ROSA'S POV
With shaky hands, I combed my fingers through my hair. I wasn't trying to appear more presentable, no. I was simply nervous. Actually, I was scared. Tonight was the shadow moon festival. It was a very significant event that was celebrated annually in our pack, and today, the shadow wolves were to be chosen. That was why I was nervous. The pack's priestess had somehow selected me as part of the few wolves who had the potentials of being shadow wolves. It came as a surprise to my step mother and siblings, seeing as they never thought that I had what it took to become something great. I guess my father was more shocked because he knew that my wolf was deformed. So how could I possibly be a shadow wolf, when my wolf could hardly defend itself, due to its deformity, talk more of being a part of such a formidable army? If not for anything else, I was grateful to my father for not having said a word about the deformed nature of my wolf, to anyone. It had been a year since I had my first shift, and the goddess knows I wouldn't have been able to survive the mockery that would have most definitely come from my step family, had they an idea about it. "I guess you have had enough time wasting ours." I heard my father's gruff voice, and turned to see him standing by my door. I may have been grateful over the fact that he remained quiet about my wolf, but that was it. I was grateful for nothing more. I had been stupid to think that he had finally come around, when I had my first shift. It came as a shock to me, when he returned to his old ways the following day. In fact, it was as if he became worse. I guess my shift had been a huge disappointment to him, and that was probably why he had begun to treat me much worse. This past year had been my worst, and I knew the subsequent years were gonna be much horrible. "I'm sorry, father." I muttered, and stood up from the chair that I sat on. I took some steps towards him, and didn't miss the manner in which he looked at my outfit. I knew it wasn't a great fit. Atleast, not as good as the clothes I used to wear when mother was still alive. But had he forgotten that new clothes were something I haven't had the pleasure of receiving, for the past year? After my shift, it was as if I began to grow so rapidly and now, most of my old clothes looked undersized when I wore them. "What is your plan? To show the entire pack that your family doesn't cater for your well being?!" He blew out in rage. Too scared to say a word, for the fear of being hit, I remained silent. "What nonsense are you putting on?" "This is the best of my clothes, father." I muttered, tears stinging my eyes. "Honey, what has you yelling?" I looked up to see Lena standing beside my father. She turned to look at me, and let out a mockful laugh. "I understand that you dress so homelessly on normal days, but on a day as such as this?" "This is the best I have, ma." I repeated the same thing I had said to my father. "Not surprised." She shrugged, releasing an exaggerated sigh as she looked at my father. "Darling, she's had us waiting for a while now, I'm tired already." "I'm sorry love, but...." He trailed off, glaring at my dress. "Come ooonnn, don't worry about her dress." She tried convincing him, but he still looked a bit bothered. Releasing a sigh of frustration, she rolled her eyes. "Fine, there may be a remedy to this." **** **** Remedy. Remedy. Remedy. That was all that went through my mind as we all walked out of the house. When I had looked at myself in the mirror, I didn't know how to react or feel. Lena should have just left me wearing my undersized clothes. But I guess that for some reason, father thought that oversized clothes were better off than undersized ones. Apparently, Lena had given me a very old dress of hers, to change into. When she had talked about having a remedy, I thought she probably had in mind to borrow one of Eva's outfit, for me to wear tonight. Eva was my step sister; Lena's second child. I was older than her by 2 years, but because she was very well fed, she looked bigger than I was. Through out the short trip to the pack house, where the shadow moon festival was anually hosted, Eva had not stopped making snide remarks as to how I looked. What could I do, than remain quiet and simply swallow her mockery? "Finally." Lena sighed, the moment we got to the pack house. Our house wasn't too far off from there, so it had been a stroll of about 15 minutes. I could already hear the high pitched cheers and laughter from outside the gates, and a part of me wanted to just turn and make a dash for our house. I couldn't understand why, but that Iittle part of me knew that the day was going to end disastrously for me. Of course, today was going to be the day I finally showed my wolf to the pack. It was unavoidable. And worse still, I had no idea how they were gonna react to its deformity. I guess my own father's reaction had provided more than enough hint as to that. 