THE BUS ROCKS HER FROM SIDE TO SIDE. As she travels these not so familiar roads, her brains afforded the time to daydream or rest. She hadn't slept well last night, something about this place that had her hairs crawling.
Everything seemed so normal, yet something felt so very off. It could've just been that she didn't particularly want to permanently live here, as horrible as the people were there...at least she was familiar with everything there. Here, she didn't even know where to go besides her nan's house.
Some chatter, their voices rising and blending in the sweet ritual of friends. Some absorb themselves in music; others drift into worries that will erase themselves on arrival when their body rejoins the world of moving and speaking to others. And so it goes on that way, all of us together and separate, feeling all the same turns and bumps.
The bus ride is her meditation. The same chill music in her earbuds, the same view was passing as a beloved and rewatched movie. She'd passed these roads before, with her mom.
The music fills her ears without effort, like the waves filling holes in beach sand; the sound rushing in, she always reacted to the beat, while others indulged in their chatter. Her eyes looked slightly around, watching as the unfamiliar faces show the weariness of her presence.
It was best she had put her earbuds on. Just so she could drown out them out, she felt anxious already, and she didn't feel like adding more to it.
It was better to listen to something more of a lively tempo that could lift her, elevate her spirit, whilst relaxing her sudden mood. Before the notes filled her ears, she took deep breathes in and out. She was utterly relaxing as she looked at the view provided for her next to her.
Ed Sheeran always seemed to understand her more than anyone in her life. 'Bloodstream.' A song that seemed to keep on replaying over and over, never did it stop.
Funny enough, by the time she'd reached school. The song stopped. 'Here we go.' She couldn't help but think to herself.
Harlow inhales deeply, clutching her backpack. The first day of school. Why did this feel like such a bad idea? She felt like dying at the sudden anxiety, that sheer overpowering nervousness.
Why so nervous?
New place, new people. It was hard for her to fit in back at her old school, never mind a new one. That sudden feeling like she was about to jump in the middle of a lion's den feels someone gets a surge of catastrophic fear mixed with nervousness. Everyone around her felt like predators, and she was prey; they waited to pounce on her any minute. She saw it in their eyes the suspicion, the evident weariness of the newcomer.
It was apparent she didn't belong here. Not even a little bit. That feeling of being so out of place has never been so strong before. No matter what town you went to, everyone knew everyone in their town, and outsiders rarely entered it. It was the law of the werewolves. That was the major problem with being a part of a pack; outsiders weren't all that welcomed.
Newcomers were seen worst than untrustworthy rogues- a wolf who never belonged to a pack.
She was that unfortunate soul who was an outsider, and to say it was easy; she would be lying. Even if she were confident and outspoke like many other wolves are, they would for a sure break in this type of pressure and be seen as an enemy rather than part of the pack.
This was way out of her element.
Harlow took her last step, ultimately leaving the bus. She took a couple of steps forward, moving further away from the bus. The only thing she had as a way to get home, her only escape from here.
Her Nan had kindly gotten everything sorted, and she had even gotten her her timetable. "Hey, you must be Harlow Gage." Someone said, all too chipper. The stranger almost jumped at her excitement, at she looked welcoming.
Harlow hadn't noticed her until she had jumped right in front of her like an excited kitten. She was tall...well, taller than her, which didn't make a difference since everyone was taller than her. The stranger's soft curls fall in fiery swirls to a face as sweet as a white chocolate button. A smile lingered on her red lips, and she looked friendly. Too friendly.
"I'm Mia." She said, her voice sweeter than honey. "I'm here to show you around."
'This was going to be a long ass day...' She couldn't help but think to herself.
"Oh, hi." Harlow finally said; her voice was faint. Nervous. She was new. What else was she going to be? Being around people, she didn't know brought her on edge, a constant corruption of lack of trust in the unknown.
"Come on then, and we are going to be late for the assembly." She said, waving her hand for her to follow, wearily she did.
