ALPHA NATE I feel so insulted but I guess this is what I get for being so reckless all this time but I am no longer about that life and they all need to know, I am a decent committed guy now and I can't cheat on my man, the idea alone is even disgusting.First of all, I am shocked to find out that Cassandra has a mate and to think it was shortly after we had sex, I am so baffled that she had the guts to show up here and demand for me to marry her. Let's even imagine that I agree, what does she intend to do with her mate and how am I even sure that the baby belongs to me and not her mate."Are you trying to insult me?" I asked angrily because that's the only explanation for the bullshit she just altered. "Are you implying that you don't know that I have a mate or are you implying that I am a cheat because what do you mean by Cassandra is not available for sex but you are available and you can get someone else?" I asked curiously because I know that I have been reckless in the past but
ALPHA NATE I woke up early today because I waited for Cassandra through out yesterday to show up but she didn't, which means I am visiting her pack today. She has taking control of my thoughts and time since she told me about the baby and it's time for me to take back my control, no more sitting around.As I made my way to the bathroom to shower, I connected with Raphael so that he can get ready as well. "Hey man, good morning." I greeted as soon as we connected."Good morning, don't worry man, I am already getting ready. I know you are worried and stressed out, so I woke up early. I will see you in like thirty minutes or so." He informed and I feel a little relieved."Okay, thanks man. I will be ready by the time you get here." I informed before we disconnected and I got under the shower. I showered as quickly as I could because I don't want to be the one to keep him waiting, he is always keeping to time, so I know he will be here in thirty minutes like he said.I started getting d
ALPHA NATE It's obvious that she's surprised that I know she has a mate, so she planned to hide him forever? "You thought that I won't know that you have a mate? Let me ask you this, what was your plan when you asked me to marry you, you wanted to leave him and marry me or you want to marry the both of us? Make it make sense because I am really confused here." I asked and she stared back at me without saying a word."I'm sorry for not telling you about him but I was only hiding him because I know that you won't believe that my son is for you if you find out about my mate, it's not like I was trying to play you or marry the both of you, I can never do something like that." She pointed out but how am I to believe her."Honestly, I can't believe anything you say anymore because you have been lying since you showed up. You met your mate around the same time we had sex, so how am I to believe that the child isn't for him and why did you just show up now after hiding away for so long?" Sh
ALPHA NATE I woke up pretty late this morning, after Raphael and I got back to my cabin last night, we joined Raphael and Blake at the living room and we had a lot to eat and drink. It was really fun hanging out together like that and even after Raphael and Lawrence left, we still stayed up for a while gisting but I avoided the most important topic which is Cassandra.The general alpha's meeting is later this evening and since I woke up late, I have decided not to go to work. I will just wait till it's time to go for the meeting and then I will leave."Good morning baby." I kissed Blake as he stirred in my arms."Good morning." He said shyly and it made me laugh, I mean we have been together for a long time now, we have kissed and had countless sex and we still had sex last night, we have seen each other naked but somehow, Blake is still always shy around me and it's pretty fun."What's funny?" He asked curiously and I couldn't help but laugh again."You, you are just so funny and cu
ALPHA NATE I knew that the reason she suddenly showed up out of the blue is because she heard about my mate, someone in this pack must have informed her that I announced my mate and she thought that she has a chance but she's fucking wrong, I love Blake and I can't leave him for anyone in the world, especially her."Honestly Cassandra, what you are doing is actually shameful. Don't you think that I already know everything you are pointing out? I know Blake is a guy but he is my mate and I love him, he can't have kids but I still love him like that and I can give up not having kids just to be with him, that's how much I love him. It will be best you tell me something reasonable that I can give you because I can never leave my mate for you, it will never happen... You might be right that I am not gay, I don't even know what I am, I just know that I am in love and the person I love happens to be a guy and it's perfect." I said truthfully."I don't care if you are trying to convince me o
BLAKE I know that I am not supposed to be upset with Nate because it's not his fault that he couldn't show up again as promised but it's not just about today, lately something has been off with him and our relationship. I can feel it and every time I bring it up, he somehow tries to avoid the topic, I feel like he is hiding something from me and it scares me that we are drifting apart a little bit.I really love him and I don't want to lose him but I can feel that something is different and I just wish I knew what the issue is, so that I can fix it. "What's wrong, you look worried?" Lawrence asked curiously.He came here after Nate left for work this afternoon and I am glad that he is here because I don't want to be alone. "It's Nate, he has been acting weird lately. I feel like he is hiding something from me and I am worried." I pointed out."Well you might be right." There is something about the way he said it that gave me hope, I feel like he knows something and it's not our of pl
