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Chapter 125: The Bluebird

Author: Lola Everson
last update Last Updated: 2024-11-14 23:51:48
“Beauty is pain.” Monica consoles. “You cannot achieve divinity without sacrifice. We want ethereal. We want glamor.”

“We want to be able to have dinner.” I squeak, the corset of the gown so tight I can barely breathe. “Or maybe just be able to breathe.”

I have been trying on gowns for hours. I tire of looking at my reflection.

“Long deep breaths from the lungs, not the belly.” She demonstrates, her body rod straight, long measured breaths expanding her ribcage.

My wedding gown, gowns for tea and dinner, dresses for travel and leisure, for breakfast or prayer— the stacks of fabric seem endless. I was nothing more than a doll.

Monica has the same persistence as Agatha. I remember her wrapping me in endless fabrics for my Moon Ceremony gown. “You will be elegant! Ravishing! Demure!” She shouted as she wrapped me in satins and tulle.

“Posture is key. Beyond that, relax. High anxiety breathing isn’t very effective or attractive.” Monica concludes.

I smile, my mind wander
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