Revelations { Rio } Why would my wolf hug Lunanci? He's not that nice, I don't think he feels bad because I want to kill her, there must be another explanation. But when I try to talk to him, he very clearly ignores me. He's upset with me about something. Lunanci comes out of the bathroom a few minutes later in her pajamas and once again lies down on the bed to cover herself completely. "Don't make any noise," she orders. I'd like to keep demanding respect from her and to stop acting like this, but my wolf ruined my whole bad boy act with that damn hug so now I just can walk back to the kitchen to make myself some dinner because my human maid is pissed at me. As I pour myself some cereal because I don't feel like cooking, I look at Lunanci's lump on the bed. I know she's still awake and her stomach is making hungry noises. I feel guilty now. "Luna, do you want a bowl of cereal?" I try. She doesn't respond, "Do you... do you want to watch the new episode of Love Island?" Nothi
Lunanci drives to our destination and when we have been driving for over half an hour I realize she was being serious. We are getting away from the ugly part of this town and heading to the good part. We came here the other day while looking for my brother, but I couldn't pay much attention at the time. The houses around here are bigger, the buildings modern and everything just looks better. The restaurant Lunanci brings me to is inside a big hotel. "Nice," I say to Lunanci as we walk inside the restaurant. This is more my thing, more like Fallonmore restaurants. The ugly collective human scent is still present, but it gets so much better once we step out onto the terrace and I see that the restaurant has a beautiful view of a large lake. The smell of freshness and nature is so good that I have to give myself a moment to breathe fresh air for a moment. Oh, god, I needed this. When I finally turn around a few seconds later, Lunanci is waiting for me sitting at a table. "Is this
{ Lunanci } The energy around Rio is starting to feel completely different than normal, it's like a mix of himself and his wolf, but it's also heavy with... with some kind of sexual force that doesn't allow me to meet his eyes because I'm too nervous. I'm trying to act like I don't notice and everything is normal while we eat dessert, but I can feel his eyes on me, burning so much that I even stopped feeling like I'm freezing. His eyes don't move away from me, his shoulders are tense so he looks bigger and even the waiters noticed the change in energy because they haven't returned to the terrace, I think they’re afraid. So we’re out here alone in front of a beautiful lake and under a warm light. It feels like the best date I've ever had... even though it's not a date. I swallow and avoid his eyes as I make a little s’more, repeating to myself that everything is fine and normal. Rio is fine, just... it must be the full moon, even though he says it's not. After taking a bite of my
We get out of the car and enter the hotel again, this time to ask for a suite. Even though Alpha wants me to stay with him, I ask for a shared suite as I said, earning an annoyed look from him. The girl at the front desk is so nervous about Alpha's presence that her fingers are shaking and she can't press the keys. I totally understand what she's feeling because I feel the same way. Maybe it's exciting to think about being with a werewolf but this won't be just a fun fantasy, what I read about ruts isn't simple at all. A werewolf is their most aggressive being at the time, they only think about breeding and fucking and it usually works because they are doing it with another werewolf just as strong as them so no problem, but me? I've never set foot in a gym in my entire life, I don't have an ounce of muscle. I eat nothing but fast food, I get tired walking up the stairs to my apartment and the only man I've ever had sex with was... weak and totally not as big as Rio, in any way. Our
"Ow, that's cute," I say with a smile, looking down at him and resting my whole body so I'm comfortable on him. It might seem like his hard body would be uncomfortable, but it really isn't. He's comfy and very warm... maybe too warm, but I still like it. His hands reach up and caress my whole body slowly. "Can I take your clothes off?" he asks suddenly, his hand finding the clasp of my bra, "I want to have your skin on mine." "You can," I whisper and once he unclasps it, I sit up and let it fall down my arms. Alpha's eyes fall to my chest and even though my head screams at me to cover up and run away, I let him watch me. It feels... right. Like my body is his to see. His hands drop to my panties then, his fingers lacing into the fabric ready to rip them off, probably. And when he sees I'm not going to stop him, he does. He rips them off like they're not expensive and pulls them off completely to leave me fully undressed in front of him for the first time. I'd say he's the second
"So... I finally had my first rut," I tell Laurie on the phone as I eat one of my amazing cookies, they’re still too hot but I can't wait any longer, I need something sweet in my system immediately. Laurie tells me to tell him how it went, "I really don't know, I don't remember shit." "Really? But... what did you do? Did you stay in the house with the human? Did you fuck her?" he asks. He seems to be in his office and obviously avoiding responsibility because we've been talking for quite a while, "Kingsley's not here, we can talk." "Of course I didn't fuck her, dumbest," I reply, biting into the warm cookie again, "I went to a hotel, we both stayed there in separate rooms. My wolf had fun with himself. Or not, I don't know, he probably did some exercising." "So he blocked you out completely? That's weird, I thought they only did that when they were... you know, really fulfilling the function of their rut. My dad said that when you go through a rut alone you're also present in your
Hi, this is your author :} I just wanted to say that there are no repeated chapters. What happened is that there was a missing chapter and the way to fix that is to move all the chapters forward, that's why it looks like there are repeats. The added missing chapter is called "unwarranted". Right now it's all fixed, I hope you can see it. If not, try to clear the cache please! Sorry about that, I'll try not to fuck up like that again { Lunanci } Rio falls completely asleep next to me and even starts snoring lightly but I can't fall asleep that easily. My nerves have been at a million since yesterday and I don't know what to do with myself. Rio's hands reach for me and pull me into his body all of a sudden, hugging me just like he hugs his pillow. I try to pull away but he won't let me and I have no choice but to stay like this. I don't know why I can't sleep, I'm completely exhausted, but my head is going a mile a second. Alpha and I... we were both under his rut most of the day.
