Dillon’s POV
I was moments away from slaughtering every male wolf on this beach. As soon as she stepped off the trail into the open, every man here was leering at her. Then she peeled off her cover-up to reveal the skimpiest, sexiest little pink bikini I’d ever seen, way too much of her smooth, tan skin on full display. And when I saw them all eye-fucking the shit out of her, lusting over what my wolf and I considered ours, I couldn’t stop the angry rumble that erupted in my chest.
With every passing day, my wolf grew more and more possessive of Zoe. He insisted on being close to her whenever possible and barely tolerated anyone touching her. Dorian was adamant that we try to pursue her, refusing to acknowledge her obvious disdain for me, insisting we could make her love us if I would just make the effort.
It was Dorian’s influence that pushed me to go to her room this morning, intent on asking her to spend the day with me. But before I even had a chance to knock, I heard her giggling on the phone with that fuckin’ asshole, Landon, telling him she’d be right down. So against my wolf’s will, I walked away.
“Go back! She’s ours, not his!” Dorian barked at me as I forced my footsteps away from her door.
“No!” I growled back at him, daring him to argue with me. “I’m not going to grovel just so she can humiliate me with her rejection. She already has a date and even if she didn’t, I doubt she’d agree to go with me. So just drop it!”
“Pussy!” He hurled the insult at me then stomped away.
I’d been in the common room, grabbing my bag and about to head to my car when Zoe came flitting down the stairs, looking like a Goddess damn angel. She jumped into Landon’s arms and Dorian shoved forward before I could stop him, snarling when the asshole called her “his girl.” I quickly forced him back but I was sure everyone heard us.
All the way to the beach, I obsessed over the thought of her with him. I couldn’t stop torturing myself, wondering about the extent of their relationship. Was it just an innocent teenage flirtation or was it more? Did she let him touch her intimately? Was she fucking him? My wolf raged inside me at that possibility.
By the time I reached the lake I’d managed to push Zoe from my mind, determined to enjoy the day off and not let her get to me. But all that went out the window the minute she arrived. I felt her presence before I even saw her, and as much as I pretended to be interested in the conversation I was having, I couldn’t stop myself from glancing in her direction every few seconds.
“What the fuck, Dillon?” Blair scowled at me when I shook her off and snarled at Zoe when she stripped down to nearly nothing.
But I couldn’t be bothered to acknowledge her outburst, too busy drinking in every inch of the little goddess in front of me, all while scolding her for sharing her gorgeous body with every other man on the beach. Needless to say, she didn’t appreciate my concern, telling me to fuck off then shutting me out. Why couldn’t I ever say the right thing when it came to her?
Blair had stalked away, angry at being ignored. But Karla had quickly taken her place, buzzing in my ear about going to the bar with her later but I wasn’t paying attention. I may have been pissed about all the guys ogling Zoe but it didn’t stop me from doing the same.
Zoe’s body was a work of art, perfectly proportioned for her lean frame. I’d seen her naked on the night she shifted and she’d looked amazing then, But she’d definitely filled out even more since then. Unfortunately, I wasn’t the only one who noticed it.
Thankfully, Reegan and Ryan made their way over to me, rescuing me from Karla’s unwanted advances and saving me from the embarrassment of sporting the raging hard-on that had been quickly growing as I lusted over Zoe’s body. But when I expressed my gratitude, they took the opportunity to rib me about it.
“Are you feeling okay, bro? Since when does Dillon Kane turn down an opportunity to get a girl drunk and take her home?” Reegan teased.
“Please! I don’t have to get them drunk!” I bantered back, laughing with a humor I didn’t feel. ”But seriously, I’m hoping for something a little more substantial, and a little more permanent.”
“Oh really?” Ryan commented dubiously. “Who’s the lucky lady?”
“I’ve got my eye on someone.” I admitted, involuntarily glancing towards Zoe, hoping no one noticed. “I’m not ready to talk about her yet, though.”
“Sure, man.” Ryan’s voice lost its teasing edge, dropping the subject.
The next thing I knew, we were all in the water, splashing and laughing like a bunch of idiots.
“Who’s up for a game of chicken?” I blurted out of nowhere.
I had no idea why I’d suggested that. Other than the fact that Zoe had gotten in the water, her blond hair slicked back and water droplets glistening on her skin. I had the overwhelming urge to run my hands all over her body, to feel her wet skin pressed against me.
“Let’s do it! I call Ryan!” Kat cheered, climbing up his body like a spider monkey and slinging herself onto his shoulders. The guy looked like he’d won the damn lottery.
“You’re all mine, darlin’!” I grabbed Zoe’s wrist and pulled her into my chest, not giving her a choice. She willfully ignored the double meaning in my words.
“B-, but” She sputtered, and I could feel her glare boring into me but I ignored it.
“Up you go!” I said, crouching down and lifting her onto my shoulders.
