XAVIA
"Y-you are not going home?" the older man asked and I nodded."We are not going home""Why do you not want to leave?" the older man asked."If you tell us the reason why you took us from the Ice pack and brought us here, then we will leave"He sighed and turned to speak to the younger man. I could not hear what they were talking about nor could their expression be read. I tried to look at the young man with the mask on."Do you think they will let us stay?" Alaila asked and I shrugged, not taking my gaze away from him. "What if he insists that we leave?"I sighed. "I don't think they will. They had not given us any reason why we were bought from the Ice pack, only to be dropped off in the middle of nowhere and asked to go home. They do not know where we belong to either""He wants you both to go home," the older man said.I blinked. "Are you for real? You can't drop us off here and asked us to go home. Do you even know where we came from?"I was furious they took us from the Ice pack without any reason."W-where do you want us to go?"Alaila's eyes were teary already and I felt sorry for her."We will work for you!" I said and the older man stared at me."He doesn't want...""I can be his mouthpiece" I cut him short. "I know he finds it difficult to speak to others. I will help him talk...""He is not comfortable with people. How do you expect him to work with you?"I sighed. "Just let us work for you until we pay off the money you paid for us""He doesn't want you to pay off the money""Then can we stay with you until we find our family?""Do you know where your families are? How long will that take you?"I sighed. "Then help us find them. We will leave after you find them. We can't go back to our homes. The Ice pack warriors will come back and they will take us again. This time we might not be alive for you to save us""But you have a signed con...""The Ice pack Alpha is very ruthless. He will kill us without a second thought. You should have left us at the packhouse instead of bringing us here only to be killed brutally"The older man stared at me with worry and sighed. After speaking to the young man for a while he turned to face us." "He will let you stay and he will help you find your family. But..." I stared at him, very eager to know what he wants to say. "You have to promise that you will leave after your families are..."I nodded quickly. "We will, I promise""Go back to the car. We are leaving""Thank you" I muttered.Alaila and I returned to the other car and the journey continued."Do you think this is a good idea?" she asked.I was not sure if it was a good idea or not. "I think we will be safe with him"She sighed. "I think so too. I am just worried about his personality. He doesn't speak to anyone aside from the older man. Do you think he is...""Shh..." I placed my hand across her mouth. I could see the driver staring dangerously at us through the rearview mirror. "That's enough" I whispered. "I don't think we can speak about him here"She nodded and there was silence for a while. I looked through the window, resting myself fully in the chair. It does look like a good idea to go to his pack with him. I glance at the driver through the rearview mirror. His face had loosened up and he seems to focus on the road. I sighed. As long as we do not speak ill about their Alpha, I don't think we will get into trouble.** When the car stopped, we were asked not to leave the car but to remain seated until we are told otherwise. I began to wonder why we needed to stay in the car and for how long."Do not look outside through the window either" the driver warned.I could see the seriousness on his face and that got me worried.Isn't this place worse than the Ice pack? I wondered. There was an awkward silence and the environment felt awkward too."You can leave the car now," he said but I was reluctant. For some reason, I couldn't bring myself to leave the car. I could feel my heart beating so fast and my palms were sweaty already. Alaila held my hand and pulled me carefully out of the car. I did not realize she was out already. "It's a nice view," she told me and I looked around.I noticed there was nobody aside from Alaila, the driver, and me. I turned to look for the other car but it was gone. A woman who seems to be in her late fifties joined us. She had this charming smile on and that got me smiling too."I am Helen, the head of all the maids here. You don't have to be afraid of anything, ok?". I nodded and she smiled. Now follow me," she said and I nodded.We followed her to a building and then to a room. "You both will stay here. Mary here will attend to all your needs" she pointed at the young girl already in the room. "You can ask whatever you want from her"I furrowed my brows. Why do we have someone to attend to us? When we should be working?"But..."She grinned slightly. "I understand what you want to say. Let's say you both have found favor in the eyes of the Alpha and he wants you to be treated as Queens"I sighed. "Can we help out? I do not feel comfortable getting treatment that I do not deserve"She placed her hand on my hair and caress it slowly. "You've got such long hair and cute eyes too". I knew immediately she wanted me to stop asking questions. "Mary, go and prepare their bath. I will ask some maids to bring you some food. Then you can get some rest. You need it"I nodded and she left. Mary left for the bathroom to prepare our bath and