{ Alejandro }Just as Zee ordered, I take a shower with Leah. While we're in here I force myself to kiss her again and touch her body while trying to pretend my hands aren't shaking and my head isn't a jumbled mess. "That was so hot for me... did you like it?" Leah asks in a whisper, looking up at me."It was good," I say with a shrug, "I mean, I've never done anything like that before so it was exciting, but I'd also like to do it just the two of us. Would you like that, too?”"Oh," her eyes dim a little but she nods, "Yeah. Totally."I know she wants Zee again. Even if she likes me too and even if I put my all into fucking her like an alpha would. Even then, I don't come close to the way Zee made it all happen, the way he took control of the situation and made us all come."I just don't want to fuck with another alpha in the room again, you know?" I laugh like it's gross or something. Am I over-compensating for my true desires? Of course I am, but Leah doesn't know that. She lets
I know that a lot of the feelings that bloomed in me last night were my wolf's fault. He made me get wet and be a lot more into Zee than I would be normally… but one thing that wasn't my wolf’s fault was the way Zee looked at me for a second there. Maybe he was affected by Leah's disgusting scent or whatever, but that doesn't change the fact that he was staring at me while he was chasing his orgasm. Me, not her.That’s quite interesting. "Really, you want a repeat?" I ask in a low voice, unable to stop a smile from spreading across my face, Zee shrugs and nods, "You liked her that much?""I guess," he shrugs once again, his gaze is still on me and for some reason he looks a little nervous. I don’t think I’ve ever seen him nervous. This is maybe silly, but I think the energy in the car feels different than usual, "I mean, dude, I swear that scent was pure ambrosia. I don’t know what it was, maybe some girl cum or whatever. I don’t care, I just want it again.”This time I really can'
I walk out of the kitchen to begin my role as a waiter and for the rest of the night, I can't stop looking at Rio. Sure, Mitch is right, he's a little grumpy with the customers, he hates being asked for things even though that's literally his job and he rolls his eyes more than he should, but that doesn't take away from the fact that he looks innocent and incapable of doing anything wrong, ever. I still think he's just a spoiled, sheltered kid. How the fuck could he have killed an omega if he was so gentle with Leah? He hardly even wanted to touch her. I was the one who pushed him to do it. At no point in the interaction did he show any signs of being a freak. And yes, maybe his wolf could be the one with the murder problem, but I just don't think so. I decide to let that whole thing go and I just focus on waitering. I think Alana will be happy once she comes back and sees that her restaurant is back in full effect, a people’s favorite. And I’ll be happy to get some free time agai
{ Alejandro }I don't know what's going on with me or what is it that I'm feeling, but the second I walk into my room I start crying. Crying for real, sobs and all. I can’t barely breathe. I'm so fucking confused because my feelings are hurt but I don't even really understand why. It wasn't even that big of a deal. Logically I know that and I'm not angry, but emotionally I'm hurt.'He's disrespecting me. I don't like that,' I hear a small whisper in my mind. What the fuck is my wolf doing awake?! I took two pills... although, that was last night.I wipe my tears away and put a hand on my chest forcing my emotions to calm down. And I also try to make my wolf feel better.'Zee is just a silly, playful guy, he's always playing like that with everyone. It's not disrespectful.''It is to me. Don't ever let him treat you that way,' he insists, pushing another burst of emotions that make me sob once again. I don't understand why he feels so humiliated, he's overreacting."You need to stop,"
"Hey... I'm actually Rio, dude," I try to lie as a last resort, but if there's one person who knows me inside and out, up close and personal, it's Jason. His eyes narrow immediately, not believing me. I shoot a quick glance at the two guys next to me, but they’re still not paying any attention to us, "What are you doing here?""I asked that first. And this is not the time to catch up," he blurts out and moves with sharp movements to grab a clean towel. My hair is still full of shampoo, so I lift my hands to wash it off as quickly as possible while Jason watches the two guys like a hawk as if they’re a threat to me or something, waiting for me to finish with the towel outstretched.As soon as I turn off the faucet, he tries to reach over to wrap me in the towel like I'm a damn kid, but I push him away before he can. "Let me get dressed and then we can talk," I say. Jason nods, but he still acts like my fucking bodyguard while I get dressed, so I get annoyed. Why is everyone so fucking
{ Zion }I walk to the gym completely exhausted both physically and mentally. In no way I want to keep moving after the physical toll I just took from Lucinda Taffy and her Fallonmore gangsters, but I want to check on Rio and make sure he followed my routine. The gym is more crowded than usual today, but after a quick look I realize that none of these people are Rio. I grab my phone and call him several times, but he doesn't pick up. I walk to the locker room and showers, but he's not in here either.Did he just leave me stranded here without even telling me? That’s rude. "Rio!" I yell, just in case he's around and I haven't seen him, but I only get confused looks from other people. Fuck, I think he totally left me here and I'll have to walk home when I just want to fucking rest. I’ll g..."Jay, someone’s looking for me," I hear faintly and I stop walking to pay more attention. That's definitely Rio's voice. It sounds far away or like he's purposely trying to be secretive, but I s
{ Alejandro }"Are you okay, Rio?" Zach asks me as I enter the restaurant, snapping me out of my tumultuous thoughts. There aren't any customers at the moment, thankfully."Oh, yeah," I reply, walking towards the stairs, "I'm going to change into my uniform, I'll be right back."Zach nods so I just go upstairs, just now realizing I left my damn backpack in the locker with my cell phone in there. I shake my head and run to my room to put on my uniform, but once I'm dressed I have to take a second to just sit in my bed, take a deep breath and think about how I probably fucked everything up by letting Jason touch me again. Someone besides Zee could have seen us and started rumors that would ruin my reputation. Letting him touch me was a damn bad idea. Besides, I forgot that I hate him for breaking up with me and then wanting to get me back only when it was convenient for him. But... that's not even what's making the most noise in my head, not even close. Not even how Zee pressured me
I wake up with a fever or something like that. My clothes are soaked with sweat and my body feels hot and still aroused from last night's dream, my wolf is extremely horny. Before it gets any worse, I take the pill I slipped into my pocket and I pass it down without water or anything.I stay in bed for a few more minutes waiting for it to take effect and when I feel my wolf disappear, I get up to take a shower and steal some of Laurie's clothes before I leave. King is nowhere to be seen, which is nice. I drive to the academy and, fortunately, it's open today, so I walk inside to get my stuff and then head back home. To Zee's apartment, I mean. When I get out of the car, I get a little dizzy so I stop, giving myself a second to get back to normal, but I can't. I feel numb, sluggish and weak. Now I understand the difference between the inhibitors Gregory charges me an arm and a leg for and the ones they sell in the pharmacies. I literally feel like a part of my brain is shut down and