Kam's POV
As I stood, listening to the Reverend recite the vows, I stared into his face—my soon-to-be husband's face—as he looked at me with undivided attention.
"I do," he said, and his words were followed by thunderous applause from the crowd, all dressed in white, as per the wedding’s dress code.
The Reverend repeated the vows, and it was my turn to respond.
I could feel the intense gaze of everyone on me, waiting expectantly for my reply. But I couldn’t open my mouth. I couldn’t say a thing.
My heart clenched as I tried to force the words out.
Why was it so hard to say? They were just two simple words. So why was I hesitating?
My gaze drifted from him to the expectant crowd. Through the veil, I scanned their faces and saw my manager, Jemima, nudging me to respond.
The Reverend echoed the vows again, but still, I couldn’t answer.
Then I saw my darling Dawn’s sad face. She looked like she might break down if I refused.
Dawn… wait, why wasn’t I answering? Did I really want to lose my daughter? Here I was, weighing my happiness against my daughter’s safety.
Gosh… was I okay?
I turned back to meet Arrow Spears’ piercing glare. He was waiting, and I took a deep breath.
"I… I… I do," I finally said, my voice shaking. The crowd’s claps were slow, as if they, too, were wondering why I’d hesitated.
But that didn’t matter. The relief on my daughter’s and Jemima’s faces was all I needed. Seeing Dawn’s chubby cheeks stretch into a smile made me smile, too. Then, the tears that had been welling in my eyes finally fell.
Arrow placed a gentle hand on my jaw, turning my face toward him. He pulled back my veil and raised a brow, probably because of the tears in my eyes.
"You may now kiss your bride!" the priest announced. I gripped my big, white, diamond-studded ball gown tightly as I gazed into his eyes with my tear-filled ones, wondering if he was going to kiss me.
Nah. He definitely wouldn’t. But I was proven wrong when he leaned in, his head moving closer to mine like he actually would. Yet, I barely felt the brush of his lips. Should I feel relieved he didn’t kiss me, or awkward, since he was supposed to?
Anyway, that didn’t matter. All I wanted was to get this wedding over with and go home.
Wait—home? If I was going "home," then I’d be going to his home. I was married to him, so that meant I’d be staying with him.
I should know that, but why was it still surprising?
Oh God, why was my life taking such drastic turns?
First, there was the scandal that ruined my modeling career six years ago, then the accidental one-night stand with the most powerful man in Russia, which led to nine long months and the arrival of Dawn. Then my mission to find my lost sister, then my encounter with this devil of a man, who offered me a deal. I accepted—and now, here I was, married to him. After this wedding, I’d be living with him.
Could my life get any worse?
We faced the crowd, and even knowing what was next, I still wished I could stop this wedding. Soon, we were in his car, on the way to his home.
No… it was our home now. It belonged to both of us.
The car ride was silent and awkward, and I kept gulping at intervals.
Dawn was with Jemima at my previous home, and Jemima had already told me she was asleep. Jemima was more than a manager—she was my friend, like family. She’d been with me through all my stressful times, standing by me, and never leaving me alone. She was a true friend.
My thoughts were interrupted when the car came to a sudden stop.
I looked at Arrow, who sat beside me. He opened the door and stepped out without a word, not even offering me a hand.
I scoffed at his rudeness as he walked off, leaving me alone to carry my heavy ball gown. Getting out of the car was a struggle; the plus-size wedding dress made it hard work.
If only that jerk hadn’t walked away—I could have used his help.
Finally, I managed to get out and kicked off my silver heels immediately.
I gathered my gown and held my heels in one hand as I stepped inside.
"Woah!" I whispered, stunned at the sight before me. This place was fit for royalty!
The interior was absolutely breathtaking. From the spiraling chandeliers that glowed in soft white light to the polished marble floors, everything screamed luxury. Even the white chairs had delicate gold detailing, making the place feel like a palace.
The staircase, too, spiraled like the chandeliers, adding to the glamour of the space. In a word, it was magnificent.
I climbed the stairs, not quite sure where I was headed, until I reached a hallway lined with doors on either side. I opened the first one, and what I saw left me speechless.
My hand slipped from the door and my throat bopped as I gazed lost at the completely naked body of my husband.
He tied his towel around his body and turned around to face me.
His defined ripped chest perfectly synced with the six tight packs on his stomach and trailing to his lower body which he had now covered with the towel.
" Lock the door when you're done eye-raping me " He said and opened the bathroom door walking in.
I blinked and gasped at my fussy behavior, my cheeks flushed at the realization that I had seen a private part of his body and he didn't even react to it.
Damn, why was he so sexy.
I slowly closed the door behind me walked in and gulped as I reminisced what I had seen earlier.
Gawd what was wrong with.. I shouldn't be thinking this.
I shook my head, walking into the room, but froze as a thought hit me.
Wait—am I actually staying in the same room as him?
“What the hell… Am I in your room?” I yelled towards the bathroom door, but only the sound of running water replied.
I scoffed and sat on the bed, frustrated. Staying in his house was already too much, but now the same room? How was I supposed to survive this?
And why wasn’t he answering me? I wasn’t some doll he could just ignore!