Alaila moved closer to me."Are we really, going to stay here?"I nodded and she smiled. "I hope this last for a long time"I nodded. I want it to last for a long time too but I also want us to find our family as soon as possible too."Your bath is ready," Mary said and I nodded."Thanks, Mary. Alaila, you should go take your bath"Mary left the room while Alaila went to take her bath. I waited for a while and when she was finally out of the bathroom, I went in to take mine. It was one of the best baths I had taken so far. I stepped out of the bathroom and noticed Alaila was not in the room."Alaila?" I cooed. I walked to the door and peeped. The hallway was empty. "Alaila?" I called but there was no answer.I returned to the room to quickly wear my cloth and then went in search of her. I was out of the building in a short time and was finding my way to the packhouse. I passed through the training ground. I could hear the sound of swords clashing. It was so loud, I became interested in what was going on and walked toward the training ground. I peeped through the fence into the hall and noticed there were two young men. One of them turned and our eyes got locked up. He has the most beautiful eyes I have ever seen and his brows were full and well curved. I got lost in staring at him until someone flicked his fingers across my face and I blinked back to the presence."Who are you?" the other man asked and I blinked. I did not notice when he walked closer to the fence. "And what are you looking at?""I... I..."He frowned. "Did you lose your tongue, huh?""I-I am Xavia". He stared at me and I groaned slightly.What else does he want me to say?"I...""Let her go," another person said. I looked up to see the older man that had brought us to this place. "The Alpha wants you to let her go"I blinked.Don't tell me the man with beautiful eyes is the Alpha. I tried to look into the hall and he was gone."Is the...""Xavia, go back to the building and don't leave your room without a reason, ok?"I nodded and turned to leave."Who is she?" the other man asked.I slow down my steps."A girl the Alpha saved""You mean Axel saved someone?"I waited for the older man to answer but he did not. I turned and noticed that there was another person with them and he had a mask on. I blinked. He was dressed in the same cloth as the man with beautiful eyes."Take your mask off, Axel," the older man said.Axel stared at me and the others turned to look at me too. Without thinking twice, I turned and ran away. I ran to the building and I stopped. I turned to see if anyone was following me and hit myself slightly in the head for running without a reason. Adjusting myself and sucking in some air, I walked into the room. Alaila was in already."Where did you go to?" she asked moving closer to me. "I was about to go and look for you"I folded my arms. "Did you leave the room?"She nodded. "I went with Mary to help her get...""You should have told me. I thought something bad had happened to you"She chuckled. "I spoke to you when you were in the bathroom. I guess you enjoyed the jacuzzi so much, you did not hear me". I sighed and sat down on the bed. "Is everything ok?".I nodded, pushing my hair behind my ear. "Yes. I was just worried about you"She smiled. "You don't have to worry about me, ok?". I sighed. She pointed at the table. "Let's eat. I am so hungry""Did you wait for me?"She nodded. "I did. Come over, let's eat"**I opened my eyes quickly when a ray of light shined on my face. I adjusted myself and closed my eyes to continue sleeping. I felt a hand touch me and I opened my eyes again."Wakey, wakey. It's morning already, Xavia" Alaila said and I groaned slightly.I sat up rubbing my eyes. "Is it really, morning already?"She sat down beside me. "It's morning and also our first day at the Lycan pack"I blinked, recalling we had come to the Lycan pack yesterday with the Alpha."It-it's not a dream?". I turned to face her. "I mean the Lycan pack Alpha helping us get out of the Ice pack?"She chuckled. "It's not a dream, Xavia. I also thought it was a dream when I woke up but it is not"I sighed. "Are we really, going to stay here until our families are found and we are safe?"She nodded. "We will be here until the Alpha finds our families. And yes, we are safe now". She stood up. "Enough of the talks. You should go take your bath. I spoke to Helen and she agreed that we can help out in the kitchen for as long as we do not get into trouble"I smiled, standing up from the bed. "Are you for real?"She nodded. "I am for real"I ran into the bathroom to take my bath. I have been worried that we are getting the treatment we do not deserve and we might be asked for a greater price in the end. But now, knowing that we can work, I can think of that as the price we are paying for our lives being saved and I won't have to worry about anything.** For as long as we stayed out of trouble, we were allowed to work with the maids in the kitchen. We did the sweeping and mopping of the floor while the maids do the washing of the dishes and also cleaned every other thing in the kitchen. Helen was the one who do the cooking with little or no help from others. She made so little food I wondered if the rest in the packhouse cook their meals themselves. I soon find out from one of the maids that she cooks for the Alpha and she has been the only one doing that. Alora her second in command, makes the food for the rest of the packhouse members including the Alpha's mom and the Beta's family. I became curious to know why no one else can cook for the Alpha and decided to ask her, though I doubted if she will tell me why."Helen, why are you the only one cooking for the Alpha?" I asked with little hope."He is very sensitive," she answered and I furrowed my brows."Sensitive about what?"She dropped the plate in her hand and turned to face
