{ Lunanci }
Things I know about werewolves so far: they're high maintenance, rich and pampered. And mean. Except maybe the soft-spoken guy who told Rio he's being cruel to me, at least he has a bit of a conscience. I have no idea where Tallahide is, but it looks like I'm going to that place full of other werewolves. I should be shitting myself because they're totally going to kill me over there, but to be honest, I'm excited. My stomach filled with butterflies just thinking about it. All my life I've known there's more to life than just this. Whatever this is. I've always known that life couldn't be this boring, I've always known that there really are all these things that no one believes in. Except for me. Seeing a whole society of werewolves will be exhilarating, even if I end up dead because of it. I think it will be worth it to know that life is actually wonderful before I die. "You're so right, Laurie. I'll do that," Rio agrees after thinking about it for a while, still eating the breakfast I prepared for him. Suddenly the energy around him feels more tempered, as if talking to his family has calmed him internally, "But I'll only come back once I find Alex. I can't leave him alone in here, what if he's in a situation similar to mine?" "I highly doubt it," replies his evil cousin, Laurie, "Alex is way smarter." "Hey! Can everyone stop praising him like he's the best thing in the world?" Rio spits with annoyance, "He does stupid things too, I don't know why no one seems to remember that. Anyway, the next point I need to talk to you about is that I need money. As much as you can send me. My fucking bitch of a mother cut me off." Laurie lets out a loud laugh at that and teases Rio for a while, but he agrees to send him money and Rio relaxes when he ends the call and gets a notification, probably the arrival of his cousin's money. "Can I have my fifty dollars back now that you're rich again?" I ask once he's done, "I need it more than you do." "Sure, Lunanci," he replies with a mocking laugh and I know he wants to say something mean about my pathetic fifty dollars, but he stops himself from doing so, "Now that that problem is over, I have to get back to the main task and go find my brother. You said you can help me, so let's do it." "Yes, but I have to go to work first," I say, Rio gives me a tired look. I know what he'll say, "We don't know how long it will take us to find your brother and I can't just put my responsibilities aside. I have clients who need me. We can look for your brother after three in the afternoon, after my session ends, then I can close up.” "Don't think you're smarter than me, I won't let you go to your shop on your own. You'll just escape," he assures, but the truth is, I won't. At no time have I planned an escape, my survival instincts simply decided they are not necessary in this situation. Maybe because this rich wolf is so... un-scary. "Honestly, I don't plan on escaping. I want to go to that place, Tallahide. I want to see how werewolves live, I'm excited by the idea," I admit. Rio gives me a deep look, but he seems to believe me, "You can go to work with me, I can say you're my new assistant or something. Then I swear I'll give everything I have to find your brother." "Hmm... okay, I believe you," he agrees with narrowed eyes. Like I said, Rio isn't scary. Now that I've heard him talk to his cousin, Rio is even less scary to me because seriously they both sound like a couple of stupid kids who want to kill me to protect a secret, which I understand. Although... I think the moment he lost all his power to scare me was last night when I saw that he needs to sleep with a mask on and hugging that pillow he had stuffed in his backpack. Whatever it is, I just feel excited about this whole situation. I feel special, like the universe is giving this unique experience to me because I deserve it after begging so hard to find something out there that makes me feel like this life is worth living. Once we finish breakfast we get ready to go and we leave my apartment. This morning there are a lot of people out and about, so I can see how everyone looks at Rio as if they can't believe that such an attractive man is walking around these parts of town. They're right, I can't remember the last time I've seen someone this... beautiful. Magically beautiful. Rio has a beauty that I can't even begin to describe, there's something in his eyes that shines in a different way. I've never seen that in someone before, but his whole aura draws stares and attention, even though he doesn't seem to notice it. "What are you selling all this for?" asks Rio as soon as we enter the shop, "All of this… it's stuff a witch would use, no? Why are you selling it to normal people if you’re the witch?" "Everyone can make use of these materials, they are just... instruments to channel energy. The candles, the crystals, the cards, all that can be used by anyone. I don't use them because I was born with different abilities, but they help a 'normal person' work with the energy in their environment and they pay me to teach them how to do it," I explain, Rio nods, "I'm going to set everything up for my session. You can sit on the couch." "Okay," he agrees easily and does exactly that while I start sweeping and arranging what I need. Half an hour later, Julie comes into the shop. "Hi, Luna," she greets