“Ugh!” She grumbled but didn’t argue.
Julia climbed on Reegan’s shoulders and the game was on. Ryan and Kat went straight for Reegan and Julia. I dodged around the edges as I watched the girls try to knock each other over, hoping it would take a while.
“What are you doing! We can take them down while they’re distracted with each other!” Zoe shouted, indignant at my reluctance to join the fight.
“Who knew you were so ruthless?” I teased. “Someone has a competitive streak.”
“You sound surprised for someone who’s known me for three years. Though I shouldn’t be shocked, as busy as you are with all your extracurricular activities.” Her voice held a tone of resentment that stung me to my core, but I pretended not to notice.
“Jealous, are ya?” I goaded, refusing to let her know how much her words hurt.
“Ha! You’re fucking hilarious!” She scoffed at me. “Now get in the fight!”
But I ignored her. The second she’d settled on my shoulders, my fingers sinking into the soft skin of her thighs to hold her in place and her warm pussy pressed up against my neck, I knew I would do everything to keep her there as long as possible. There was no way I was going to let someone knock her off my shoulders until I absolutely had to.
“High five, babe!” Ryan celebrated when Kat took Julia down.
“One down, one to go!” Kat announced jubilantly, and they headed in our direction.
“Bring it!” Zoe invited, waving them towards us.
The girls collided, jolting Ryan and I as we struggled to keep them on our shoulders. I was sure my fingers would leave bruises, I was holding onto Zoe so tightly. And though I knew I was going to hell, I couldn’t stop picturing Zoe naked as she wrestled with Kat. Thank fuck no one could see my boner beneath the murky water.
“Yes! We won!” Kat exclaimed as Zoe splashed into the water, causing me to keel over too.
As soon as my head broke the surface, I could hear Zoe coughing and I immediately started to panic. Was she choking? I swam over to her and rubbed her back, waiting to see if she could clear all the water she’d sucked in. Less than a minute later, she was shaking me off, straightening her spine.
“I’m fine!” She insisted, then turned to Julia “Let’s play for second place!”
Julia agreed and who was I to argue if it meant getting Zoe back on my shoulders. She beat Julia easily then we all switched partners. The game went on for a while but I’d lost interest the second I lost Zoe as a partner. By the time everyone else grew tired, I was ready to call it a day.
“Hey! Good game, darlin’!” I offered my palm for a high five from Zoe as we exited the water.
“Yeah, you were a pretty good partner.” She tapped my hand with hers and I could hear the reluctance in her voice at the admission.
“Was that actually a compliment?” I asked, feigning shock.
“Don’t let it go to your head. You’re a Gamma, a strong warrior. You’re bound to be good at something, no matter how much it pains me to admit it.” She smirked, then walked away.
I should have been upset at her snarky comment but I was too distracted by her sweet little ass as she walked away to care about her words. I knew Blair was hoping I’d come by later but that wasn’t going to happen. I might only have my hand for company, but my mind would be spending the night with Zoe in that knockout bikini!
Blair’s POV Something had shifted with Dillon and until now, I hadn’t been able to put my finger on it. After our night at the masquerade ball two years ago, I didn’t see him for a while. I hadn’t thought much of it. There were plenty of other men to occupy my time after all. But he was by far the best and I’d secretly hoped he would renew his interest in me. I’d watched as so many she-wolves came on too strong, sending him running the other direction with their clingy, needy behavior. So I took a different path, greeting him casually and remaining aloof wherever he was around. When we did talk, I treated him like nothing more than a friend, with no particular interest in pursuing a relationship with him. My tactics must have worked, because soon he was seeking me out to talk. It didn’t take long before talking turned into fucking like wild animals. And I lived for those times. Still, I wouldn’t push him for more. Not until he was ready. I could wait. I didn’t miss the fact tha
Zoe’s POV “Do you know where Landon is taking you?” Julia asked from her perch on my bed, keeping me company while I got ready for my date. “No Idea. He said it’s a surprise.” I told her, feeling a sense of trepidation shoot through me at the word “date.” Landon and I had flirted around the edges of a relationship for a while now. We’d hung out before and he’d definitely been affectionate, hugging me or putting his arm around me. But we’d always been with a group of friends, never alone. I’d never even kissed the guy. This would be our first official date and I wasn’t sure how I felt about it. Landon seemed like a great guy, but I already knew he wasn’t my “forever” guy, so part of me wondered why even bother dating him. But the other part of me thought, why not? Didn’t I deserve to go out and have a good time? It was that thought that convinced me to give it a try. Besides, I planned to go away to college soon, not that I’d told anyone about that yet. But when I did, I want