'I'm sorry'. My wolf sulked in my head, and I released a low sigh, feeling bad that I made her feel so useless. 'No, I'm the sorry one. I shouldn't have thought that'. 'But it's the truth. I'm useless to you. I've made your life miserable.' She muttered almost inaudibly. 'No! If anything, you have been the best companion to me. We both know I wouldn't have survived this last horrific year, without you'. "Why the hell are you walking so slowly?" My father's angry voice interrupted the little moment with my wolf. I looked up to see that they had all walked a good distance ahead of me. Not being able to make out a word, I timidly ran and joined the rest of them. "Maybe she is having double minds already." I heard Duncan say. "Same thing I thought, brother." Eva chuckled. "Maybe she has realized she possibly cannot be selected as a shadow wolf." "That's enough, you two." Came father's gruff voice, and I looked up at him in shock. He may not have stood up for me, but that was the first time he was asking them not to speak to me in that manner. "Dad!" Eva exclaimed in disappointment. "You just ruined the fun." She gave a disrespectful scoff, and increased her steps. She and Duncan made their way in, through the gates of the pack house, and the rest of us followed suite. All through the few minutes we walked to the event ground, I couldn't help but imagine being the one who had scoffed at father. I probably would have been seeing stars by now, from the impact of his slap. We got to the event ground and I couldn't help but notice that this year's festival had more luxurious decorations. The seats were arranged in a circular pattern, just leaving 3 linear paths in between, for people to walk in and out. In the middle of the circle, was a very large space, with a bon fire in the middle of it. From where I stood, I could see our Alpha and his family, together with the pack's priestess. I found myself smiling when Priestess Ivana spotted me, and waved at me. She was part of the few people who genuinely cared for me. When she had selected me as one of the shadow wolf candidates, my step family thought it was simply because she favoured me. Regardless of the fact that I knew she was incorruptible, I had started to believe it too. When all the newly shifted wolves had been asked to assemble at Priestess Ivana's shrine for the shadow wolf candidate selection 3 weeks ago, I didn't go because I had hope of being selected as a shadow wolf candidate. I went just to fulfill all righteousness. So you can only imagine the shock I felt, when she placed her hand on my belly, and insisted the energy within me was overwhelming! I pulled myself out of my thoughts, and focused on night ahead. The pack house was really jampacked with a lot of excited pack members. It was no surprise, seeing as the shadow moon festival was the most anticipated event of the year. The Shadow wolves were special wolves, tasked with the great duty of safeguarding and defending the pack, especially during rogue attacks. This was because of their ability to adapt to the colour of their surroundings, thereby taking their attackers by surprise. They were like Chameleons, but in form of wolves. Why they were called the shadow wolves? It was because of the manner at which their abilities worked at night. They basically mixed with the shadows at night, making themselves invisible. 'What if we end up not being a shadow wolf?' 'What if we end up being a shadow wolf?' I and my wolf asked each other at the same time. 'Stop being so pessimistic'. My wolf howled in my head. 'What if we actually end up being a shadow wolf? What is so wrong with such thought?' She asked. 'Nothing'. I found myself admitting. If we ended up being a shadow wolf indeed, then I would no longer suffer as much as before. I would be opportuned to attend the shadow wolves academy. It was a special academy, solely designed for training potential shadow wolves. It was a 3-year training, afterwhich the wolves would graduate and officially become inducted into the Shadow Army. Atleast for 3 years, I would not see my father or step family, since the academy was boarding. I doubted my step family would feel inclined to pay for a visit within those 3 years either. Every year, a handful of werewolves graduated from the shadow wolves academy, and in the same vain, new students are also accepted into the academy. This night, we were going to be celebrating the recent graduates and officially induct them into the Shadow Army. The night flew in a blur, and the next thing I knew, they were formally inducting