The first two hours of our trip to Toronto pass in awkward silence because I'm still feeling a little sad, but Rio manages to bring me out of that fog little by little by being his usual annoying self. He pushes me until I have no choice but to laugh, plays music to start singing horribly and thus makes the trip start to be enjoyable. I'm okay now. I'm going to be fine. I'll enjoy my life for as long as it lasts and that's it. That's all we can ask for, isn't it? I could die at any time anyway, we could be in a horrible accident at this very moment. We're all going to die. With those pessimistic thoughts, I manage to snap out of the depressive moment and enjoy the ride, except Rio's phone keeps disconnecting the music because someone keeps calling him like crazy. "Okay, I'm starting to get annoyed. Why aren't you answering the calls?" I ask Rio when I'm fed up. "It's my cousin, but I don't want to talk to him," he replies, suddenly frowning. That intrigues me because I k
"Remember how I said I was going to kill myself if you say no? I wasn't kidding," Alex says, still holding the ring out to me. His eyes are starting to get crazier with each passing second I don't answer."Yes. Yes, I'll fucking marry you," I reply just to stop him from going crazy, but I can't even comprehend this shit. Alex sighs with relief so I grab his arm to pull him up. He takes the ring he bought and lifts my hand to put it on my finger. It’s a gold band. I never thought for even a second that someone could propose to me, "Can I ask what the fuck is going on without you threatening to kill yourself or lying?" "You said yes just so I wouldn't kill myself?" Alex asks with a pout, "You don't really want to marry me?""Yes I do! But I'm still angry and confused," I tell him, not knowing what to do with my hands. Or with him. He looks so much prettier today than the last time I saw him. His hair is a little longer, his cheeks red, his eyes bright. "I saw you on that damn TV show
Rio told me all about how Grandpa helped him with his new business, that damn cookie place he wanted so badly and still hasn't taken me to. Rio told me everything, so I know perfectly well who to go to first. "Hi, Grandpa, good morning.”“Good morning, Alex, what brings you here so damn early?” He asks.“Uhm, well. I know you helped Rio with his cookie place. So... today I come to you with my own business plan. And I dare say, mine is even better," I blurt out as soon as my grandfather comes down to the living room. I'm already sitting on the couch waiting for him in my formal clothes, although I intercepted him on his day off so my grandfather is wearing his pajamas and robe. Grandma comes down the stairs behind him too and looks at me with a smile."Oh, look at you, you look so cute with your little bow tie," she says as she comes over to give me a kiss, "Have you had breakfast yet? I'll make you something, sweetie.""Okay, grandma, thank you," I say and wait for my grandfather to
When I get out of the car and I look up at my house, I suddenly start crying, unable to control it. Lunanci arrives at my side and she holds my hand as the guys walk inside the house to give me space. I'm crying because being here feels good, it feels right. Running away after my presentation because I was angry at the world and at myself was very silly. Before that day I was actually very happy. My life was very good. So, I let one single problem snowball into the biggest shit-show ever. It made me hate my own family because of some dumb harmless comments. It made me hate myself and it made me put on a whole circus that culminated in everyone hating my guts. But at this point, I realize that I should have just eaten one of Rio's cookies and accepted myself as I am. Because there is no other option. I can't change myself and I can't be miserable and bitter forever. So all I can do is, accept my lame ass fate and make the best of it, as Luna told me. "Are you ready?" She asks. I
{ Alejandro }After my wolf cried for hours, dejected and depressed because Zee is going to leave him, I manage to calm him down a little but only when I promise him that we are going to go see his Alpha. What am I going to tell Zee when I see him? I have no fucking idea, but it's the only thing I could think of to make my wolf feel better.So, now I'm heading to Zee's apartment in the middle of the night. I guess maybe I'll say goodbye... and thenmaybe my wolf can convince him to stay here. If Zion really loves me like he said, he'll stay. And he’ll give me a chance to make things right with him. That’s all I need, a little chance. I get to the restaurant and fortunately, it's open, so I go upstairs and I knock on the door. No answer. When almost fifteen minutes go by and no one answers the door, I start to worry. It's only three in the morning, the party should still be on, right? Usually around four or five is when people start leaving. But I guess they left early this time.