me in a sing-songy voice, taking off her giant fur coat to toss it onto the couch like she always does, except this time it lands directly on the man sitting there, "Oh, gosh, I'm so sorry! I didn't see you there." "No worries," Rio mutters through his teeth, stretching the coat back to Julie with a grimace. As soon as she grabs it, Rio waves the air in front of his nose as if he can't stand the smell of something. "Who's that boy, Luna? You finally got yourself another boyfriend?" she asks, putting her coat where it should go. "He's my cousin, he's from Alaska," I lie immediately, lighting the incense. "Wow, really? You don't look even a little bit alike," he says looking from him to me, studying us. "I'm adopted, Julie, remember?" I reply, Julie nods but she can’t stop looking at him, "You can sit now. I'm ready to get started. My cousin will sit there quietly, pretend he's not here." "It's hard, your cousin is..." she murmurs, still looking at him. Rio put on the headphones he brought from my house so he can't hear us, so now Julie has no shame, "Fucking hot as hell. If you don't want him, put in a good word for me." "Oh, Julie, he's gay," I say to get her to stop paying attention to him. Rio looks up at me then, as if he's heard perfectly, "Can we start the session?" "The gays have everything I want, once again," Julie blurts out with a sad look, shaking her head and sighing, but sits in the chair anyway, "Okay, let's get serious now... I'm starting to feel bad again. A lot has happened, you're going to find out soon." "Really? Okay, let's dig in," I tell her and start the white noise system before holding her cold hands. Julie is a thirty-seven year old woman and has been a regular client of mine since I opened the shop almost a year ago. I personally think she should go to a psychiatrist to fix her main issue, but she would rather spend all her money on me instead. So I just treat her and help her as much as possible. Just these sessions with her keep my business going so I have no reason to deny her. As usual, I am initially affected by Julie's horrible energy, and today is even worse than usual. She's right, I immediately realize what has happened now. Loneliness, this woman feels so alone and so in need of love, I do my best to wipe away her sadness. I begin to visualize a little of what she has been through, the fights with her husband, the spiritual exhaustion that man causes her. I have begged her to stay away from him since I met her. It's not like she loves him or they have a faithful relationship anyway, but that man is her main source of income and she can't leave him. So, I just do my best to cleanse the pain he causes her. Little by little, the energy starts to change as I manage to cleanse it. I open my eyes a while later when I feel Julie is better and once I let go of her hands, she lifts them up to wipe her tear-filled eyes. "Feeling better?" I ask, Julie nods many times and gives me a sincere smile. "Much better. Oh, Jesus, you're the best," she blurts out and gets up from her chair. I get up too to receive her hug as I do every time a session is over, "Thank you, my dear. I don't know what I would do without you." "You're welcome, Julie. I hope things with Alfred get better," I say, stroking her back. Julie says goodbye to me and gives Rio one last look before leaving. I just sigh, looking at the sleeping werewolf on my couch too. I always feel drained after a session, especially with Julie, but Rio is sleeping where I rest so I have nothing left to do but just stare at him. Something unknown makes me walk towards him and I raise a hand without being able to stop myself until I'm touching his forehead. His energy feels good today, so good that I feel myself feeling... recharged. It's so intense that my knees go weak so I kneel in front of him and I grab his face with both hands to steal more of his energy. It's the best I've ever felt. "Hello, Lunanci," I hear in my head again, loud and clear. It's a deep, powerful voice. My heart skips a beat because this has absolutely never happened before but I'm not as scared as I was yesterday and I manage to maintain the connection. "Rio?" "I am, but I'd rather you call me Alpha."{ Rio } "Hey," someone says, moving me and trying to wake me up. When I slowly open my eyes, Lunanci is in front of me. I feel confused, "It's time to go look for your brother." "Oh, right," I mumble and sit up on the couch, trying to reconcile how the hell I fell asleep in such an uncomfortable and brightly lit place. That's not normal for me, "Your incense made me dizzy. I passed out." "Really? I'm sorry," she replies with a grimace, "It's necessary to create an atmosphere where I can concentrate better. By the way, I have an idea where your brother might be." "What? Really?" I ask, standing up. Lunanci nods. "I connected with you while you were asleep, I did a whole investigation on your brother. He wants to be some kind of cop or something, doesn't he?" She asks, my mouth drops open and I nod, starting to get hopeful, "Then we can go, I don't know, to some police station and ask around." "Yes!" I blurt out, excited, "You're so smart. By the way, I'm sorry I said you'