Everything about this place was different from her last home. From the halls, she walked into the people that looked at her at the corner of their eyes. Just as she was walking past, so were the many bodies of the school. Following one another to the wide double door entrance, she rushed past hectically, which she assumed led to the assembly hall.
The school was pretty primary, nothing new. It consisted of the same lockers, just a lighter colour. Same shiny floors, she assumed the janitor has just finished mopping. The school was...well, school, and that didn't surprise her in the slightest when she walked through it. It was the same system as her old one; the only thing that changed is the people that surrounded her.
"So, do you like it here?" Mia asked as they walked side by side at a slowed pace in comparison to the others.
"Um...I don't know; I haven't stayed here for that long." She shrugs; what else was she going to say. "I've only been here a day."
"Oh, maybe I should show you around the town sometime." She was friendly, too friendly for her liking. As if this town wasn't weird enough.
Harlow forced a smile onto her lips. "Yeah, that would be nice."
As much as she distasted the thought of being shown around here by strangers, she also had to make friends... she was going to be here for a while, and Mia seemed nice...
As the bodies of students sat down on the metal chairs that were placed in rows. She copied the action and sat herself down along them, sitting in the far back where their eyes wouldn't catch her. Anticipation grabbed her by the throat as she waited for what was going to happen next. At her old school, she didn't have assemblies like this. Just a brief announcement on the school speaker broadcast, her headmaster would make it her mission to give yet another useless information for Blood Moon students.
A lady dressed in a cut-suit walked onto the stage, grabbing the microphone that another teacher gave her. Her heels cling and clang on the wooden surface; they seemed to ease the chatter that slowly dies down by her presence. Her sheer presence exuded importance, respect snd even admiration. Harlow could see it in their eyes as they patiently waited for her to speak, to inform them of a matter.
"Morning, students." She said, composed. Even from the way she spoke, it held power, a sensibility there; it defiantly shows her that the women seemed like the type to not cross anyone out of line, almost like one of those friends that were a goody-two-shoes. Like herself.
"As you may be already, be informed of the precautions we have to take now." She continued to say, as many listened. "Many of you already know from recent news regarding an attack that happened to our dearest neighbouring packs these past few months."
Attacks? What was she talking about? "Michael Collins continues his monstrous acts of the brutal murder, but we shall not fear, and we will show no fear to the enemy."
Chatter began to once again flutter around her; people were scared. The mention of his name brought more than just chills. A catastrophic panic, a corruption that tares them apart from the inside.
Even she felt it.
"Quiet." She hushed the crowd; her voice bombed throughout the hall. They were like trained dogs, doing as their master commanded, which was ironic since they werewolf.
Just her luck. First day here, and she was in more danger than ever before. No matter where she went, his infamous name followed her, like chewing gum stuck beneath her shoes. That's all she ever heard about back in Blood moon; everything about this vicious enemy haunted everyone's nightmare. Even hers. He was what everyone talked about, and it made sense since he was the cause of the many pack's downfalls. Their main concerns were always about him and him only.
A bloodthirsty Alpha no one could stop. Most believed him to be a powerful werewolf, more potent than all the Alphas combined- or at least that's what everyone keeps on telling her, whether she believed them or not was another thing. They said his strength was unmatched by many, and maybe it was why he always won every battle.
And there's another fact, Micheal Collins always won. He loves the sheer satisfaction of winning, or maybe that's what she was told. She didn't know much about him besides the fact that he was a serial killer who indulged himself in a spree of killing innocent people.
Michael Collins, his name brought terror to the world around her. The news of his next moves continually fluttered around her like an annoying fly, never did it leave her alone. 'Monstrous acts...' the headmaster had said; she couldn't be more right. The man was a monster, a heartless creature that enjoyed attacking packs for no explanatory reason.
For years they had attempted to try and stop him and his vicious pack of his, but that was a lost cause. Most of them died in their attempts, all while others were injured or had cowardly ran away to protect themselves, but why attempt to rid the world of this evil when you know you don't have the guts to see your plans? Through. She just never understood that.
