• Ruben's Point of View •
When it comes to music, Jade never fails to amaze me. It's our music class right now and she's showing off how she play violin again. Favorite subject nya kasi ito at favorite din sya mismo ng music teacher namin.
Matapos nyang matugtog ang french suite no. 4 in flat e, nag-bow sya at nagsipalakpakan ang mga kaklase namin. Napangiti sya sa buong klase, at pagtingin nya sa akin ay mas lumaki ang ngiti nya.
"Well done miss Jade, you may take your seat."
Pagkaupo nya sa tabi ko ay nagsimula nanaman syang mangulit. She just simply wants some words of praise from me whenever she does a play in front of the whole class. "So, how did I do? I'm impressive aren't I?" See?
"Yeah, yeah. Napakagaling mo." I told her with a bored tone.
Napapout naman ang bruha. "Can't you be more sincere? Parang wala ka namang pake eh."
"Ano pa ba gusto mong sabihin ko? Wow! Ang galing mo sobra, pa-autograph nga po idol! Or, Jade! How can you be so talented! How to be like you po?" Napa-irap naman sya sa'kin. I can't be more sarcastic right now.
I may have been impressed, but I'm pissed off right now. "Minsan tinatanong ko sarili ko kung best friend nga ba talaga kita." At nagtampo na si Jade.
Napabuntong hininga ako at napilitan mag-sorry sa kanya. "Look, I'm just in a bad mood today. So I'm sorry."
Sinamaan nya lang ako ng tingin sabay irap. Ugh, this girl is making things difficult sometimes. "Okay, next... Mr. Alois Ruben Chevalier." Tawag nung teacher.
Tumayo naman ako at ginamit ang piano na nakahanda na sa harap ng klase. Pinatugtog ko naman ang sonata tempest mvt. 1 ni Beethoven. Quickly glancing at my crowd, di ko maiwasang mapangisi ng makitang nakanganga silang lahat.
I usually play saxophone during music class and play the easiest pieces, but this time, I think I wanna show off just a little. Nakikita ko din sa isang gilid na nagulat si Jade sa ginawa ko, manghang-mangha din sya dahil sobrang focused sya sa pagpapatugtog ko.
Gusto kong sabihin sa kaniya na kaya ko rin syang pantayan, that I can climb up to her level and show off my talents. And that praising someone like her would be a waste of time-- the best that I can offer her is to think as if she's my equal.
But in truth, it's rare for others to get to my level or out-best me.
Pagkatapos ko sa piano, di na ko nag-abalang antayin ang pagdismiss sa'kin ng teacher. Pagbalik ko sa upuan, dinaldal nanaman ako ni Jade. "That was incredible... di mo sinabi sa'kin na nag-piano lessons ka!! Ang galing mo!"
"Yeah, alam ko." Di ko maiwasang ilabas ang ngisi ko. I knew this would happen.
"Do you think we can play together as a duo? Ang astig pag nagawa natin yun!" Then she kept shaking my shoulder, I don't know if I should be happy about her remarks or get annoyed of what she's trying to do.
Hinayaan ko lang sya magsalita ng magsalita because I know I earned those praises. Then I suddenly felt my phone vibrating. Kinuha ko ito sa aking bulsa at pasimpleng binuksan para mabasa ang email na narecieve ko.
• Jade's Point of View •
I feel like Ruben's acting a bit strange today. Parang may hinihintay sya at parang di mapakali. Tumigil ako sa pakikipag-usap sa kanya dahil nakikita ko namang di sya nakikinig sa akin.
Sumilip ako sa tinitignan nya, and it was his phone. "Ooh~ may ka-text ka pala ah?"
Nagulat siya sa akin at tinago ang cellphone niya. "What the hell Jade!? Privacy please."
"Kasi naman, kinakausap kita pero di ka naman nakikinig sa'kin."
"Well, it's not like I'm gonna listen to you talking all the time. Tsaka tingin ko kailangan kong umalis ulit, I have something urgent to do." Then he left me again. Nang i-excuse sya ng teacher ay nalabas kagad sya na parang excited na bata.
Kanina lang nag-skip sya ng history class, pati ba naman music? Kawawa na nga grades nya, pinapalala nya pa lalo. Pag sya bumagsak bahala na talaga sya sa buhay nya.
But whatever he's doing, he should know what to prioritize first-- at dapat inuuna nya ang mga school work! Pihadong magagalit si tito Rouel pag nalaman nya 'to. Tsk, I hate worrying for someone who couldn't give a shit about what's more important. So whatever he's doing right now, it's his own business.
Wala akong pake sa ginagawa nya dahil wala din naman syang sinasabi sa'kin tungkol sa ginagawa nya, hmph!
Pagkatapos ng klase namin, di na sya pumasok sa iba pa naming subjects. Di na rin sya bumalik nung lunch. I know I said I don't care what he's doing right now pero di ko maiwasang mag-alala dahil best friend ko sya.
He's like my brother dahil magkasama kaming lumaki.