Dillon’s POV I’d been sitting in my office for the last hour, staring at the patrol schedule, intending to update it through the end of the month. But I hadn’t managed to make a single entry. The only thing my mind seemed capable of focusing on was Zoe. Not that my wolf was helping me with that at all. “Let’s go talk to her.” He urged on repeat. “Explain to her we don’t want that anymore. We only want her!” He was referencing the threesome Derek and I had with Blair once upon a time. It happened over a year ago and admittedly, I’d been stupid drunk at the time. I really didn’t even remember most of it and it definitely wouldn’t be happening again. It was a part of my past I wished Zoe had never learned about. “Sorry, buddy. That’s not gonna happen.” I told him, much to his dismay. “After the way she looked at me that night, I’m pretty sure she doesn’t want to revisit that topic.” Or any other topic that involves me, I thought to myself. “Then let me out!” I insisted. “Cinna li
Dillon’s POV It was late evening when I left the office and I’d already missed dinner. But I wasn’t particularly hungry so I decided just to head home. When I walked into the suite at the packhouse, the sound of girls giggling was almost enough to make me turn around and leave again. I knew that laughter all too well. Zoe was here. Again, I found myself wishing I could understand why the girl was such a hellion when it came to me. A beautiful hellion, gorgeous really, but a hellion nonetheless. What had I done to earn her hatred? I watched her interact with other people. Let’s face it, watching Zoe was a bit of an obsession for me. But she was sweet as pie to everyone else. With me, she was sassy, argumentative, and just plain insulting most of the time. It hadn’t always been that way. I could still remember a time when she would be all smiles and adorable blushes around me. All of that changed like turning off a light switch. And I felt like if I could just understand why, I
Blair’s POV Something was going on with Dillon lately and I had a feeling I knew exactly what it was. He’d avoided me like the plague, going as far as turning and walking in the other direction whenever he saw me coming. But I wasn’t the only one he avoided. He wasn’t letting any she-wolf get close to him anymore. No more casually throwing an arm over a girl’s shoulder while they chatted. No more flirty banter. No more offering those dazzling smiles that made a woman feel like she was the only one in the world. Nothing. The one thing that hadn’t changed was the way he looked at that little Beta princess bitch, Zoe. Every time they were in the same room together his eyes sought her out like a homing beacon. And only an idiot would miss the look of heated desire he wore as his eyes roamed her body from head to toe. “Mine!” my wolf growled in my head, possessiveness overtaking her at the thought of our man wanting someone else. “Yes, he’s ours, Bella.” I reassured her. “I’ll make
Zoe’s POV “Happy Birthday!!” Cinna purred excitedly in my head the minute I woke up this morning. “Thanks, girl!” I responded with more enthusiasm than I felt, stretching my limbs and trying to work up the will to get out of bed. “Aren’t you excited? We can find our mate today!” Cinna pranced around in my head, shaking her booty in a wolfy version of a happy dance. “I don’t know, Cinn.” I told her honestly, hating to disappoint her but needing her to understand. “On one hand, finding the one person put on this earth specifically to love and adore us is appealing. But I have goals. You know I want to go to medical school like Kat. I want to do something to make my own mark on the world. And even if we find him, there is no guarantee he’ll be our happily-ever-after.” “He will! I know he will!” She insisted, sticking her nose in the air confidently and refusing to let me rain on her parade. The truth was, I was confused. Something had changed with Dillon lately. And while I
Zoe’s POV I allowed myself a full five minutes to completely fall apart. Loud sobs burst from my chest as my body shuddered and heaved. What I’d seen on that video had taken me right back to that first night I’d seen them together, my heart shattering into a million pieces. I felt the pain of it all over again. But this time, it was my fault. Somewhere deep down, I’d known I couldn’t trust him with my heart. I’d known not to fall for his good guy act. But my heart and my wolf had been so hopeful and I’d followed their lead. I had no one but myself to blame for the crushing desolation I felt now. So when the five minutes were up, I wiped my eyes and blew my nose. I took out the items I’d been given to carry in my clutch in the event I needed to touch up my makeup during the night and repaired the damage to the best of my ability. Then, I smoothed my hair back in place and straightened my dress, taking a final turn in the mirror to ensure I hadn’t missed anything. Satisfied that I’d
Zoe’s POV Dillon’s kiss robbed me of every thought but him. All I could do was taste and feel as his lips moved against mine, so soft and so delicious. He tasted like strawberries and sunshine on a warm summer day. Every nip, every lick only made me crave him more. The moment Dillon parted my lips with his tongue, I opened for him willingly. His kisses were heavenly. That was the only way to describe the feel of his silky tongue sliding against mine. A brief pang of sadness floated through my chest at the thought that eternity would never be enough time to savor his taste. Dillon’s woodsy scent surrounded me, mixing with the fragrance of our combined arousal, producing an intoxicating aroma that slithered into my brain insidiously and lit my body on fire with an ease that should have frightened me. I took in deep lungfuls, drunk on the way it made me feel, vibrant and alive. If I thought Dillon’s taste was addictive, the way he smelled covered in my scent was its own special kin
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