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8- "There's no way out..."

Author: Honey Hearts
last update Last Updated: 2023-02-07 12:15:37

After a while, I dropped the papers I was reading. D*mn it! 

The more I tried to avoid contemplating her, the more I thought about her. No matter how hard I tried, thoughts of her face and body kept popping into my head. She kept disturbing my head, making it seem like I couldn't even concentrate on whatever I was about to do for work!

Thinking of how close I would be to her, how my hands would explore her sensual form, how my lips would caress her neck with soft, passionate bites, how my mouth would claim her mounds, how my nostrils would become addicted to her spiced, tempting scent, how my finger would make its way to touch her extremely delectable folds, and how I would feel to be inside her had aroused my erection for the nth time today!

I closed my eyes tightly and sighed violently. F*ck. I was so turned on by the thoughts from our last night’s shared bliss!

Before I lost my mind, I decided to look for something on my tablet. 

My sister handed me a picture yesterday, and as I was searching for it on my desk, I immediately recalled our discussion after she had compelled me to put up with her silliness;

"Here's the picture of the bride, brother,” Natasya instructed and gave me the photo of a woman.

I took a look at it. The girl in the picture looked cute and charming.

"Don’t fall in love with her, alright? Tonight, all you have to do is to dance with her and her friends. But you are not allowed to fall in love, do you get that? Johann, her fiancé, will definitely kill me if that happens."

I frowned at my sister. I took another look at the girl in the picture. She was cute, but she was obviously not my type. In addition, I prefer girls who are unrestrained and provocative over those who are sweet.

"Celyn Villafuerte is her name. She'll most likely bring her two best friends later. From what I know, only one of them is still single. Celyn is getting married, and her other friend is already a family woman. Then the other one, is yeah, still single."

Natasya had already talked a lot, I guessed for things I didn't even ask. I didn't care about the details of the client and her client's friends. All I needed to understand was the task I just needed to do for the night!

"You can have a crush on the only single lady in their group, but definitely not on those girls who are already taken."

Currently, I looked at the name on Celyn's picture. Celyn Villafuerte. I typed it into the search box on social media, and what I wanted to see appeared immediately. 

I scrolled over her photos. She posted selfies, food, travel, and sweet photos of her with her fiancé. Additionally, there were pictures of her with her friend, who appeared modest and lovely. I've finally found the photos in which Tamara was included. There were photos of the three of them, as well as Celyn and Tamara.

In every photo that included the latter, I couldn't help but gaze at her. She was the most attractive of the three, though I couldn't figure out why.  Just undeniably hot!

I read a caption on an old picture of them that was probably taken during their college days. The picture was a groufie and they were with men, their circle of friends, I guessed.

'Lake Sebu adventure with the gang. Super fun!' That was the caption and then all the usernames of the people with them in the pictures were tagged.

I looked at the comment section. There were many comments and most of them were joking exchanges of conversations between friends. There were also some silly convos that caught my attention.

@johannhidalgo: We had so much fun there! Love you my dance partner forever @waltermendoza! Hahaha!

@waltermendoza: Absolutely, bro! I love you, too! Always and forever. Lol!

@chrissalvatore: Come on, guys! I’m so fed up with your bromance together! Thankfully, I enjoyed our Lake Sebu trip completely because I danced with @sassytamara at Punta Isla Resort. Haha! Right, Tami?

@sassytamara: Yes, Chris! Absolutely!

@chrissalvatore: Love you, Tam!

@sassytamara: Love you more! Sending hugs and kisses!

@clintmonteverde: Hey, @chrissalvatore and @sassytamara, are you together? You seem to be so fond of each other, huh!

@celynvillafuerte: I agree with captain Clint! Tami and Chris could possibly make a good couple! What do you think about it, guys?

@clintmonteverde: Yeah, right!

And everybody looked to be so agreeing with the rest of the comments.

My brow raised a bit subconsciously and then I stopped reading. I scrolled the screen up then I looked for the day when this groufie was posted. A long time ago already.

Who was this Chris Salvatore right here? Their group of friends seemed to be pairing him up with Tamara.

Was he Tamara's boyfriend or possibly an ex-boyfriend of hers now since it had been so long ago? I didn't know, hell, I didn't even know why I suddenly became a curious stalker!

I clicked Tamara's username then her profile showed. 

Her exact name is Tamara Davis.

I viewed her pictures. She, like Celyn, mostly focused on food and travel in her photography. There were pictures of her with her gang and pictures of her with her two best friends.

I clicked a solo photo of her which was taken on some expensive-looking beach and she was only wearing a red two-piece bikini. The photo was taken just last year so it wasn’t that old, tho.

D*mn it! Looking at her in her sultry piece ignited the burning fire inside of me so many times now! Just f*cking d*mn it!

I chose to return to her profile and then hesitated whether to click the follow button or ignore it.

Should I click or not?

I ended up clicking the homepage button instead of the follow button and then turned my tablet off. I simply tossed it on my table and sat straight up, leaning on the swivel chair's backrest.

I sealed you with my body last night so there's no way out for you to escape from me, you silly girl Tamara! There's no way out...

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