However, where do they go? The woods weren't exactly the best-known place for being a place where hope and happiness grew. Eventually, they ended up dead.
"No one is to wander around alone, especially in the woods. Make sure you are in groups when outside. No one, and I repeat no is to step outside alone." She instructed such a solid and direct instruction. 'As if that will stop him...' She thought to herself, but even so, she heaved her warning, anyone were to follow. If they didn't, then...they'd die.
It was simple. Micheal Collins had a reputation, and everyone in this room knew it. Too well.
The words rang in her mind, an echoing of alarms ringing. 'No one is to step outside alone.' Her mind couldn't help but take in that warning; how could she not. She knew the consequences if she didn't.
"It's scary knowing he's near us," Mia whispered, etching closers to her, leaning slightly in her seat.
Harlow turned her head to get a better look at her, "Yeah." She exhaled. What else was she going to say? There was nothing to say.
"You don't think he would..." Her voice wavered.
"Attack." She finished her sentence off for her. Harlow knew what she was going to say. She was thinking about it too. Everyone was. If Michael Collins were to invade, what would happen to everyone here? Indeed, he would not lose it and kill everyone here. It would be insane, even if he were borderline psychotic.
Maybe he would; he was known for that very thing. Every pack worse fear had suddenly manifested itself into a reality. "I don't know." She said.
Just knowing that he was able to attack at any given moment was genuinely terrifying. Harlow had heard some who had survived his attacks; they always referred to him as a cold-hearted beast. They described staring into his eyes would be like staring into a pool of hatred. Some even questioned if he had a heart.
He probably didn't. And what was worse, nobody knew much about him besides the fact that he was evil and, just very simply put, dangerous.
The tension between everyone was apparent; it couldn't be missed within the amount of the student bodies within this hall. Their scared and worried faces said it all.
"Stay safe, students." And with that, she was off the stage, just as students began to rise from their seats and dispersed to their classes.
Her eyes scanned the room frantically; she didn't know where to go. She went into her bag and took out her timetable and map of the school. Damn, this was harder than she had thought.
The sheet of her timetable was quickly snatched away from her hold by Mia. "Hey!" She says.
"You have science at the first period." She states while remaining scanning over the paper, "Same" She smiled.
Phew, at least now she had a semi-recognisable face within her class, even if it is Mia. A Smile stretched itself onto her lips. "Amazing."
Mia handed back her timetable and turned to lead the way, "Follow me."
And so she did.
"I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW YOU WERE LINDA'S GRAND-DAUGHTER," Mia mumbled, "I didn't even know she had any kids in the first place...she very private." Harlow couldn't agree more; Mia didn't know her nan to be very sociable, especially since her husband had died. Maybe her nan and she weren't so different after all. Both hated socialising, yet both were sort of forced into dealing with it. If she could escape the world, she would. But how could you escape something so big? It's easy; you just can't. Especially the world. "Yeah...She is." Harlow agreed, not knowing what else she could say to her. She closed her locker and turned towards Mia, who stood in front of her, next to her locker, bored. Her back and her head leaned against the blue lockers, her arms across her chest. She has been so nice all day, showing her around the school and keeping her company during lunch, the most intimate part of the
THE FRONT DOOR CLICKED TO A CLOSE. "Harlow is that you hun." Her mom's voice boomed from the kitchen. "Yeah." She responded instantly, dropping her backpack on the floor. Her mom was sat on the dinning table typing away on her laptop, papers scattered the surface of the table. "What's all of this?" She question, grasping one of the papers between her hands scanning it over. "My résumé." She swiftly replied, to focus on what was on her laptop than to spend a moment to gain a look at Harlow, not that she minded anyways. "Oh." Was all she said, her mom was applying for a job this quickly. "How was school?" Her mom asked. Still furiously typing away on those keyboards, it was like she was superhuman or something, multitasking. Something Harlow could never do, her attention spam was non-existence. Mostly everything distracted her, and sometimes it was frustrating and sometimes it was not.
