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Author: Morgan Ash
last update Last Updated: 2024-03-19 21:42:16

As I sit here staring into James’ sparkling green eyes, I see they’re blown wide with lust. His hands hold a punishing grip on my hips, keeping me in place, not that I’d want to be anywhere other than right here.

I’ve never been more turned on in my life.

For years I questioned if James found me attractive. If I’d ever be the woman that he looks at and feels that undeniable desire like I have. I’ve undressed him hundreds of times in my head. Imagined what it would be like to have his body hovering above me. Sweat glistening off our skin.

I’ve even wondered what he tastes like.

But never have I thought those thoughts would be reciprocated…. Until now.

“You might be my wife, Rosalind. But I will not take you,” he pulled back, jerking his hips again, “Until you call off the divorce.”

It felt like someone had dumped a bucket of ice water over my body.

I’d entirely forgotten about the impending divorce. The one that I’d initiated.

A perfectly straight, white row of teeth pulled Jame
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