give you my full report” “Speak.” “Sir, as instructed you wanted me to steak out the Nighting Gale Pack, as confirm the girl did was a remember of that pack.” “Tell me something that I don’t know, I’m aware that the girl is no lo
Mileena POV: It was 12 a.m., the day had finally arrived, it was my eighteen birthday. I have dreamed of this day for so long. I will find my mate, I quickly got out of my bed I placed some clothes on. Active 1: After getting fully dressed, I walked out of my room and closed the door slowly to avoid waking Cordell up. I think he was in his room sleep, I walk pass his room, when I reach the stairs, I tip toe walking down when I got to the bottom. I walk to the front door open it and walk out, the cool breeze was relaxing I looked up at the sky I saw the moon was still out, it was bright yellow. Looking into the moon brought back memories of when I was a child my mother and I always spend time together watching the moon on a summer night.Flash Back: “Mommy look the moon is out tonight” “I see Mileena, it’s beautiful just like you,”“Mommy do you think the moon goddess live on the moon?”“I don’t know baby, is a possibility she could be, put I know she is smiling at us from
King Mitchell POV:I'm lost, but we've been experiencing rogue attacks recently. What began as a small matter is growing into a bigger problem. It appears they are aware of the optimal moment for an attack. On the north side of the border last week, four of my warriors were ambushed and killed. On top of everything else, I was reprimanded by the Elders a few months back.I recall the day they entered my office and were surprised to see Luna, and I was busy having sex on my desk. Disgusted, they quickly left, leaving my luna and me embarrassed. We quickly left the office, showered, got dressed, and headed to the conference room.The Elders lost no time in demanding an explanation for my failure to disclose the white Lycan's presence in my pack. I confided in them, knowing my decision was for the benefit of my pack. The disrespect was unacceptable, so they released their aura, forcing everyone, myself included, to bow down.They scolded me, diminishing my actions by saying I was wrong t
Mileena POV: I woke up from the sun beaming on my face, I try to get up when I felt a strong arm wrap around me. I turn to see that it was Cordell laying next to me sleeping. I started to remember everything from last night. I could not help to blush, Cordell and I mark each other. Making our mate bond become stronger, I am excited to that I ease Cordell arm from around me and got out of the bed and headed to the bathroom. When I look in the mirror there I saw our mark it was a wolf with panther prints surrounding it. It was beautiful that tears was coming out of my eyes. I was too indulge with my mark that I did not feel arms wrap around me. I jump to see that it was Cordell looking at me in the mirror smiling.“ Good morning beautiful, how my mate feeling?”“ I am feeling good Cordell, how about you?“ The same, I am glad that we are one now. I know that your mother looking down on us smiling.” Cordell stated with a smile. I nodded, together we took a shower. After showeri
Cordell POV: When I heard Mileena tell me that she was ready to mate with me. I felt overjoy, I waited for this day for an long time and now that its time I don’t know what to say or do. I don’t want her to feel pressure about it, that why I never brought it up. Cause I knew that she was still grieving over the lost of her mother.“ Are you sure about this Mileena”“ Of course, why are you asking do you still want me?”“ Of course love, I wanted you the first time I laid eyes on you, I just want you to rush in this and you later regret it” I said standing up turning away from her, I hate feeling this way. I love Mileena with everything in me, even my panther Grayson wants me to mate her now. I was so caught in my thoughts till I heard Mileena said “ Does this show you how series I am” I turn around to she my beautiful mate standing naked. I could not help but to let out a growl, and my cock got real hard. The only thing that I could do at that moment was lose control I went over
Mileena POV:I was filled with joy to be reunited with our pack, particularly because I missed everyone, especially Beta Winston. Being here seems like home to me, don’t get me wrong I did enjoy being in the Elders pack. The way their pack carries themselves reminds me so much of my old pack, almost like royalty. The Elders pack exudes a higher level of elegance. It was confirmed that I possess telekinetic abilities after the rogue attack. While we were all sitting at the table during dinner, I heard Elder Goldston ask someone to pass the dinner rolls.Just as I was about to grab it, the basket of bread was pushed down where Elder Goldston was. The incident was so shocking that it made everyone, myself included, speechless. It was also a proud moment for me."Let's include this on the list for you, Mileena," Elder Vernon suggested.Over the past few days, I've spent hours in the woods testing my new abilities. In the beginning, it was challenging as I recalled the suffering I endured.
