Chapter 47.

After slamming the door to Jonathan’s car, I hurry into my house. I take out the keys from my purse and open up the door.

A part of me feels like Jonathan would’ve come down from his car and beat the shit out of me.

Another part of me questions why I had to tell Jonathan that I hated him.

My actions probably stopped him from telling me about it, just like with Jessica.

I look behind and see that Jonathan’s car is still parked in the driveway.

Despite telling him I hate him, he still waited for me to get into the house and waved at me with a smile. I ignore it.

I should’ve walked back to him to apologize, but I didn’t, I didn’t do that.

I walked into my apartment and slam the door shut, locking it with my key.

I take off my shoes and leave them by the door.

The bag on the couch tells me that Kendra is home, but I walk past it and pass her room.

I enter mine and gently lock the door.

I lay on my bed and hug my pillow so tight, staining it with my tears.

I don’t have a job, I don’t have