HIS BACK EYES, they just never left her mind. They stayed ingrained within her head, the black the colour of her now comfort for the heart and soul, in his black eyes, she saw home. She saw a glimpse of the eternal, of serene divinity. Yet, at the same time, she couldn't help but feel disappointed at that thought. He had left without a word. The scene just kept on replaying within her mind, an emotionless expression upon his face and the coldness within his eyes, really it told her everything she needed to know, but... questions still roamed her mind, swarming with theories; of who he could be, who was he? Why didn't he stay? What was his name? Why didn't he speak? "Harlow, honey, are you okay?" Her nan says, causing her head to instantly wipe around to see her nan in the driver's seat, holding onto the steering wheel as she looked at the road ahead. Was she okay? In all honesty, she felt far more okay; okay
HARLOW SLAMMED HER HAND ON HER BEEPING ALARM CLOCK. The alarm clock in platinum chrome sings each morning, signalling the transition from sleepy dreams to wakeful happenings. After yesterday, she wanted today to be different. Typical, just like the rest of her days were. Throwing her legs over her baed, she sat up, rubbing her eyes for a good five minutes before she ever attempted moving. Early mornings weren't her thing, especially if the school was involved. Standing up, she walked towards her bathroom. Harlow still felt the uneasy feeling in her gut that someone potentially might've been in her room. She'd even asked her mom and nan if they'd gone in her room to open the window, and they'd said no. Alarm bells went off at that point; it defiantly confirmed that someone had been in there. She was sure of it and knowing that it never eased the feeling she felt inside. The water fell into her hands, and she s
HARLOW COULDN'T HELP BUT PLAY WITH HER FINGERS, scratching at them within her lap, anything to drive away from the nervousness she felt in this moment. "Have I done something?" She asked anxiously. Everything about this situation was not ideal for her; being called into the headmistress office always meant you did something wrong, but it was only her second day here; she can't recall doing anything out of line. At least she didn't think so? All she wanted was a normal, stress-free day. That's all she asked for, and it defiantly wasn't a lot. The headmistress entangles her hands together, laying them on her desk as she leaned into them. Her back straightened in front of her. A composed look emitted, her seriousness ladened behind her eyes, which seemed to hold a secret Harlow didn't know. If it weren't for the hectic whirling anxiety that was like a hurricane inside her, she would have asked her about it. &n
SCHOOL HAD ENDED AN HOUR AGO; after having to pick herself up from whatever that was, her day went by pretty quickly. The moment she had come home, her feet had made her go into her room. Avoiding the two people she loved so much, but she felt drained. Her mind raced with theories about where the burning pain came from, but initially, her mind constantly came up black. Maybe she was ill, had food poisoning or stress. Stress was the one number one on her list. For the past two days, that's all she's felt. Stress and panic, fear consumed her entity. Everything felt so off, she felt off, and now her body was failing her. What else was there for her to experience? From the unknown suspect of someone breaking into her room to finally finding out the actual name of her mysterious mate. Her body collapsed on her mattress, her face smudged into the softness of her duvet cover. It constricted her brea
"MICHAEL COLLINS." Just hearing his name brought chills running up and down her spine. They had to get out of here. This place, this pack, was going to be a graveyard after everything goes down. Harlow couldn't believe this was happening; obviously, she had a vague idea that it would happen but not this soon. Besides, Harlow thought her new Alpha prepared this pack for this sort of thing, but she guesses he wasn't. "Harlow, sweetheart, we need to leave." She heard her nan say, it was then that she realised that her mom was nowhere to be found. Everyone she knew was here; her nan, Mia and Ryan...so where was her mom? When she had gone to sleep, she was in the house, downstairs. "Where's my mom?" Harlow asked, her voice breaking slightly. Already her brain was thinking the unthinkable, had her true mate obliterated her from existence. She hoped not. 'Oh, God!' Where was she