ALPHA NATE The meeting was very brief but I am not exactly surprised knowing what the subject matter is, I mean I knew most of the pack will not be in support of the rogues starting a new pack but the vote was unanimous and it's mind-blowing."I am still curious about what or who gave Benjamin the audacity to think he can start a new pack and people will be in support after everything he has done and to think my pack alone is not the only pack he has stayed at ever since he became a rogue." I was in disbelief when I saw him today at the pack meeting and I realized that he is the person that is trying to set up a new pack with other rogues, what a joke."I am just thankful that you figured out his scheme on time and you sent him out before he created more havoc like he did with other packs, did you hear the testimony of other Alpha's? Honestly, I think that guy is sick and he needs help." He is really sick, he has bad reputation with all the Alpha's that were present at the meeting to
ALPHA NATE I am so nervous to even read the mail because I know this might bring another issue with Blake, I mean he barely just stopped crying and if it turns out that Thomas is my son, then it might hurt his feelings again and I really don't want that."What does it say?" He asked anxiously and I opened the mail and skimmed through it till I saw the important details."It's says that I am not the father?" Shit.I know I had my doubts but I didn't think it was true, I didn't really want it to be true. I mean, somewhere at the back of my mind, I wanted Thomas to be mine and I am kind of relieved that he is not mine because I won't have to deal with the drama but I can't help but feel a little sad, it would have been cool to have a mini me."I'm sorry that he is not yours." Blake said as he got out of bed and gave me a hug."It's fine, I actually think it's better this way. You don't have to worry about anything, no one will threaten your place in my life, okay?" If I am being honest,
ALPHA NATE I woke up early as usual and I made my way to the bathroom to shower and if I am being honest, I can't remember the last time I had such a good night sleep. The fact that the mystery behind Cassandra's baby is over and I don't have to keep any secrets away from Blake is giving me maximum peace.I stepped out of the bathroom after my shower and I looked for something to wear, I later settled for a simple washed up blue jean and black polo shirt before I stepped out and joined Blake in the kitchen."That was quick." Blake pointed out as soon as I stepped out. "You look so good and cheerful." He added as he walked over and gave me a kiss."Yes I am, I am not hiding anything and it makes me really happy and cheerful, it's been such a burden keeping a secret from you." I said truthfully, I don't even know why I thought that was a good idea."I see, well I am glad there are no more secrets." He seems excited too. "Food is ready, have a sit." He took the food to the dining table
ALPHA NATE I am so nervous to even read the mail because I know this might bring another issue with Blake, I mean he barely just stopped crying and if it turns out that Thomas is my son, then it might hurt his feelings again and I really don't want that."What does it say?" He asked anxiously and I opened the mail and skimmed through it till I saw the important details."It's says that I am not the father?" Shit.I know I had my doubts but I didn't think it was true, I didn't really want it to be true. I mean, somewhere at the back of my mind, I wanted Thomas to be mine and I am kind of relieved that he is not mine because I won't have to deal with the drama but I can't help but feel a little sad, it would have been cool to have a mini me."I'm sorry that he is not yours." Blake said as he got out of bed and gave me a hug."It's fine, I actually think it's better this way. You don't have to worry about anything, no one will threaten your place in my life, okay?" If I am being honest,
ALPHA NATE The meeting was very brief but I am not exactly surprised knowing what the subject matter is, I mean I knew most of the pack will not be in support of the rogues starting a new pack but the vote was unanimous and it's mind-blowing."I am still curious about what or who gave Benjamin the audacity to think he can start a new pack and people will be in support after everything he has done and to think my pack alone is not the only pack he has stayed at ever since he became a rogue." I was in disbelief when I saw him today at the pack meeting and I realized that he is the person that is trying to set up a new pack with other rogues, what a joke."I am just thankful that you figured out his scheme on time and you sent him out before he created more havoc like he did with other packs, did you hear the testimony of other Alpha's? Honestly, I think that guy is sick and he needs help." He is really sick, he has bad reputation with all the Alpha's that were present at the meeting to