I huffed and stood up, considering getting out of my wedding dress. But who was I kidding? It had taken two girls to help me put it on—there was no way I could get out of it alone.
The white ribbons crisscrossing my back were just out of reach. Sighing, I walked up to the mirror and looked at my reflection.
My makeup made me look so delicate, almost fragile. Seeing myself like this brought back a memory.
ARROW’S POV The upcoming days passed slowly while I remained in a foggy state. Dawn remained my sole anchor to reality just like it always did. I'd wake up every morning to prepare breakfast and create the appearance of a composed father while internally feeling like I was falling apart. The burden of my actions towards Kalmia became too heavy for me to bear. Each day, it became clearer: without her, my life was incomplete. But that wasn’t the worst part. The devastating realization hit me that my attempts wouldn't make things better. A week had passed since I saw her face and heard her voice yet every text message and phone call to reach her resulted in no response. I couldn’t blame her. But still, it ate at me. My efforts were focused on maintaining smooth business operations. But something was missing. A gap. A hole no one could fill. During Kalmia’s absence I brought in new staff members to take charge of leading the team. The replacements had the experience and motivation nece
ARROW’S POV The next morning came too quickly. When I woke up I found myself in the same desolate bed where silence weighed down on me like an escapeless burden. The dull light filtering through the curtains caught my attention when my eyes opened but this felt irrelevant. I felt no warmth. I missed her. Kalmia. What I had done kept replaying in my head all night long. What I had said. The morning silence helped me understand how big my mistake was. It hit me harder than anything else. I had told her to pack out. I forced her to leave our home and our shared life behind. It felt like everything I touched crumbled into dust. I scrubbed my eyes to try to get rid of the persistent thoughts. The sensation in my chest felt as if I had been repeatedly stomped on. Her face remained vivid in my memory along with the pain that I saw in her eyes after my accusations. My words spewed out like poison yet the regret I felt turned out to be the true toxin. That was the real poison now. I
KALMIA’S POV "Wow," I breathed, taking it all in. "This place is incredible." An older woman whose fingers were covered in paint colors came toward us while displaying a friendly smile. "First time here? I'm Marion, one of the co-owners. Please explore at your leisure and reach out if you have any inquiries. Jade said "My friend here wants to dive deeper into fashion design." Her modeling experience has inspired her to explore new creative fields. Marion's eyes lit up with interest. "How wonderful! Modeling provides you with essential understanding about the way garments behave on a person's body. Do you want to pursue formal education or explore fashion design through practical experience? I felt suddenly nervous but excited. "Honestly, I'm not sure. My passion for fashion remains strong although I have never attempted to design anything before. How about I take you on a proper tour of space? Marion gestured toward the workspace area. The educational program integrates weekend
KALMIA’S POV The week-long guilt and tension that bound itself to me was released by my nod. My body moved together with the beat as the rhythm throbbed inside my chest. I burst into laughter watching Jade dance beside me while my muscles relaxed even more. Without warning a man moved ahead of me and showed a smug smile that did not sit well with me. His smooth voice carried a low tone as he complimented me on my dancing skills. When the man moved closer to me I caught the scent of his luxury cologne. Let’s add some extra excitement to this situation. He grabbed my waist suddenly before I could manage to respond and pulled me nearer to his side. The connection between us was undeniable even though its sudden appearance caught me off guard. Intense music filled the space while vibrant lights danced around us creating a colorful tapestry and I was consumed by the experience. He wasn’t Arrow. That man was not Arrow who broke my heart. He moved his hands from my waist to my hips with
KALMIA’S POV Jade noticed my hidden turmoil when she straightened her posture and her eyes twinkled with mischief. “You know what?” I looked at her, confused. “What?” She proposed we go to a party saying it with such energy that she seemed convinced it could help me break free from my current sorrow. “It’ll be fun! Just for a little while. You deserve it.” The thought of going to that party filled me with utter anxiety. I didn't want to celebrate. I didn't want people." Finding a quiet nook from where I could unwind in peace, Puntha became my instant goal. "No, please," I continued to protest, shaking my head. "I just don't think I can. I'm just not in the mood right now, Jade.” I just need some time to breathe.” But Jade was relentless. She started talking before I had a chance to put my thoughts together. She stood up from the couch displaying a playful yet determined grin before I could protest again. She gave me a wink of her eye, teasing me, saying, "Too bad, babe,"
KALMIA’S POV The biting winter air pierced me during my prolonged walk while it seemed the world reminded me of my pain as my thoughts spun out of control. My steps became silent protests against the things Arrow had said. After hearing everything from him I found myself unable to return to that place. I had to keep moving forward. Finally, I reached my friend’s place. With urgency I pounded on the door hoping to find someone who could see me and confirm that my emotions were valid and not signs of insanity. The moment the door swung open Jade stepped into view before me while maintaining her usual composed yet insightful stare. When she first saw me she didn't ask me any questions. She pulled me close into her embrace where her warm and strong arms offered quiet solace to help heal my pain. While pulling back slightly she questioned me softly to establish eye contact. The hurt within me became visible in my eyes before I could put it into words. I pushed hard against the risin