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19|My Apology
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2024-10-29 19:42:56~Viviana~
An ear piercing silence stretched between us where only the loud pounding of my heart echoed through my ears. I want Roman so much but my conscience would never let me rest. Sleeping with someone already engaged and about to marry another woman is not in my bucket list, even if that man is Roman.
The pause that followed my query made me question my decision to be here with him. I might have ruined this night, but I’m willing to go home if he is indeed going to marry Celestina.
“Amor,” Roman spoke, his eyes searching mine, treading over my face with intent while his thumb drew small circles on my jaw. “Let’s lie down?”
I pressed my tongue on the insides of my cheeks. That wasn’t exactly the answer I was looking for.
CastielI will also update every Sunday, and I will be taking a break on Christmas with my family. I forgot to put a note before... As you can tell, this is not a slow-burn romance. This is the most daring story I've ever written so far. As always, thank you for the votes... hope you're enjoying Roman and Vee's story. xx
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