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45|Pinch of Regret
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2022-01-06 11:29:32~Viviana~
I thought of a way I could come out of this situation alive the entire day. I wanted to know who I was up against and why.
Lena. I convinced myself that she had reasons to hate me, but is Roman choosing me over her enough to result in this mess? No matter how much thought I put into justifying her actions, hurting my friend is something I could never forgive.
“Why?” I asked firmly, holding my ground, even if the odds are certainly not in my favor. Lena has the number in ammunition and people, and she has Maya on the short leash.
“You think you have the right to ask questions?” she spat, lips pursing in disgust. “You sure know how to act like an entitled slut.”
I met Maya’s e
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