I couldn't stop crying for a while and Alaila did not try to stop me either. She let me cry all I want and only patted me at some point. I could tell she was in tears too. After a while, I sniffed and pulled away from her."It's ok," she told me and I sighed.It should be ok, right? I have always hoped to meet my mom, and that had kept me going, but now, I do not know if I can keep going."What will I do now?" I asked and Alaila stared at me. "Who should I live for?" She sighed. "You should live for yourself, Xavia. You don't have to live for anyone""Myself?"She nodded. "Yes, yourself. You have a good life ahead of you. And you have me too""Alaila..."She placed her hand on my shoulder. "I do not want you to have a bad thought, Xavia. You have to be positive, ok?"I nodded, not in agreement but to make her stop worrying about me. I smiled at her and she smiled too. There was a knock on the door and Alaila stood up."I will check who is at the door. You should wipe your face"I nod
We walked into the room and boom!!! "Happy birthday!" was echoing all over the room. I blinked in surprise and happiness. Helen, Mary, and other maids were present. Jason was in the room too and he had a cake in his hands. Tears gathered up in my eyes. This was the least I had expected from them. I watched them sing a happy birthday song for me and I tried not to break down in tears.It was getting too much for me to bear. Just watching them sing for me with happiness, made me tear up."It's ok" Alaila patted my shoulder with a smile on her face."Thank you, very much, every one of you. Thank you" I cooed."Happy birthday, Xavia," Jason said, stretching the cake to me. "You should put off the candles' light,"I moved closer to him and blow off the candles' light. Clapping and shouting erupted and I smiled. They reminded me so much about my mom. And though I wanted to break down and weep because I miss my mom so much, something held me back."This is not the time to cry" I heard a voic
AXEL I groaned slightly, my body hurting so badly. I could feel my bones cracking and I couldn't help but howl in pain. It was my transformation period, which for an average wolf, is too late. Also for an average Lycan, it is a year or two too late. I was twenty and I am yet to completely change into a Lycan wolf and someone who sees me for the first time and doesn't know anything about wolves or Lycans will take me as a monster.I was born special which made my transformation slower than others. Also, being from the Alpha's Lineage had added to it. Every full moon, I go through a painful transformation and I have never looked forward to another full moon.I whined a bit when the pain subsided. The room was quiet and dark but I could see through my Lycan eyes. Jason had gone to the packhouse to get a blanket. I noticed a rabbit had entered the room. At first, I ignored it but the hunting instinct in me made me dash towards it. I caught it and deep my claws into it, pulling it apart i
XAVIA I had not expected that leaving the Lycan pack would be difficult for us and we will get caught so soon. I also did not expect that after being caught, the Lycan Alpha will agree to let us leave. And though he never wanted us to come with him in the first place, I thought he might want to keep us with him, now that we know his secret."Did he really, say we can leave?" I asked Jason with suspicion written all over my face.It's difficult to believe that he will let us go just like that. Jason had this convincing look but I couldn't help but doubt him."Are you sure?" I asked again and he nodded with a smile."Of course, you can. He has no reason to keep you and you know he will never keep you in the Lycan pack out of your free will. He only asked me to make sure you leave this place without being attacked" I sighed. "That won't be necessary. We can take care of ourselves. We can find our way out too""Do you think that is a good idea?" Alaila whispered. "You don't expect that
GILBERTWhen Arden walked into my room with a grin, I knew he had some mischief up his sleeves, so I decided to ignore him. I pretended to focus on the book in front of me and even nodded over nothing. He tapped the table slightly."Guess who returned to the Ice pack," he said. I opened a new page, ignoring him. "Gilbert? Gilbert?" he cooed. "You..."I groaned, hitting the table. "Hey!!! You just spoke more than three words to me""No, I did not. I only said two words. Gilbert and you"I scoffed. "Guess who returned to the Ice pack. Are those not considered words?"He chuckled, sitting beside me. I moved away from him. "I thought you did not hear me. Never knew you did. You seem focused on..."I rolled my eyes and opened to the next page. "I heard you clearly""Then why did you not give me a reply?""Why should I?" I muttered. "Because you spoke more than three words" I replied."Because I spoke more than three words? Is that supposed to be a reason?". I ignored him. "Why did you not
