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Hopelessness

Margaret

Wherever I went, I couldn't see him because of the hood covering my head.

I trembled from head to toe, praying to the heavens that Nikolay would realize soon and rescue me from the hell I was surely being taken to. I tried not to sob and held my belly protectively, straining my ears to whatever I could hear.

I wanted to see where I was going; the uncertainty was killing me, as well as the sadness of not being able to see Nikolay, not being by his side as planned.

Who would be the son of a bitch capable of planning something like this? Of ending my happiness in just moments?

I felt my eyelids weighing heavy from the time I had been imprisoned; I didn't even have a sense of how much time had passed. My head throbbed with pain, and my legs trembled; I felt like I was going to faint.

They released me, and I fell to the ground, hearing murmurs around me; I groped to retrieve my phone, but it was snatched away from me, and soon I had three silhouettes in front of me, o
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