"Aaagh! Ruben, where are you?" Nasambit ko habang nag-aayos na ng gamit ko sa locker ko.
Then as on cue, he showed up. "Missed me?" Aniya.
"R-Ruben!?" He patted me on the back and opened his locker which is right next to mine. "Saan ka ba pumunta!? Alam mo ba may quiz tayo sa dalawang subjects tapos may project na pinapagawa sa science!?"
Napabuntong hininga naman sya na parang pagod na pagod sya. "Pwede ba? Just shut up for a sec, I'm still in a bad mood you know."
I swear, baka masapak ko ng wala sa oras 'tong lalaki na 'to.
"Fine. I'll shut up, but don't you ever talk to me again!" Sabi ko sa kanya at padabog na isinara ang locker ko. Napa-walk out na rin ako kasi nakakapikon talaga si Ruben.
Nakakahiya lang din dahil nadidinig ko ang mga bulungan ng mga nakakakita sa amin.
"Oof, lovers quarrel?"
"Sana all may jowa."
"Nagbreak kaya sila?"
Uugh!! Please guys, hindi ko jowa si Ruben! He's my best friend---MY SUPER SARCASTIC STUPID MOODY BEST FRIEND THAT HAS THE WORST ATTITUDE!!!
• to be continued •
• Ruben's Point of View •"... so what do you guys plan to do with this damn kid."Zachary said as he laid the files of the student who tried to expose the club room of the Clandestine Club-- C.C. for short. Looking at all the members of the club, all of them
• Jade's Point of View •*sniff*"Ug
• Third Person's Point of View •Earlier that day
• Ruben's Point of View •"Sir, nakatulog po si miss Jade."Sabi ni Allan.I sighed and looked at
• Jade's Point of View •Medyo naninibago ako ng katabi ko pa rin si Ruben hanggang sa pangatlong subject. I was expecting na mag-e-excuse nanaman sya dahil meron daw syang gagawin pero it seems like he's taking the lessons seriously.&
• Ruben's Point of View •It's quite unfortunate that i still had to skip some classes when i already promised myself that i'm never going to do that again. I've estimated the time that i need to finish this damn tests, at mukhang tatagal ako ng mga tatlong oras.
• Jade's Point of View •These days, parang ang layo ni Ruben sa akin. I know that he's determined to focus on his studies but i kinda miss talking to him. Kung hindi sya nagbabasa ng libro, tinatapos nya ang mga assignments namin. Tapos pag bumibisita ako sa kanila, sasabihin n
• Jade's Point of View •"...i'm gonna head to the theatre club now."Paalam ni Ruben.
• Third Person's Point of View •They were all sitting accordingly, and one man was standing right infront of them. He kept grinning, knowing that he won the bet. "I win, I always win." Sabi nya sa mga kasama."How can you even say that, Zach? A member just died. August freaking died!" Sabi ni February, ang natatangi na myembro ng C.C., sya lang ang makikitang babae rito. Pagkatanggal nya ng kaniyang maskara, nakita na ng lahat ang mukha ng president ng theatre club.Napahalakhak naman si April, which is Leroi, sa mga nangyayari. "Damn, this is crazy. Di ko ineexpect na may mamamatay sa mga nangyayari sa club na 'to." Nakigaya na rin ito kay February at ibinababa na ang maskara nya."The gamble required big effort. February did a lot of things on this one, and had to make arrangements with the art teacher to separate Ruben from Jade. Then making Ruben busy as hell by making th
• Ruben's Point of View •"Shit." I muttered as my phone started ringing. Mom's calling. They probably found out that i'm out searching for Jade right now. Pinatay ko muna ito at itinabi sa bag ko.A few moments later, I was already parked outside the apartment where he might be right now. Then I saw a familiar face outside and infront of my car. Mabilis sya dahil nagmamadali syang bumalik sa loob ng apartment.I had no doubt that was him. I quickly got out of my car and quickly went inside the place. I searched for door 107, at pagkarating ko doon ay nakatok ako kaagad. And no one was answering it.It got me furious so I yelled. "Open up mother fucker!!"Still no response.Ginamit ko muli ang martilyo na dala ko, and as i kicked it open. He was a bit far but he was fucking there the whole time and had a gun pointing at me. "You son of
• Ruben's Point of View •"Sir, hindi po pupwede na kumuha basta-basta ng warrant without evidence or any proof that can be held against your suspected person.""Damn it! There's no need for fucking evidence sir, the guy i'm pinpointing just harassed that missing girl a month ago! He's definitely the guy who kidnapped her as well." I told them.The lazy fucking police gave me a disrespectful look. "Alright sir, we might take note of that. But it'll take time to find and interrogate the guy you're suspecting. Ina-assure ko din po na ginagawa namin ang lahat ng makakaya namin para hanapin ang kaibigan mo."And there I was dismissed. I looked at Allan with disbelief. "I guess we should get home now, sir.""No fucking way! Why are the police fucking useless, Allan!? Why!?" This made me feel desperate, knowing the people I thought I can count on be this awful.