"Do you always talk back to others" I found myself asking and she stared at me in confusion."I don't get you" she replied, her brows furrowed. "Can you explain to me in a better way?""You want me to explain to you?" I asked in surprise.Aside from Arden and my mom, no one has ever asked me to do that. She nodded. "Isn't that the best thing to...""Can you please shut up!" I yelled at her and she sighed. "I don't think..."I glared at her and she kept shut. I groaned. I wanted to hate her guts for having such courage but I found myself admiring her for that. "Can I..." I stared at her and she sighed. "I almost forgot I am not allowed to speak"I decided it was best to ignore her. I could tell she was trying to provoke me but I couldn't say why.Maybe she wants revenge, I thought.But she would not have brought herself here if that is the case. Right now, she is at my mercy.She would not do anything that would put her into trouble, or would she? I wondered.I left her standing and
Arden gave me a disapproving and disappointing look and I regretted for a few seconds telling him about the plan."Why are you yelling?" I asked. "You want to sell someone off and you expect me to keep calm? Are you for real?" he said almost in a yell and I had to cover his mouth with my hand."Can you bring your voice down? Someone might hear you" I said."Someone? Hear me? In this soundproof place called a room?"I chuckled slightly. "Is that supposed to be a compliment?""It's not time to make jokes. Tell me, do you want to sell her off?""Isn't that the only option here"He scoffed. "Of course not. Have you forgotten about the...""Do you have any idea?""How about you make her work for you?""That is not a good idea. I do not want her anywhere close to me""That will not be the case for your mother""That is the reason I suggest selling""That is not an option. Why would you think of such? It doesn't make any sense""Then suggest an idea that makes sense and stop getting on my n
XAVIAIt had been months since everything had returned to normal and I had been living a peaceful life. I heard that Gilbert has left for a faraway land to work on himself, after he apologized sincerely to his Pack members, his mom, Arden, and Kate. I was told he wanted to apologize to me too but he knew I was not going to give him an audience. I had refused to see him not because I had not forgiven him but because I did not want him to feel bad when he saw me and though I hadn't seen him since he left, he sent a letter through Kate. When I read the letter, I was very happy. I was happy that he had finally accepted his fault and was willing to change. Kate told me he has been calling her frequently these days and is showing interest in her. She told me she might be giving him a second chance once he comes back.She doesn't know when he will come back but she is willing to wait. Her words touched me. I feel happy that they will be getting back together. She deserves to be happy. He does
I was not expecting anyone to come for me. I know that what I did to them was hurtful and I do not deserve their sympathy. Neither was I expecting Arden to come for me.How am I going to face Arden? I wondered. How am I going to face him after everything?I stood rooted to my spot and the guards did not hasten me up to leave. For some reason, they treated me with respect."Why are you treating me well? Why are you not treating me as a criminal?" I asked."Our Alpha asked that we treat you well because you are an Alpha of a Pack" one of them said.I was surprised. I did not expect the Lycan King to tell them such.Could Xavia be the reason he is treating me well? I wondered.I walked out of the cell and headed outside. I was surprised to see not only Arden but also Kate. I blinked. She was the last person I was expecting to see.Why is she here? I wondered. "K-Kate?" I mumbled and she smiled at me but said nothing.I could not move closer to them. I stood rooted to my spot not knowing
The GILBERTWhen Xavia told me she did not hold any grudges against me I was ashamed of myself. I had not expected that from her despite everything I did to her. What I expected was a fierce, angry, and revengeful Xavia. The one who will treat me as badly as I have treated her or even more. But the one who stood before me was the kind-hearted Xavia who stared at me with pity. I stared at her right from the cell in which I was locked and my heart bleed.How did I come to be like this? How was I cruel enough to treat someone like Xavia very badly? She was a good person. She has always been.I looked away quickly. I could not keep looking at her. I had not thought there would be a time when I would feel humiliated. A time that I would feel ashamed and remorseful for everything I have done."I-I am sorry" I muttered. "I should not have lusted after you. I felt guilty that I treated you so badly, yet you did so well. I thought getting you back was the only way I would stop feeling guilty
I turned to face her. "I do not understand why he spoke to Jason about the contract. He never spoke to me about wanting me back""I knew he had always had an ulterior motive. It was obvious. I told you he is cunning""You did but I still do not get it. We spoke yesterday, right before I came to meet you and he said nothing to me about wanting me back as his mate. He never spoke about me being his mate. It was strictly about the gold business""His motive would have been obvious if he had spoken about it. He needed you to trust him and you did""But why would he ask Jason for a contract that is about six years old?""To take you back, I guess""Why would he want to take me back? Even if he wants to, why would he talk about the contract""He couldn't wait anymore for you to come back to him, I guess"I scoffed. "Does he think I am going to return to him if he goes about it this way?""That might be his easiest way""Are there not other ways he can use to try to woo me back? What gives h