I don't know how much time has passed, how many days have passed since I got dumped by everyone, but my mind doesn't leave me alone for a single second. And it’s not even my wolf, it’s all myself.I don't have to take inhibitors anymore because there is no reason to, but I keep doing it mostly because I like the silence but also because I want to protect my wolf. I know he’d hate the way my life is going right now. My life is still in a dark abyss and I can't get out out there because there is no way out. I have no direction and no one to guide me out of there. I’m all alone and miserable. The only good thing I have in my life at the moment is Lunanci, forcing me to go out with her, to eat with her and she makes me laugh for a while. I feel good while I'm with her, but when she leaves me alone I remember that I have nothing else. Just me, myself and I, and we all hate each-other. Laurent stopped talking to me, just like Rio. They both hate me now. Zee hates me, too. My whole famil
{ Zion }Seeing Alex and Rio side by side confuses me a lot. They’re not identical at all, Rio is totally an alpha. And Alex is totally an omega. A tall one. I don't understand why he's so conflicted about that.Seeing Alex hurt by his brother's horrible words soften my heart, it even helps me push my wolf away and make him forget his jealousy right now because Alex looks so sad all of a sudden. "Why is everything so damn hard for me? I just want to have everything I want, why can't I?" he lets out, in a vulnerable little voice that makes me forget the fact that he is a manipulative liar. He's just a kid and everything is blowing up around him. "Baby..." I say, trying to move closer to him and take him in my arms. "You need to stop," he spits towards me suddenly, walking close to me menacingly with wild, crazy eyes just like his brother's. In that they're totally the same, they're both crazy, "I'm not your baby. I've been telling you I don't want you and I don't want this, why can
{ Alejandro }Rio is here, I just ran into him on my way to the restaurant. And he doesn't look good at all. He looks too thin, too pale, too upset. "Rio," I whisper, unable to believe he's really here. He gives me an angry look, but I ignore it for a second because I look behind Rio and I realize Zee is there. And Lunanci. Fuck, "I-I'll explain.""Don't worry, I don't need explanations," my brother says, laughing in a sinister way, "Your lover boy here wants to call Mom. We should, right? We should have mom come here and find out everything her omega son has been up to.""No," I whisper, unable to even come up with an excuse or anything because this is so sudden, I hadn't planned anything, "Please.""Ow, that's such a soft voice now that you've been fucking caught," Rio spits towards me, sounding completely not like himself. Rio's not like that, he never gets angry and certainly not in such a serious way, "I would love to see you cry when she finds out, but I'll just let you do your
My throat closes up as I watch Rio get into the ring. This could go very badly or maybe not as much, but no matter what, I just don't want to see anyone beat Rio up. It's just not supposed to be like this. Why the hell did I end up with the craziest omega on the continent? "Next up, Rio Taffy and," I pretend to think about it, "Mario Ramirez, come here."Rio snorts and starts shaking his head as soon as he sees Mario approaching. Mario is the smallest, he's even shorter than Rio. Rio should take the easy way out I'm offering him, but of course his ego won't let him. I close my eyes in stress as soon as I see his chest popping out. "I want to fight an Alpha, please," he says. Mario rolls his eyes, he's too used to being looked down on at this point to be phased. He tries to walk away, but I stop him."Sorry, but no. He's the only option," I say as if it makes me very sad to have to break the news to him, but he knows I'm lying. "I want to fight an alpha, Zion, are you going to let
The next day at the academy, I see Rio on the track because we’re having another endurance test. This time he surprises me by running at the same pace as his teammates for two full hours. I'm watching him proudly when a guy named Jerry loses his stride and ends up falling face first to the ground. I silently cheer for his failure because that means Rio won't be punished today. Fifteen minutes later, Rio falls to his knees, completely exhausted. I immediately run to him to get him off the track before he gets hurt, and he slaps my hands as soon as he's stable."I can walk by myself," he growls, and I let him go. I follow his slow pace until we reach the loser's bench and sit down next to Jerry. Now that Rio’s here, I don't look at the track at all because I don't care what's going on there. I just want to see his face. And it's even funnier because he can feel my gaze and he starts to get all nervous under my eyes, so much so that he suddenly can't stand it anymore and gets up."I'm