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Finally With You

Author: Valery Nev
last update Last Updated: 2023-05-24 15:17:18

"So... what's it like to actually have a bond with someone?" I ask my favorite twin, stubbing out the butt of the joint on the ground beside me and relaxing next to him.

"It's not as fun as you think. You see, it’s not even real love," Alex replies, "Everyone romanticizes bonds so much, especially my dad. But if you really think about it, it's so dark and twisted."

"How so?" I ask with a frown.

"You become obsessed with this person against your will. You don't decide anything that happens because your wolf just decides for you and pushes you to do only what he wants. You have no say. Like, I don't like men but now I will have to be with this guy sooner or later and why? Because some entity decided that's the way it has to be? She just decided that we belong together and I'm the loser who has to submit? I have to let him do whatever he wants to me, be his property and his househusband and give birth to his damn kids and what do I get in return?"

"Love?" I try, Alex snorts.

"Yeah, if
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