• Ruben's Point of View •It's been already two days since she's gone missing. Naririto na rin ang mama ni Jade na galing abroad, and she's not handling it very well. "Why the fuck are you so fucking careless, Felix!? Pinilit mong kunin si Jade sa akin noon, tapos pababayaan mo ng ganito!?" "Jen, please! Don't fucking blame all things on me! Our daughter was kidnapped inside school premises, and the school and cops are doing whatever it takes to find her!!" "So what do we fucking do right now!? Just fucking wait for news about our daughter!?""What else Jen!? Of course we fucking wait! It's not like you're a fucking cop or detective anyway." "You see, this is why I fucking left you Felix! You'reSo fucking useless and stupid." He gave up from their argument and sat down.Nanahimik lang kami nina dad sa isang
• Ruben's Point of View •As I take off the mask, napapunas na lang ako sa mga luha ko. Tinapon ko na din yung maskara as I decided to throw away the feelings that keeps hurting me. I know i'm a jerk for using Eliza as something to numb the pain, but I think it's time to see Eliza as she is. Not as a replacement.Pagkabalik ko sa kanya, kagad syang napatingin sa akin while talking to some other members from the theatre club. "Oh tagal mo sa cr ah?"Napangisi lang ako. "Yeah, andaming gumagamit eh. Sorry I made you wait.""It's fine, let's just dance again!" Then she pulled me back to the floor to dance.Tonight turned out to be great. Like the heavy thing in my chest is finally gone.As tomorrow came, my morning was a bit nicer than usual. Maybe it's because of what happened last
• Jade's Point of View •It's finally prom night. Magkasama kami ni Bella na pumunta sa school. Kapit lang ako sa kaniya dahil wala naman akong iba pang masyadong kaclose dito. She don't mind it anyway since wala din naman daw syang date."Hey, gusto mo kumuha ng drinks?" Aniya."Yeah! Let's get some." Sagot ko.Then pumunta naman kami sa table ng mga pagkain. There's a lot of people kaya medyo nahirapan kami kumuha. "My gosh, we should've just brought our own food here." Natatawang sambit ni Bella.I just agreed dahil hindi ako satisfied sa nakuha ko. Ang gugulo din ng mga tao na nagsisisayawan. Napaupo na lang kami sa isang gilid habang nagkekwentuhan at pinagmamasdan ang mga sumasayaw."Gaaahd! I wish someone would come here and ask us to dance." Aniya."Yeah, i'm kinda bored now." "H
• Ruben's Point Of View •The prom night.As I stepped out of my car, nadatnan kong nasa labas na si Eliza sa kaniyang bahay. Napangiti ako ng makita ko sya. She smiled back and quickly went towards me. "You look beautiful in blue." I told her.I really liked how she's dressed tonight, at di rin matanggal ang tingin ko sa mukha nya. There's really something about make-up that makes girls look like some goddess that descended to earth. Parang nahiya naman sya sa pagkakatingin ko sa kanya kaya natawa sya't sabay palo sa braso ko. "I know, you don't have to remind me that i'm beautiful though." Iba din ang confidence ng babae na 'to minsan."Pfft, yeah right. Just always remind me that I don't have to do that.""Okay, if you say so." She giggled. Binuksan ko naman ang pinto ng kotse ko para sa kanya. "No
• Jade's Point of View •He still won't stop.Pagkabukas ko ng locker ko, things that weren't supposed to be there are there. Kinuha ko lahat ng mga regalo ni August para itapon. For the past months, he didn't bugged me that much anymore. Pero he still kept on gifting me stuff that I clearly won't accept.I already change my locker, but he still manages to find and open it. Nang maitapon ko na ang lahat, I saw Bella from the end of the hallway waiting for me. Kumaway sya sa akin at pumunta naman ako sa kanya. "You all good now?" Tanong nya. "Yeah! Tara na." Sagot ko. We we're gonna hang out at the mall today to buy some stuff we need for a project. I'm kinda glad I have her right now. I think I wouldn't be able to distract myself from the things that scares me without her. "Hey, let's li
• Ruben's Point of View •Two months later"...everything that they had seen and heard was just as they had been told." Then the guys who were playing shepherds got out of the stage.Then that was it. The christmas skit we were all working hard for finally ended. The audience applaused and I was ready to leave. I decided that I won't attend the after party for this play.Habang nagliligpit ako ng gamit ko, nilapitan ako ni pres para kausapin. "Hey, aalis ka na kagad Ruben?" "Yeah, may gagawin ako sa bahay." I lied. Gusto ko na din na magpahinga."Eh?! Ayaw mo kumain muna sa party mamaya? Maya-maya ka na umalis.""Sorry pres, but I really have to.""Ang kj mo talaga." She pouted. Then unexpectedly, lumapit sa amin si Eliza. "Hey guys! Another successful play, congrats sa'tin!" Aniya.