{ Lunanci } It's been two weeks since I watched a wolf shift and become what I thought was an evil demon but ended up being a spoiled brat who took over my life and has me as his live-in hostage while he decides to kill me. It's been two weeks since I learned new things about the universe I live in and since then, my life is a little more exciting. We haven't found Rio's brother, even though we've spent all this time going all over town looking for him, on foot and in Rio's car, but that guy is nowhere to be found. To be honest, that's better for me because Alex is unknowingly extending my life. But living with a werewolf is not as easy as anyone would think, it's quite annoying, in fact. Rio demands food five times a day and that's only if he doesn't want to eat something sweet in between meals. He complains if I haven't washed the sheets, he steals most of the hot water and has a mess of clothes everywhere since he went to buy a new wardrobe. He's spoiled, annoying and has to rem
{ Rio } My proud wolf managed to push me away when Lunanci made fun of him. He wants to demand respect and make her submit or something, but I struggle to regain control and save Lunanci from his wrath. When I come back to my mind... I'm lying on the floor with Lunanci clutching my ears like they're a damn prop and basically lying on top of me. She’s probably begging my wolf for forgiveness for making fun of him. I shake my body hard to get her to move away and she freaks out, gasping and falling backwards onto her ass. I let out a grunt and get up to walk over to the bed where I left the one shirt I brought from home that still smells a little like Alex. I grab it in my muzzle and then walk to the door so Lunanci understands it's time to go. She swallows, still lying on the floor, but understands what I want and gets up to put on her coat before taking the leash we bought and connecting it to my collar. "Just so you know, if this goes wrong it will be only your fault," Lunanci
Revelations { Rio } Why would my wolf hug Lunanci? He's not that nice, I don't think he feels bad because I want to kill her, there must be another explanation. But when I try to talk to him, he very clearly ignores me. He's upset with me about something. Lunanci comes out of the bathroom a few minutes later in her pajamas and once again lies down on the bed to cover herself completely. "Don't make any noise," she orders. I'd like to keep demanding respect from her and to stop acting like this, but my wolf ruined my whole bad boy act with that damn hug so now I just can walk back to the kitchen to make myself some dinner because my human maid is pissed at me. As I pour myself some cereal because I don't feel like cooking, I look at Lunanci's lump on the bed. I know she's still awake and her stomach is making hungry noises. I feel guilty now. "Luna, do you want a bowl of cereal?" I try. She doesn't respond, "Do you... do you want to watch the new episode of Love Island?" Nothi
Lunanci drives to our destination and when we have been driving for over half an hour I realize she was being serious. We are getting away from the ugly part of this town and heading to the good part. We came here the other day while looking for my brother, but I couldn't pay much attention at the time. The houses around here are bigger, the buildings modern and everything just looks better. The restaurant Lunanci brings me to is inside a big hotel. "Nice," I say to Lunanci as we walk inside the restaurant. This is more my thing, more like Fallonmore restaurants. The ugly collective human scent is still present, but it gets so much better once we step out onto the terrace and I see that the restaurant has a beautiful view of a large lake. The smell of freshness and nature is so good that I have to give myself a moment to breathe fresh air for a moment. Oh, god, I needed this. When I finally turn around a few seconds later, Lunanci is waiting for me sitting at a table. "Is this
{ Lunanci } The energy around Rio is starting to feel completely different than normal, it's like a mix of himself and his wolf, but it's also heavy with... with some kind of sexual force that doesn't allow me to meet his eyes because I'm too nervous. I'm trying to act like I don't notice and everything is normal while we eat dessert, but I can feel his eyes on me, burning so much that I even stopped feeling like I'm freezing. His eyes don't move away from me, his shoulders are tense so he looks bigger and even the waiters noticed the change in energy because they haven't returned to the terrace, I think they’re afraid. So we’re out here alone in front of a beautiful lake and under a warm light. It feels like the best date I've ever had... even though it's not a date. I swallow and avoid his eyes as I make a little s’more, repeating to myself that everything is fine and normal. Rio is fine, just... it must be the full moon, even though he says it's not. After taking a bite of my
We get out of the car and enter the hotel again, this time to ask for a suite. Even though Alpha wants me to stay with him, I ask for a shared suite as I said, earning an annoyed look from him. The girl at the front desk is so nervous about Alpha's presence that her fingers are shaking and she can't press the keys. I totally understand what she's feeling because I feel the same way. Maybe it's exciting to think about being with a werewolf but this won't be just a fun fantasy, what I read about ruts isn't simple at all. A werewolf is their most aggressive being at the time, they only think about breeding and fucking and it usually works because they are doing it with another werewolf just as strong as them so no problem, but me? I've never set foot in a gym in my entire life, I don't have an ounce of muscle. I eat nothing but fast food, I get tired walking up the stairs to my apartment and the only man I've ever had sex with was... weak and totally not as big as Rio, in any way. Our
