Chapter 114.

The pain from today still lingers in my chest, and unlike me, I don’t see the need to eat, or to exist.

Kendra continually knocks at my door and I don’t let her in, all I do is lay in bed, contemplating on my pain and how well I could handle the pain.

And with my thoughts, heavy and loud, I drift into sleep, somewhere peaceful and calming.

The rays of the sun shine brightly in my face, waking me up.

I open my eyes slowly and all the memories of the previous day come flooding back. I shut my eyes, hoping to shut the world out, but it doesn’t work.

I head downstairs to the kitchen, with the aim of making breakfast.

I see Kendra cooking up some breakfast and I silently make a cup of hot chocolate.

“Good morning Ana” Kendra greets

“Hey Kens” I reply, the smile that always plasters my face is far gone

“Are you good?” She asks

“Yeah….. yeah I am”

“You usually have early morning shifts, you’re not going to work today?”

“Nah…. I’ll skip” I tell her.

“Well I made breakfast, you can have some”