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I looked down at my hands, which were clenched into tight fists on the table.

My heart was racing, and my palms were sweating. I couldn't understand why I was so nervous. Maybe it was the thought of having to talk to a guy I liked about my ex. I swallowed a gulp down my throat , trying to calm myself down.

I stole a glance at James, who was sitting across from me. He looked completely relaxed and unbothered, while I was struggling to keep my cool. It seemed unfair that he could be so calm, while I was filled with nervous energy. Well, I was the one who was going to have to explain myself, not him. He was the listener.

We sat at our table, the chatters of other customers filling the silence between us. We were waiting for one of the waitresses to bring our orders.

I hated the uncomfortable silence between us. It was odd. On a normal day, we would have been discussing books, movies or anything. But now, I was wrestling with my thoughts, while James was absorbed in his phone.

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Kittensaurus Rex
I hope Ivy doesn't hurt James. he deserves better than that.
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Betti Osler
Romeo will never give her up
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Betti Osler
she's never gonna love James the way she loves Romeo James is a stand in for Romeo..she can't give her heart to James when her heart belongs to Romeo
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