HARLOW COULDN'T BELIEVE WHAT SHE WAS HEARING HIM SAY. Her eyes widen with fear, fear of her mother's life. She witnessed his canines grow, and it became obvious that he was about to shift, and it came just as a surprise to everyone else that surrounded him, including his own. Everyone knew that he rarely shifted in battle, so what had changed now.He was a man who preferred his weapons to slaughter his enemies. Some even said that he never shifted as he wasn't even one of them; he wasn't a werewolf which was absurd. Obviously, he was, but people still liked to speculate on the likeliness that he might not even be either human or a werewolf. Be was some other type of beast.A small tear left her eye, completely betraying her. This was it. She could no longer take this anymore, and she had to do something, anything to save her mother's life."No!" She screamed, stopping Michael from ever finishing his shift. Harlow scarred
FOR A SECOND, Harlow couldn't understand why Michael looked so panicked. She felt fine, so why was he so worried? "I'm so sorry," He continued to say for the fifth time, "I didn't mean to." What was he talking about? "Michael, it's fine." She spoke. She leaned slightly up, feeling so aware of her body being bare. "Look," she grasped his shoulder, "I'm fine." His head shook, looking disorientated and shocked. "Michael, I'm fine." But he wasn't listening; he stepped away from her, seeming to be in a bizarre state of mind. Wherever his mind was, she knew Michael wasn't mentally there. As soon as she blicked, he disappeared and vanished into thin air. She was used to his disappearing acts, which he always did whenever things would get real; as soon as they became close, she couldn't figure out why and why he constantly pushed her away. A heavy sigh left her, feeling tired. Tired of life, this time, no matter how much it hurt her, Michael leaving was the last thing she was worried abou
"What did you do to him?!" Harlow couldn't understand or get her mind around what she was seeing. The instinct to run to him and help me was strong, and that's was she intended to do, but Sabin stopped her. "You need to keep your distance, Mate or not; if you get too close, he will shred you to pieces in this state," Sabin told her firmly. His eyes were dark; shadows lingered in them. "Let him wake up first, and then you can talk to him." 'Michael, what the hell did he do to you?' Harlow's thoughts run wild with theories, but Sabin doesn't waste time answering them. "Maybe it's not my place to inform you, but I know damn well Michael won't do it. My brother has a habit of running away from his problems." "Yeah, no kidding." Harlow couldn't help but say, but the look that Sabin gave didn't leave room for anything more than those three words to escape. "I'm pretty sure Michael told you that we are cursed. Him more than us, if you don't know." Yeah, she'd figured that part out. "
HARLOW KNEW SHE'D FAINT WHEN HER STOMACH GAVE OUT. Micheal's teeth sank deeper into her skin, engraving her flesh with his essence. It felt like her insides were being replaced by some black hole, and then nausea crept from her abdomen to her head; that's when the world went black. She didn't know what happened after she fainted; it didn't seem necessary to her because everything was better than what awaited her when she woke up, but just like every time she had fainted in the past, she woke up.However, there was no Michael's insight. The person who had claimed her for the rest of her life, who had stolen that choice away from her, was nowhere to be seen. The only comfort was the unfamiliar white walls surrounding her; they weren't hers. Harlow was no longer in her room; the sheets on top of her body were silky soft, and dark in their appearance. They were much better quality than the plain white covers her mother had gotten her, but the luxury covers did nothing to ease the pain sh
"I'M SORRY...?" Harlow remained confused; had she heard him correctly. Did he say what she thought he said? If so, then...it was much weirder than what she had imagined him to say. "That's not possible."Michael released a strained chuckle, "Why is it impossible for you?""Because it is." That inkling of craziness within Micheal's voice rang in her head, that slight possibility that he'd known him before; maybe that's why her mother wasn't so pleased about him. Still, then again, that could also have been the fact that he was a crazed murderer that destroyed people's lives for absolutely no reason. It didn't change the fact that it sounded beyond crazy...and not to mention weird. To think that even when she was daydreaming about the time when she would meet him, it turns out she had known him since the day she was born.Surely she couldn't have missed the most significant part of her life. The thing she had always dreamt of had already happened, and
