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Chapter 36
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2021-06-28 01:21:50Playlist~ Enrique Iglesias - All About You
Fernando's POV
Lying down next to Micaela and cuddling her was a weird and at the same time a great feeling. Don't ask if I accepted the invitation of sleeping over because yes, I did accept it, remember is what I did wanted anyways. At first, I thought I'll be sleeping in the guest room, but no, Micaela wanted me to sleep on the same bed with her.
When she requested for that I was scared to accept it. I mean it's my first time of sleeping on the same bed with a lady apart from those times when I was younger that my brother and I use to sleep on the same bed with my mom. Now I'm a grown man and the cuddling of a mother is different from a woman you love in a romantic way. Another thing that came to mind was the fear of my past. Even before I lay down on the bed, I was already imagining her touching me while I was asleep and that caused me to almost rejec
MaryelHave you ever been scared of commitment? If yes, tell us why, just maybe there's one or two advice for you from me and the readers.
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