the last of the just graduated Shadow wolves. "The selected shadow wolf candidates would be called on soon." I heard one of the pack members whisper to her little pup, who giggled in anticipation. I could feel my father's gaze on me, but couldn't bring myself to look at him. For all I knew, he was certainly glaring, and I didn't need anything else to dampen my spirits tonight. Sooner than was expected, the candidates of the shadow wolves were being called upon, and my hands began to shake badly. I knew no one was staring at me, but it felt like all eyes were on me. It was at times like this that I missed mom, because she would hold my hands and pat them softly. Taking in a deep breathe and hoping it would make me feel better eventually, I stood from my seat, and made my way out. Through the linear path in between the circular arrangement, I walked to the middle of the circle. There were up to 20 other people who stepped out alongside me. "Take off your shoes and form a circle around the bon fire!!" I didn't need to look up, to recognize that was Priestess Ivana's voice. Immediately, the others began to form a circle around the bonfire, and I joined in. After a few seconds, we had formed a perfect circle, and Priestess Ivana stepped in, inching closer to the fire. At some point, she had gotten too close to the fire, and I could feel my heart beating in worry for her. I could never get used to that part of her shadow moon rituals. "Ye Shadow wolves!!!" She suddenly growled so loudly, as her head flung backwards. Her back was bent so low, and the tips of her black hair kissed the ground. I watched in awe as her body vibrated in that position, while she chanted some incantations. I was always going to be in awe of the woman, no matter how many times I watched her perform at the Shadow moon festival. I was still lost in admiration, when the bonfire suddenly went off, making the entire place lose its illumination. I could hear whispers from the rest of the pack members, and my heartbeat accelerated. I knew it was time. Almost immediately, I felt some drops of water splash onto my face, and I lost control. I felt myself hitting the ground beneath me, as I struggled to break free. It felt like I was trapped somewhere, and couldn't find my way out. 'Come forth!' I heard a deafening voice, and it felt like my head was about splitting in two halves. The next second, I blanked out.ROSA'S POV I regained consciousness, but kept my eyes closed as I tried to get familiar with my surrounding. The place seemed quite serene and too quiet for where I was supposed to be. I heard a couple of light footsteps, and could feel someone drawing closer to me. Just when a familiar scent hit me, my eyes flung open in curiosity. "Thank the goddess you're finally awake." I looked beside me, to see a worried looking priestess Ivana. What happened? Why was she worried, and why was I here? Looking around the room, I could tell for a fact that I was in the priestess' shrine. "What happened?" I whispered. "The shadow moon festival...." "Ohhh dear...." She began, but paused midway. "About last night..." Last night? Was it a new day? What happened? "What happened...... last night?" I sat up on the bed. My heart was beating so fast, because I didn't need anyone to tell me that it was a disaster on my own end. Her face said it all. "You.... you...." She sighed, clea
RYAN'S POV I stood by the window of my study, and hummed ceremoniously, as I watched the maids and soldiers get busy arranging the castle for festivities later tonight. It was the cold moon festival today, and the pack members were all in good spirits. They were always in good spirits by this time of the year. I felt a familiar pang of pain overwhelm me, the moment I realized that this was the first cold moon festival without my parents. "Ryan!" I looked towards the door, to see Ralia beaming with so much happiness. "The royal carriage is here!" Oh wow! I didn't think they were going to get here so fast. The journey from the palace to our pack, was half a day's ride atleast. "Come welcome them already!" Ralia beckoned, and I stepped away from the window. Together, we both made our way through the busy castle, and I kinda lost her in the midst of the chaos. Nonetheless, I continued on my way to welcome the crown prince. I walked through the doors of the castle and stood in