Mileena POV: I was here in the elders' pack for about a week now. As promise we went to the library and dive right into old history books about werewolves and Lycans. Each day, we try to search for more answers. But end up with a dead end it was becoming frustrating to that I will go outside and vent out my anger by punching a tree. Each time I hit the tree; I think about that son of a bitch that is my father. I am still angry at what he did. His betrayal is still a sore to my heart. I miss my mother so much that it hurts going on each day without her being here to support me on this journey. But I am glad that I had Cordell, by my side. If it was not for him and everyone else in the pack. I was feeling lost in this terrible world. Everyone keeps telling me I have a purpose and the moon goddess chose me for a reason. Each time I shifted I feel Xyla and I becoming stronger. One night I went for a run, Cordell wanted to join me. I let him, I shifted into my wolf, and waited for C
Cordell POV: I am glad to see that Mileena had returned, I was worried about her when she ran off. That I thought it was a mistake throwing this surprise party for her. I know she had not gotten over the death of her mother. This will be the first birthday without her mother. I know it is taking everything for her not to break down again. Those months were hell. Seeing my mate in that state hurt me more than anything I wish I could have taken her pain away. I know how it feel to lose someone you love dear to your heart. When I lost my family, I felt that my world had turn upside down. I felt broken, to where I did not want to live anymore. I believe that if I did not bump into Mileena and her mother that day, I would have ended my life, eventually. The moon goddess had other plans for me. She blessed me with a wonderful mate and a mother-in-law. Sapphire was a second mother to me. Whenever I was struggling with my past, she was there to comfort me and give me advice. This was
Mileena POV: Walking back to where the party was, it was silence between Beta Winston and I, I feel nervous returning. I did not need the pity on people’s faces. Each day, I was battling with my own demons. I blame myself for my mother’s death, saving me what causes her life. I could never get that memory of her dying in my arms. That memory will always be with me. Now it’s not the time to feel sad, it is my birthday. Beta Winston was right about one thing. My mother would not want me to keep feeling sad. She would want me to be happy but most of all, live life to the fullest, something that I never had time to do. Throughout my life, I faced ridicule for being different. I never ask to be a white Lycan, the moon goddess herself, gave it to me. Some people do not understand that being different can sometimes turn out to be a good thing. I always believe that we all can live in a world without being judged. Sometimes we cannot always get what we want, that is the sad part abou
Beta Winston POV: When Mileena ran off, I could not help but to feel heartbroken. Seeing the look on her face, I knew what it was. Today is her birthday, which it should all be about celebration, joy, and laughter. Mileena will experience pain and misery on her first birthday without her mother. It was four months since her mother went to the moon goddess. Mileena’s depression has reached a point where she does not want to interact with anyone from the pack. I cannot blame her, it is hard to lose a parent, especially a mother. Mothers have more of a special bond with child than fathers. Because the mothers are the ones who carry the children in the womb. While in that womb, a mother communicates with the child. I knew that Sapphire and Mileena had a special mother-and-daughter bond. I could tell when I first met them. When I found out about her mate and what he did, I wanted to find him and rip his heart out. I wanted to get Mileena out of her depression state when I talked
Mileena POV: It was 12 a.m., the day had finally arrived, it was my eighteen birthday. I have dreamed of this day for so long. I will find my mate, I quickly got out of my bed I placed some clothes on. Active 1: After getting fully dressed, I walked out of my room and closed the door slowly to avoid waking Cordell up. I think he was in his room sleep, I walk pass his room, when I reach the stairs, I tip toe walking down when I got to the bottom. I walk to the front door open it and walk out, the cool breeze was relaxing I looked up at the sky I saw the moon was still out, it was bright yellow. Looking into the moon brought back memories of when I was a child my mother and I always spend time together watching the moon on a summer night.Flash Back: “Mommy look the moon is out tonight” “I see Mileena, it’s beautiful just like you,”“Mommy do you think the moon goddess live on the moon?”“I don’t know baby, is a possibility she could be, put I know she is smiling at us from