BLAKE I know that I am not supposed to be upset with Nate because it's not his fault that he couldn't show up again as promised but it's not just about today, lately something has been off with him and our relationship. I can feel it and every time I bring it up, he somehow tries to avoid the topic, I feel like he is hiding something from me and it scares me that we are drifting apart a little bit.I really love him and I don't want to lose him but I can feel that something is different and I just wish I knew what the issue is, so that I can fix it. "What's wrong, you look worried?" Lawrence asked curiously.He came here after Nate left for work this afternoon and I am glad that he is here because I don't want to be alone. "It's Nate, he has been acting weird lately. I feel like he is hiding something from me and I am worried." I pointed out."Well you might be right." There is something about the way he said it that gave me hope, I feel like he knows something and it's not our of pl
ALPHA NATE I knew that the reason she suddenly showed up out of the blue is because she heard about my mate, someone in this pack must have informed her that I announced my mate and she thought that she has a chance but she's fucking wrong, I love Blake and I can't leave him for anyone in the world, especially her."Honestly Cassandra, what you are doing is actually shameful. Don't you think that I already know everything you are pointing out? I know Blake is a guy but he is my mate and I love him, he can't have kids but I still love him like that and I can give up not having kids just to be with him, that's how much I love him. It will be best you tell me something reasonable that I can give you because I can never leave my mate for you, it will never happen... You might be right that I am not gay, I don't even know what I am, I just know that I am in love and the person I love happens to be a guy and it's perfect." I said truthfully."I don't care if you are trying to convince me o
ALPHA NATE I woke up pretty late this morning, after Raphael and I got back to my cabin last night, we joined Raphael and Blake at the living room and we had a lot to eat and drink. It was really fun hanging out together like that and even after Raphael and Lawrence left, we still stayed up for a while gisting but I avoided the most important topic which is Cassandra.The general alpha's meeting is later this evening and since I woke up late, I have decided not to go to work. I will just wait till it's time to go for the meeting and then I will leave."Good morning baby." I kissed Blake as he stirred in my arms."Good morning." He said shyly and it made me laugh, I mean we have been together for a long time now, we have kissed and had countless sex and we still had sex last night, we have seen each other naked but somehow, Blake is still always shy around me and it's pretty fun."What's funny?" He asked curiously and I couldn't help but laugh again."You, you are just so funny and cu
ALPHA NATE It's obvious that she's surprised that I know she has a mate, so she planned to hide him forever? "You thought that I won't know that you have a mate? Let me ask you this, what was your plan when you asked me to marry you, you wanted to leave him and marry me or you want to marry the both of us? Make it make sense because I am really confused here." I asked and she stared back at me without saying a word."I'm sorry for not telling you about him but I was only hiding him because I know that you won't believe that my son is for you if you find out about my mate, it's not like I was trying to play you or marry the both of you, I can never do something like that." She pointed out but how am I to believe her."Honestly, I can't believe anything you say anymore because you have been lying since you showed up. You met your mate around the same time we had sex, so how am I to believe that the child isn't for him and why did you just show up now after hiding away for so long?" Sh
ALPHA NATE I woke up early today because I waited for Cassandra through out yesterday to show up but she didn't, which means I am visiting her pack today. She has taking control of my thoughts and time since she told me about the baby and it's time for me to take back my control, no more sitting around.As I made my way to the bathroom to shower, I connected with Raphael so that he can get ready as well. "Hey man, good morning." I greeted as soon as we connected."Good morning, don't worry man, I am already getting ready. I know you are worried and stressed out, so I woke up early. I will see you in like thirty minutes or so." He informed and I feel a little relieved."Okay, thanks man. I will be ready by the time you get here." I informed before we disconnected and I got under the shower. I showered as quickly as I could because I don't want to be the one to keep him waiting, he is always keeping to time, so I know he will be here in thirty minutes like he said.I started getting d
ALPHA NATE I feel so insulted but I guess this is what I get for being so reckless all this time but I am no longer about that life and they all need to know, I am a decent committed guy now and I can't cheat on my man, the idea alone is even disgusting.First of all, I am shocked to find out that Cassandra has a mate and to think it was shortly after we had sex, I am so baffled that she had the guts to show up here and demand for me to marry her. Let's even imagine that I agree, what does she intend to do with her mate and how am I even sure that the baby belongs to me and not her mate."Are you trying to insult me?" I asked angrily because that's the only explanation for the bullshit she just altered. "Are you implying that you don't know that I have a mate or are you implying that I am a cheat because what do you mean by Cassandra is not available for sex but you are available and you can get someone else?" I asked curiously because I know that I have been reckless in the past but