"GET OUT." With no hesitation, the words flew out of her mouth, and there was nothing Michael could have done to persuade her otherwise. That sickening feeling settled inside her, that feeling of deja vu, knowing precisely what he was doing here. It always was the same. The game Michael played with her head was never-ending; if only she could flip it around and play with his instead, too bad, she didn't have that power over someone like Michael. Michael's eyes were as dark as she had ever seen them, and there was a multitude of emotions swirling in them. His eyes watched her with a pang of sadness, a destress, and they scanned every inch of her body; the action had her a little uncomfortable. For someone who enjoyed hurting her, his emotions sure were fickle. The feeling felt so foreign on his face like it didn't belong there. Michael sat on her bed with the silence surrounding them. However, his eyes bored through her; they stared without ever wavering
HARLOW STOOD THERE NUMB, with shock, as she watched the last vestiges of life leave the small body. Seconds passed flew by, Harlow knew that her Wolf was howling at her, urging her to snap out of her trance, but she couldn't tear her eyes away from the grotesque sight. As a werewolf, she had seen plenty of violence in her life, even heard about it. However, she has never witnessed something like this; the brutal slaying of a boy that was but a child. Death was something she was familiar with, but she had never experienced it; she had never seen what it was like to watch another person's soul leave their body. Judging by the size of the hole in his chest, his heart had been ripped clean from his body; that was one of the only ways to kill a werewolf. The more Harlow stared at the boy, the more her mother's face appeared in the forefront of her mind. Was this how she died? Was this how her heart was ripped out of her chest? Had Michael done this too? She didn't s
"Right, right. Yes, yes, we need to get home." The alarmed look on Mia's face didn't go unnoticed; both of them were startled. Hearing about another death wasn't something to take lightly. However, Harlow couldn't help her brain from questioning whether or not it was Michael's doing. He killed her mother; what's stopping him from Killing anyone else within this Pack? "And, quickly," Mia said. Harlow didn't waste any time; she stood up fast. Mia did the same, dusting herself off. "Let's go." Her mind didn't question the fact that it might have been Michael, she knew he had no heart, and it took her mother's death to realise it properly. Everything tragic that happened around here, Michael was the cause. At the corner of her eye, Harlow saw mia slowing her pace to match hers. It was no secret that she couldn't shift, and probably that's why everyone gave her those looks all the time, a look of curiosity but also a look that coul
"WHEN DID THE PAIN START?" Mia asked as she listened attentively. Her eyes at times would widen, and her eyebrows would scrunch up into anger whenever she heard what Harlow told her, and Harlow made sure to inform her of every detail, making sure she didn't leave any points out. Why would she? Mia Knew the most important secret she had tried to hide, so what else did she have to lose. "A few days after meeting him."Her eyes lowered, whispering cruse after curse words before her eyes met Harlow's. "He seems like a real joy." Sarcasm laced every single word.Harlow let out an uneasy laugh; she had to agree, he was the most harmful person she'd ever met, but it wasn't like Harlow could do anything about it, at least she had thought that until now. "Yeah, a real keeper. Don't you think?" Harlow replied."Oh, most certainly." With her own form of sarcasm, Mia said, "When did the dreams start?"Harlow wrinkled her eyebrows in co
THAT MORNING SHE ENTERED THE SCHOOL, it was different, and everything felt foreign. Harlow's gut couldn't help but think of what her Nan had said, 'I don't need history to repeat itself once again.' Harlow wondered what it meant, what did that have to do with her? "Hey." Mia's cheery voice made her jump. "Oh, sorry. I didn't mean to scare you." Breathlessly, Harlow greeted her. "Hey." "You seem on edge today; you okay?" Mia asked genuinely, but Harlow didn't know what was genuine or what wasn't. So she chose to ignore her question, maybe because she didn't know what to say. What would she say? When she looked at Mia curiously, it suddenly clicked; Mia had been in this Pack her whole life. She must know something; Mia was the most knowledgeable and the nosiest person here, Harlow had come to realise. Her father was close with the Alpha and Beta, and she must've heard something about what was going on. So Harlow couldn't help herself; she needed t