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Author: Morgan Ash
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My heart thumped rapidly within my chest. While Shawn and I weren’t doing anything that would go against my marriage; I didn’t want James to think that.

He may be the type of man who desecrates his vows; but not me.

Just as I began to crawl towards the door, I heard her.

“James, I wanted to see what your life was like now,” Marina sniffled, but her voice sounded anything but sincere.

I heard James sigh as I scooted back to sit next to Shawn, who lifted his index finger to his lips, “Tonight was not the night for that, and you know it. I explicitly explained that I have to keep up appearances.”

“But why does it have to involve her?” Marina spat the word ‘her’ as if it burned her to say.

“We are married!” James shouted, “To everyone here, she is my wife. And I have already explained to you why I married her.”

“Everyone here doesn’t matter,” Marina whispered, sounding hurt, “What happened to the man I knew before the accident?”

James released a heavy breath that even I could
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