RYAN'S POV We finally arrived at the open roof hall, and I could see the king and the council chiefs already seated, including Ralia. Just then, I felt Philip's presence, and turned to see him standing beside me. "Shall we?" He asked, to which I nodded. "Sure." The moment my presence was noticed, the entire place went silent. It was no news that many pack members feared me, because I was the deadliest creature in the supernatural world, at present. That was the problem! I didn't want them to fear me, I wanted them to genuinely love and respect me. With long strides, Philip and I made our way through the walkway in the middle of the hall, and proceeded to take our reserved seats, just after that of the king. Gradually, the hall became lively once more. "Your majesty." I bowed before the king. "My apologies for being so tardy." "Come of it!" He chuckled, looking quite enraptured by an entirely different thing. "The decorations are quite impressive, if you ask me. I'd
RYAN'S POV I wasn't able to get her name in the midst of the joyful chaos, caused by the pack members. It seemed everyone was just as happy as I was, to have found their new Luna. Too excited to make out clear words, I decided to just bring her with me. I had been about to take her to where I sat, when Elsa Kennedy suddenly interjected, saying it was wrong for her to sit amongst the chiefs, when she wasn't yet coronated as Luna. I guess I was more surprised when Elsa asked my mate to follow her, and my mate responded with, 'yes mother'. I had no freaking idea she was a Kennedy! But this wasn't the best time to dwell on the fact that the Kennedys were not on my favourable side. It was so obvious to everyone how smitten I already was, but I could care less. The very thing I had prayed for, had finally come after a long wait. And what made me more psyched was the fact that she appeared to be way better than I had imagined. Gosh! The moon goddess was a genius creator, because I do
A YEAR LATER ROSA'S POV I walked through the lonely path, heading towards our usual spot. I really didn't want to go today, considering the fact that I had the bruises of my father's anger, all over my body. I had expected the wounds to quickly heal before sunrise today, but I was hugely disappointed. Atleast, the big hoodie I put on was able to hide the bruises on my body. Luckily, the ones on my face were little, and I could easily lie that I had a domestic accident. It felt like I was some sort of experiment to him, and everyday he tried new methods of punishments and torture on me. Yesterday's torture made me wonder if he was really my father. Even up until now, I still couldn't believe my own father had branded my skin with hot iron. Luckily, the wound would definitely heal, but the scars would remain all my life, reminding me of what a shitty life I have lived. I blinked back the tears in my eyes, trying to avoid a sour mood today of all days. It was Theo's
RYAN'S POV "Babe?" Brenda called me from the bathroom. "Yes love?" "My shower gel just got exhausted. Please could you look through the third compartment of my dress cabinet, for another one?" "Sure!" I nodded, regardless of the fact she couldn't see me. Quickly walking to the dress cabinet, I checked the third compartment and picked out one of the few cans of shower gel there. "Here." I called her attention when I got to the bathroom, stretching the shower gel for her to take. All the while, I tried my very best to act like seeing her naked body didn't do a lot of wicked things to my mind. I would have really loved to make a move on her, but decided not to. My mate could be so cranky atimes, and I couldn't really tell when she was just not in the mood. 'She's always not in the mood'. My wolf sulked, making me release a sigh. I turned and made my way back to the bed. Lately, cohabiting with Brenda had slowly started to feel like I was in a war zone. Brenda complain
RYAN'S POV "Ryan!" Brenda called my name in relief. Atleast, that was what I thought it was. Little had I known it was far from relief. It was fear. Charging towards the presently self aware bastard, I grabbed him by the collar and flung him across the room. With my vamp speed, I rushed to where he had landed, and grabbed him up on his feet again. I knew that my beast was beginning to take over, but I could care less. My beast existed for the sole purpose of dealing with treacherous people like him. "Ryan!!" I heard Brenda whimper behind me, and it only fueled my rage. How dare he assault my mate??!! I continuously hit the soldier until his body went limp, and I let him fall to the ground. Immediately, I rushed towards my mate to console her, but was met with her teary and shocked eyes. "Oh, goddess!!" She screamed. "What have you done?!!!" She yelled in what seemed like agony. I guess I was too slow to understand the entire situation, because I proceed to hug her and tel