"Ow, that's cute," I say with a smile, looking down at him and resting my whole body so I'm comfortable on him. It might seem like his hard body would be uncomfortable, but it really isn't. He's comfy and very warm... maybe too warm, but I still like it. His hands reach up and caress my whole body slowly. "Can I take your clothes off?" he asks suddenly, his hand finding the clasp of my bra, "I want to have your skin on mine." "You can," I whisper and once he unclasps it, I sit up and let it fall down my arms. Alpha's eyes fall to my chest and even though my head screams at me to cover up and run away, I let him watch me. It feels... right. Like my body is his to see. His hands drop to my panties then, his fingers lacing into the fabric ready to rip them off, probably. And when he sees I'm not going to stop him, he does. He rips them off like they're not expensive and pulls them off completely to leave me fully undressed in front of him for the first time. I'd say he's the second
"Remember how I said I was going to kill myself if you say no? I wasn't kidding," Alex says, still holding the ring out to me. His eyes are starting to get crazier with each passing second I don't answer."Yes. Yes, I'll fucking marry you," I reply just to stop him from going crazy, but I can't even comprehend this shit. Alex sighs with relief so I grab his arm to pull him up. He takes the ring he bought and lifts my hand to put it on my finger. It’s a gold band. I never thought for even a second that someone could propose to me, "Can I ask what the fuck is going on without you threatening to kill yourself or lying?" "You said yes just so I wouldn't kill myself?" Alex asks with a pout, "You don't really want to marry me?""Yes I do! But I'm still angry and confused," I tell him, not knowing what to do with my hands. Or with him. He looks so much prettier today than the last time I saw him. His hair is a little longer, his cheeks red, his eyes bright. "I saw you on that damn TV show
Rio told me all about how Grandpa helped him with his new business, that damn cookie place he wanted so badly and still hasn't taken me to. Rio told me everything, so I know perfectly well who to go to first. "Hi, Grandpa, good morning.”“Good morning, Alex, what brings you here so damn early?” He asks.“Uhm, well. I know you helped Rio with his cookie place. So... today I come to you with my own business plan. And I dare say, mine is even better," I blurt out as soon as my grandfather comes down to the living room. I'm already sitting on the couch waiting for him in my formal clothes, although I intercepted him on his day off so my grandfather is wearing his pajamas and robe. Grandma comes down the stairs behind him too and looks at me with a smile."Oh, look at you, you look so cute with your little bow tie," she says as she comes over to give me a kiss, "Have you had breakfast yet? I'll make you something, sweetie.""Okay, grandma, thank you," I say and wait for my grandfather to
When I get out of the car and I look up at my house, I suddenly start crying, unable to control it. Lunanci arrives at my side and she holds my hand as the guys walk inside the house to give me space. I'm crying because being here feels good, it feels right. Running away after my presentation because I was angry at the world and at myself was very silly. Before that day I was actually very happy. My life was very good. So, I let one single problem snowball into the biggest shit-show ever. It made me hate my own family because of some dumb harmless comments. It made me hate myself and it made me put on a whole circus that culminated in everyone hating my guts. But at this point, I realize that I should have just eaten one of Rio's cookies and accepted myself as I am. Because there is no other option. I can't change myself and I can't be miserable and bitter forever. So all I can do is, accept my lame ass fate and make the best of it, as Luna told me. "Are you ready?" She asks. I
{ Alejandro }After my wolf cried for hours, dejected and depressed because Zee is going to leave him, I manage to calm him down a little but only when I promise him that we are going to go see his Alpha. What am I going to tell Zee when I see him? I have no fucking idea, but it's the only thing I could think of to make my wolf feel better.So, now I'm heading to Zee's apartment in the middle of the night. I guess maybe I'll say goodbye... and thenmaybe my wolf can convince him to stay here. If Zion really loves me like he said, he'll stay. And he’ll give me a chance to make things right with him. That’s all I need, a little chance. I get to the restaurant and fortunately, it's open, so I go upstairs and I knock on the door. No answer. When almost fifteen minutes go by and no one answers the door, I start to worry. It's only three in the morning, the party should still be on, right? Usually around four or five is when people start leaving. But I guess they left early this time.
