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Innocence Lost
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"So... I finally had my first rut," I tell Laurie on the phone as I eat one of my amazing cookies, they’re still too hot but I can't wait any longer, I need something sweet in my system immediately. Laurie tells me to tell him how it went, "I really don't know, I don't remember shit." "Really? But... what did you do? Did you stay in the house with the human? Did you fuck her?" he asks. He seems to be in his office and obviously avoiding responsibility because we've been talking for quite a while, "Kingsley's not here, we can talk." "Of course I didn't fuck her, dumbest," I reply, biting into the warm cookie again, "I went to a hotel, we both stayed there in separate rooms. My wolf had fun with himself. Or not, I don't know, he probably did some exercising." "So he blocked you out completely? That's weird, I thought they only did that when they were... you know, really fulfilling the function of their rut. My dad said that when you go through a rut alone you're also present in your
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Hi, this is your author :} I just wanted to say that there are no repeated chapters. What happened is that there was a missing chapter and the way to fix that is to move all the chapters forward, that's why it looks like there are repeats. The added missing chapter is called "unwarranted". Right now it's all fixed, I hope you can see it. If not, try to clear the cache please! Sorry about that, I'll try not to fuck up like that again { Lunanci } Rio falls completely asleep next to me and even starts snoring lightly but I can't fall asleep that easily. My nerves have been at a million since yesterday and I don't know what to do with myself. Rio's hands reach for me and pull me into his body all of a sudden, hugging me just like he hugs his pillow. I try to pull away but he won't let me and I have no choice but to stay like this. I don't know why I can't sleep, I'm completely exhausted, but my head is going a mile a second. Alpha and I... we were both under his rut most of the day.
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The first two hours of our trip to Toronto pass in awkward silence because I'm still feeling a little sad, but Rio manages to bring me out of that fog little by little by being his usual annoying self. He pushes me until I have no choice but to laugh, plays music to start singing horribly and thus makes the trip start to be enjoyable. I'm okay now. I'm going to be fine. I'll enjoy my life for as long as it lasts and that's it. That's all we can ask for, isn't it? I could die at any time anyway, we could be in a horrible accident at this very moment. We're all going to die. With those pessimistic thoughts, I manage to snap out of the depressive moment and enjoy the ride, except Rio's phone keeps disconnecting the music because someone keeps calling him like crazy. "Okay, I'm starting to get annoyed. Why aren't you answering the calls?" I ask Rio when I'm fed up. "It's my cousin, but I don't want to talk to him," he replies, suddenly frowning. That intrigues me because I k
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{ Lunanci } I can sense Rio is upset again when he throws his phone on the floor and stays on his bed with his arms crossed and staring at nothing. "What happened now?" I ask. In just a second Rio gets out of his bed and crawls into mine. "Get this," he starts and then proceeds to tell me about the conversation with his evil cousin, "It's bullshit, isn't it? I mean... what the hell happened with him? And Alex? They both got organized to hate on me? What did I do to them?" "Maybe just... you know, it's life," I mutter because I can feel how bad he feels about this. Rio lies face down on the bed and looks at me with his pretty eyes full of hope, he wants me to make him feel better, "I think they're just growing up, just like you. They have their own things and problems. Laurie's like a mini-president now, isn't he? He must have a lot of pressure. And Alex has issues with his designation identity, that sucks, too. And since you don't have any apparent problems or responsibilit
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As soon as he has me back in the shower, Alpha gently sets me down on the floor to start slowly kissing every inch of my body. I feel like he’s worshipping me. He kisses from my lips to my feet, while I just put my hands on his shoulders and focus on keeping my legs strong so I don't fall to the floor in a puddle of jelly. But it is hard.Once again, just being in contact with him makes me absorb his intense energy, even though he’s not in rut this time. I can feel his damn hunger to possess me and have me completely... and I feel the same. I want out bodies to be glued together so we can stay that way forever, I want Rio to just adjust to the news like a good little boy and accept that I'll be on him forever, like we both want. Alpha has me shaking by the time he's done with his worship and then he spreads my legs to lick and open me up gently, using his fingers to prepare me for his dick. "I'm ready, baby," I insist, because I’m more than ready. I'm actually very close to coming w
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I don't know how much time has passed, how many days have passed since I got dumped by everyone, but my mind doesn't leave me alone for a single second. And it’s not even my wolf, it’s all myself.I don't have to take inhibitors anymore because there is no reason to, but I keep doing it mostly because I like the silence but also because I want to protect my wolf. I know he’d hate the way my life is going right now. My life is still in a dark abyss and I can't get out out there because there is no way out. I have no direction and no one to guide me out of there. I’m all alone and miserable. The only good thing I have in my life at the moment is Lunanci, forcing me to go out with her, to eat with her and she makes me laugh for a while. I feel good while I'm with her, but when she leaves me alone I remember that I have nothing else. Just me, myself and I, and we all hate each-other. Laurent stopped talking to me, just like Rio. They both hate me now. Zee hates me, too. My whole famil
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