ROSA'S POV I slowly walked past the gates of the pack house, a feeling of self pity coming over me. Today was Theo's engagement party, and I wasn't sure how to feel. After the unpleasant spat with his sister 3 weeks ago, and hearing all the sad things she had to say, I avoided him like a plague. I didn't avoid him because I hated him, I did because I hated myself. Why couldn't I just have been someone without faults? Someone who could be loved without conditions. 'But it's not your fault'. My wolf sighed in my head, making me release a complimentary sigh. I guess this was my fate. Forced to attend the engagement ceremony of the only man that had ever looked at me with the slightest iota of love. Yes, I know Vera had a lot to say to me the other day. She had made it clear that I was nothing but a 'rescue the puppy' project for Theo. But that didn't mean I would simply pretend that there weren't days where he had been extremely kind to me, just for the sake of it. Not because
RYAN'S POVRosa and I both walked into the council room. This was the first time she would be present for a council meeting. Luna Amelia and the Golden Height council chiefs were coming to our pack today, to get familiarized with our pack, and also discuss future plans together as an amalgamated pack.The council room was already filled up, and the chiefs were clearly waiting for Rosa and I to show up."Welcome back!" I watched in innocent surprise, as Rosa went into Dean's awaiting embrace."Why didn't you come along with the other chiefs?" She pouted like a child, making him release a hearty laughter. This was new. Don't get me wrong. Dean had always been a cheerful man, but there was always this reserved part of him. These days, he just seemed to let it all out.We had returned to our pack two days ago, but it was today he and Rosa were seeing each other since we returned. Speaking of Rosa, it was so funny that after holding my hand in the presence of everyone at the palace, and
ROSA'S POV"I'm so glad to know that things are just fine between you both, and I'm much more grateful for the gory details you released." Audrey gave me a wink, grinning mischievously. Today made it 5 days since Audrey's delivery. I had successfully convinced Ryan to let us stay back a while, and I couldn't be happier. Blaze was such a beautiful baby, and I had spent a better part of those 5 days with her. She completed me in a way I just couldn't explain, and what's more? She had my hair color! Actually, a shade darker. Almost a redhead. I couldn't believe it the first time it occured to me that she did.Both Audrey and King Logan neither had ginger/red hair, so it came as a surprise that their pup did. I wondered if it was because she was the Flaming Wolf.Ryan and I were to leave for the coldmoon pack today, and I finally had the courage to tell Audrey everything that had really been going on between he and I. The actual truth.My face had gone red when I narrated how our first t
ROSA'S POV He pulled away from me abruptly, making concern fill me instantly. "What is it?" I muttered, and watched as his brows and forehead furrowed in worry. "Something isn't right. Let's go." He pulled me along with him, making his way back into the hall. It was safe to say that the entire place was chaotic, for reasons we were yet to know. I scanned the environment, hoping to see a familiar face, when one entered my line of sight. She was here too?! "Ralia!" I yelled out, both surprised to see her, and also curious to know the cause of the sudden uproar. I may not have had an idea as to what the issue was, but somehow, I knew that we weren't in danger. "Rosa!" She released a sigh, covering the distance between us and engulfing me in a tight hug. "Ralia, what's happening?" Ryan threw the question at her, not even bothering to exchange pleasantries with his sister. "It's great to see you too." She rolled her eyes dramatically, before turning to me. "Where we
RYAN'S POV I had tried so hard all day, not to lose my composure and feel a strand of her hair. She was just so beautiful. The see green dress she had worn for the treaty, complimented her figure and the colour of her hair so well. I knew I had been petty towards Ray and Theo, but I didn't feel sorry about it. I knew when a man had his eyes on a woman. Ray and Theo were somehow interested in Rosa. I had been wrong to listen in on Theo and Rosa's conversation, but I just couldn't help it. As he talked, I had listened to the rhythm of his heartbeat, and it wasn't normal. It wasn't fear or anger.... it was excitement. He was excited to see her and for some reason, that didn't bode well with me. Oh, what I would have given to hear his thoughts. I guess my suspicions about Theo were solidified, when I heard him tell Rosa that they were both single again. He sound happy and had this glint in his eyes, that did nothing but rile me up. When he said 'again', did that mean they ha