XAVIAI noticed that Axel had been acting strange recently. Aside from him being worried that I would choose Gilbert instead of him, I could tell there was something else causing him to worry. I became worried too. I spoke to Alaila about it and she told me it might be work and the Pack affairs."I do not think it's any of these two," I said."How are you sure about it?"I shrugged. "I am not sure but I do not feel those are the reasons"She sighed. "Do you have anything in mind? I mean anything you considered may be the reason?""I can't think of any" I answered. "If you cannot think of anything then I will suggest you stop getting worried too""I wish I could but I can't. Seeing him worry makes me worry too""Have you tried speaking to him about it?""I spoke to him and he said he is worried that I will choose Gilbert over you""Why would you do that? You have no reason to""I told him that. I told him I did not have any reason to go back to Gilbert. He is worried that if I keep ta
She stared at me. "I am not asking you not to worry now". She placed her hand on my face and smiled. "But I want to know why you are worried". I stared at her but said nothing. "Come on, tell me why you are worried," she said and I sighed."I am worried that you will choose him over me"She stared at me. "Yo-you are joking right?""I am not" I replied. "I have tried not to think about it but I can't help it""Why would you think of such? Do you think I am going to leave you for Gilbert?" she asked and I sighed. "Do you not trust me?""I trust you" I muttered. "But I do not trust the mate bond""What do you mean?""He is your mate...""Was my mate" she corrected. "He rejected me, remember?"I sighed. "I know he rejected you but what...""Axel, can you stop worrying about nothing?"I held her hand. "I have every reason to be worried. He is your mate and you belong to him too""I do not belong to him. I already told you that he rejected me""I know he did. But what if he changes his mind
AXELJason told me that the Ice Pack Alpha would be coming later with his Beta to the company and I asked Xavia to stay back in the Packhouse after she closed from school. I do not want her to meet with him and remember her experience with him, which is why I do not want her to come to the company. I can still remember how she stared at him in fear when she saw him."Why do you not want me to come to the company?" she asked."I want you to get some rest" I replied."But I have a lot of work to do at the company""I will ask Jason to help you do them""I do not want Jason to help me. I want to..."I held her hand. "Xavia, I know how school has been these days. You are also preparing for your exams. Adding the company's work will only make you become stressed out. You need as much rest as you can get now ""Can I at least go today? I can stop going to the company tomorrow""Hey, babe. I want you to rest until you are done with exams""That's too far. I...""How about you take this week
I never thought that I was going to like Xavia, after all the things we experienced together but ever since I came back from the meeting in the Lycan Pack and set my eyes on Xavia, I could not stop thinking about her. At first, I thought it was because she was now the Spirit Princess but I soon realized that I liked her. It was never supposed to happen. I was never supposed to like someone I rejected some months ago, but right now that is what is happening.I was to meet up with the spy today. To avoid anyone being suspicious, I asked that he meet me in the garden. I sat in the garden waiting for him and when he finally showed up, I stood up."Hope you have enough information for me," I said and he nodded.I have been curious to know how she got to the Lycan Pack. I could remember that Arden had told me she said she was never going to return to the Lycan Pack and for some reason, I suspected that she had a bad experience there, which I presumed to be worse than the one she experienced
GILBERTThere was a general meeting in the Lycan Pack and I was to attend it with Arden. This was going to be the first meeting I would be attending in a long while and I wasn't looking forward to it. I had not expected my mother to send Arden to me to prepare to attend the meeting. When she found out about me rejecting Xavia, she was furious and she asked me to apologize to the Pack members and step down for a while but I refused. There was no way I would apologize to the Pack members for rejecting my mate. Was she, not the one who asked for the rejection? I insisted that I had no reason to apologize and that got her angry. I did not expect that she would apologize to the Pack members on my behalf and tell them I agreed to step down until I felt remorseful.Would I ever be remorseful? That was my first thought. I had done nothing to be remorseful for.My mom commanded the guards not to allow me to leave my room but she knew that they would not be able to hold me back so she visited h