I don't know how much time has passed, how many days have passed since I got dumped by everyone, but my mind doesn't leave me alone for a single second. And it’s not even my wolf, it’s all myself.I don't have to take inhibitors anymore because there is no reason to, but I keep doing it mostly because I like the silence but also because I want to protect my wolf. I know he’d hate the way my life is going right now. My life is still in a dark abyss and I can't get out out there because there is no way out. I have no direction and no one to guide me out of there. I’m all alone and miserable. The only good thing I have in my life at the moment is Lunanci, forcing me to go out with her, to eat with her and she makes me laugh for a while. I feel good while I'm with her, but when she leaves me alone I remember that I have nothing else. Just me, myself and I, and we all hate each-other. Laurent stopped talking to me, just like Rio. They both hate me now. Zee hates me, too. My whole famil
{ Zion }Seeing Alex and Rio side by side confuses me a lot. They’re not identical at all, Rio is totally an alpha. And Alex is totally an omega. A tall one. I don't understand why he's so conflicted about that.Seeing Alex hurt by his brother's horrible words soften my heart, it even helps me push my wolf away and make him forget his jealousy right now because Alex looks so sad all of a sudden. "Why is everything so damn hard for me? I just want to have everything I want, why can't I?" he lets out, in a vulnerable little voice that makes me forget the fact that he is a manipulative liar. He's just a kid and everything is blowing up around him. "Baby..." I say, trying to move closer to him and take him in my arms. "You need to stop," he spits towards me suddenly, walking close to me menacingly with wild, crazy eyes just like his brother's. In that they're totally the same, they're both crazy, "I'm not your baby. I've been telling you I don't want you and I don't want this, why can
{ Alejandro }Rio is here, I just ran into him on my way to the restaurant. And he doesn't look good at all. He looks too thin, too pale, too upset. "Rio," I whisper, unable to believe he's really here. He gives me an angry look, but I ignore it for a second because I look behind Rio and I realize Zee is there. And Lunanci. Fuck, "I-I'll explain.""Don't worry, I don't need explanations," my brother says, laughing in a sinister way, "Your lover boy here wants to call Mom. We should, right? We should have mom come here and find out everything her omega son has been up to.""No," I whisper, unable to even come up with an excuse or anything because this is so sudden, I hadn't planned anything, "Please.""Ow, that's such a soft voice now that you've been fucking caught," Rio spits towards me, sounding completely not like himself. Rio's not like that, he never gets angry and certainly not in such a serious way, "I would love to see you cry when she finds out, but I'll just let you do your
My throat closes up as I watch Rio get into the ring. This could go very badly or maybe not as much, but no matter what, I just don't want to see anyone beat Rio up. It's just not supposed to be like this. Why the hell did I end up with the craziest omega on the continent? "Next up, Rio Taffy and," I pretend to think about it, "Mario Ramirez, come here."Rio snorts and starts shaking his head as soon as he sees Mario approaching. Mario is the smallest, he's even shorter than Rio. Rio should take the easy way out I'm offering him, but of course his ego won't let him. I close my eyes in stress as soon as I see his chest popping out. "I want to fight an Alpha, please," he says. Mario rolls his eyes, he's too used to being looked down on at this point to be phased. He tries to walk away, but I stop him."Sorry, but no. He's the only option," I say as if it makes me very sad to have to break the news to him, but he knows I'm lying. "I want to fight an alpha, Zion, are you going to let
The next day at the academy, I see Rio on the track because we’re having another endurance test. This time he surprises me by running at the same pace as his teammates for two full hours. I'm watching him proudly when a guy named Jerry loses his stride and ends up falling face first to the ground. I silently cheer for his failure because that means Rio won't be punished today. Fifteen minutes later, Rio falls to his knees, completely exhausted. I immediately run to him to get him off the track before he gets hurt, and he slaps my hands as soon as he's stable."I can walk by myself," he growls, and I let him go. I follow his slow pace until we reach the loser's bench and sit down next to Jerry. Now that Rio’s here, I don't look at the track at all because I don't care what's going on there. I just want to see his face. And it's even funnier because he can feel my gaze and he starts to get all nervous under my eyes, so much so that he suddenly can't stand it anymore and gets up."I'm