ROSA'S POV "Your new mate is..... Rosa?" Theo asked, shock still very evident in his eyes. What was he thinking? That I'd forever remain beneath him, to be suppressed and humiliated by he and his sister? "Yes." Ryan affirmed. "And if I may ask, how do you know my mate?" "She was a member of my pack, before she met her mate; Andrew Chadwick." Wow. 'A member of his pack'. Just a random member of shadow moon pack. Like we never shared a deeper friendship and connection. Like he wasn't the same person who once protected me from the pack's bullies, and promised me 'Always and Forever'. "Her 'ex-mate', you mean?" Ryan corrected him, making me pray my face wasn't so red from blushing. This unusual side of Ryan was undeniably sweet. "Of course!" Theo quickly nodded, letting out a nervous laugh. "But he was still her mate." He added. Why did I feel like he said that to piss off Ryan? "Ohh...." Ryan whispered, his eyes fixed on Theo, though it was very clear that his mind wa
ROSA'S POV I walked down the flight of stairs, not able to tell why I felt anxious. As soon as I stepped into the hall, I was suprised to see a good number of maids there. 7 or 8, give or take. They certainly weren't going to the palace with us, were they? "Awww... Lunaaaa!!" Rayna giggled. "You always look breathtaking! How do you manage to wow us all the time?" "Stop the flattery...." "Not flattery!!!" A couple of maids said in unison, cutting me off. Realizing they had all said the same thing at once, there shared looks amongst themselves and laughed. "It never gets old, Luna." Laura said behind me. "You always look stunning." "Thank you." I whispered. "Always welcomed, Luna." Rayna chimed. "I heard Madame Hazel told the Alpha he is lucky to have you." "Rayna!" Laura called her in a chastising tone. Rayna immediately flung her palm across her lips, her eyes wide in shock. She had obviously let it slip from her mouth. Raynaaa... "I'm sorry, Luna. It wasn't inte
RYAN'S POV I turned to the side, to see she was already dozing off. The goddess knew that I had constantly thirsted for her, ever since.... three nights ago. I wanted to be close to her again, and even in between her legs, if possible. I finally gave in to the temptation, as my hand helplessly reached for her thigh. She turned to look at me, seeming shocked by my actions. For moment, I thought to retrieve my hand that laid on her thighs, until I remembered the fact that I had every right to her. It was on the contract! I was free to be with her whenever I felt the urge to, and she consented to that. I had never felt happier about anything else in my life! Strengthening my resolve, I squeezed the flesh on her thigh, through the silky dress she had worn. She just sat there, looking at me in what seemed to be disbelief. I waited for her to put up some form of resistance against me, but she didn't. That only fueled my actions, and I swiftly picked her up from where she sat,
ROSA'S POV "Auntie Rosa, I would be back soon." Alvira giggled, jumping off the bed and following the maid who had come to get her for lunch. "Don't go anywhere." She ordered firmly, which got me laughing. "I wouldn't." I promised. I released a sigh of satisfaction as she left. I had spent the past three days, bonding with my little Alvira. She was such a breathe of fresh air, and a productive attempt at distracting myself from what had happened between Ryan and I, three days ago. I looked up at the ceiling of my chambers, thinking how nice it would have been, to share this whole new level of experience with someone else. With Audrey. Since I left for the coldmoon pack, I hadn't really thought about her. But now that I did, I couldn't help the tears that made their way to my eyes. I was just realizing that life without her was different. So different. Don't get me wrong, I was thankful. Very thankful for the goddess given privilege of being Luna to the coldmoon pack. Bu
ROSA'S POV How could he bring her here?! That maid. Aliya, or whatever. I wasn't going to let it bother me though. I didn't care. "Luna...." Laura's voice interrupted. "Huh?" I shook off the thoughts in my mind. "What did you say?" "You've been in a different world for some minutes now." "Naaahhh, I'm fine." I muttered, a small smile on my face. "I'm done." She informed, and that was when I actually paid attention to the mirror in front of me. I was gorgeous! It reminded me of my welcome party at the cold moon pack. 'It seems to be that we were made for this kind of life. Rich and beautiful'. My wolf gushed in excitement. 'We are indeed'. I still couldn't believe these were my luck. My life had done a 180 so swiftly. "I suppose it's time for the ceremony?" I asked Laura, who nodded in agreement. "One of the maids just mindlinked me. Alpha Ryan and Luna Amelia await your presence downstairs." "Thank you, Laura." I nodded, helping myself off the chair I h